Unsent Letters Of A Drama Queen

City Lights and the night sky. More city light videos and pictures to come soon 💕 #citylights #manilaph #mahalkongmaynila #maynila #nightlights #streetlights https://www.instagram.com/p/B700TKABWtu/?igshid=t6qteelq5o25

I am selfish. I have lived selfishly throughout my 23 years of existence only to be selfless in a few important moments in life. Being selfish is the only thing I have known, the only thing engraved in my bones ever since I was born, until I found about about love. It’s actually funny, because they tell you you need to love yourself before you can love others, but loving myself is the only thing I have known. Loving someone else? Making them a priority instead of my own? That shit is euphoric, like being high on drugs. Just like an addict I’d be willing to give up all I have, my plans and future just to get a hold of you. I would be willing to sell everything I own, just to keep you in my arms. I am a selfish person, but when it comes to love I am willing to give my all. https://www.instagram.com/p/B57emrxBOwA/?igshid=10ev0vzo85qzw

How do we know if we’re ready? How do we know we’re okay, and ready to love again and not just lonely? Is there a sign? Symptoms? Or atleast a checklist we see if we’re on the correct path to healing. A rough estimated time will help to but ones journey to healing and self preservation is different from another. Some just take a few weeks, months while other struggle for years but never truly get what they want. They never find theirselves again. #rambling #randomRambling #yellow #baloons #yellow💛 #words https://www.instagram.com/p/B5ZntShBWyn/?igshid=8dcwdke3niln

Wallpaper or wallflower? ☀️💛🌸 https://www.instagram.com/p/B4wmr99BNxC/?igshid=9b8jhoda5py8

I could get used to a sunset like this. #sunsetph #sundown #sunset (at Sabella) https://www.instagram.com/p/BpuPawyDMBy/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=nstqvf1diz7x

Show me your paws 🐱 #catsofinstagram. #catph #parisTheCat

How I miss going on adventures and encountering mishaps. Life is still beautiful and worth it despite everything that's happening right now. #overlay #Batanggas #tb #MagAsawangBata #Masasa #tingloy #naturePh #hikingPh (at Mt. Mag-Asawang Bato)

I'm tired of mind games. I'm tired of lies, I'm tired of pretending to be something I'm not just to be accepted. At the beggining everything was strategically planned and carefully thought out, but now I can feel that I'm losing so it's time to cut it off. I have learned when to accept defeat, and when to cut my losses. I'm sorry, but I'm not a player so I find your games physically, emotionally, and mentally exhausting. I raise my white flag, before I begin to fall. That's something I cannot afford, because of my fragile soul. #chess #whenInManila #LunetaGaming #chilling #chessGame #hugot #tired #acceptance #defeat #lose #mindGames #freeForm (at Luneta Park Manila City)

I've taken my time. Meditated, thought of what happened, reflected all my emotions, searched my soul for the answer and now I finally get it. I've accepted everything, no more denials, distortions or lies. I haven't forgotten you, I doubt I ever will, but I'm finally at peace with everything. I'm happier now. #acceptance #finally #Happier #nature #backpose #talikodgenic #bundokph #bundok #minorClimb #MovedOn #SoulSearching (at Mt. Talamitam & Mt. Apayang Twin Hike)

You're the street light in this dark alley that I walk. You give light to every step I take but you also get left behind when I decide to move forward. I wanna stay under your warm light forever but I'm afraid I have places to go to, and you have to light up other people as we go on. You'll still be my favorite spot. #darkAlley #latenightwalks #latenightthoughts

"The greatest question that has never been answeres and qhich I have not yet been able to amswer, despite my thirty years of research into the feminine soul is 'what does a woman want?' " (E. Jones, 1955, p. 421) I guess even psychology has a hard time understanding women, so don't feel bad if you cant understamd what your girlfriend is trying to say. We are just complex creatures. #psych #top #TheoriesOfPersonality #femininity #randomReading #randomBubble