I wanna scream until your ghost disappears
But the thought of you leaving is one of my deepest fears
Defeat is the addiction that’s always kept me high
Like on powdered substance on a spoon, I snort up every moment, like the hellos and goodbyes
I feel so wooden, watching pictures through a screen
If I had an axe, I chop down all indications of my REM dreams
Clear the table because everything you brought was always dry
Not even champagne could mask how all your intentions were fables that cloaked lies
There is not enough oxygen for both of us to keep our heads clear
So i keep a look out like a hawk, plotting my attacks in case you’re near.
I want bygones to be bygones, but i don’t have it in me to let you win.
Now that my once confidant is a threat, taking you out is the only way to repent for my sins.
Draw your sword, I’ll grab my bow because weapons is now the only language we speak.
Loving you was hard, losing you was harder, so destroying you will grant me the peace I seek.
I didn’t want to inflict emotional harm, but you left me no choice to attack .
Now that shots have been fired, grenades have been thrown, I think the war between us is our only chances of surviving the aftermath of the bond we’ll never get back.