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what do your hands feel like: soft, calloused, trembling ? (#11)

what kind of question is that?

i don't know... maybe they wanted to see what it was like to hold my hand.

alright, i need to know what happened the other day on twitter and why me and felix ended up watching your band collapse in real time. and yeah, we did gasp a lot while stuffing our faces with popcorn. so spill, daenerys. who got voted off love island? are you okay? ( @prkjimns )

hyunjin-ah, you are the last person i'd expect to ask me to relive out my trauma again! i am devastated... but you know i'd do it for you. i'm glad our pain and suffering could provide you guys some entertainment, that's our goal, you know? all joking aside loki, jin and i got voted off love island. well, i'd say more him than me. he got the brunt of it. i'm okay... i can't lie when i say i'm a little nervous to see them all again when we reunite in busan... but it'll be okay.

𝟣𝟧 — two truths and a lie, but make it sexy

so as a couple? why don't you just ask me what it is you want to ask? in what universe did i imply that i wanted to know that? a simple yes or no would've been more than enough for me. are you rooting for them because it's good for joonie or because it benefits you to have her around more? ...please, continue, by the way. i'm listening. and i love that you're comfortable enough to express yourself and be your true self. if being extra is part of that, then i'm on board with it. but... here i was thinking it would be giving coastal, but whatever..

i just like to be mysterious and sexy for you. aish, is it so bad i like to see my hyung and best friend happy together? don't ask me anything if you don't want the details, handsome. you should know way better than this. both, of course. i think we all deserve to have some happiness right now. yeah? i love that you love that. you know it took awhile for me to be able to do that. so... thank you for letting me be me. especially on stage and on this tour. oh! speaking of coastal... i know! we can house the shells in our beach house... somewhere in america with our pet donkey.

to be fair, even before taehyungie got together with kookie, he would occasionally take my hand and hold it. hell, i think he's held all of our hands at some point. he's just.. cuddly. so you knew madelyn and joonie got back together? that's my boy. just be yourself and trust that whatever happens, happens. our place together? planning ahead, are you? you can always glue them onto a lampshade or something.

of course we all have, but it's not in the way i wanna hold hands with you. get it? no. i don't think they've gotten back together yet, but i do know she had to have heating pads between her thighs on the flight back. and that's the tea. plus, you know i'm always shipping them. thanks, daddy. ... who said that? did you leave the window open? i'm lucky you love sparkly and extra jimin. yeah, maybe i am. i love you... but... you're not decorating the house if you think that's beautiful decor.

or realistically, we just look like two bts members going out for dinner... but yeah, debut. why would i care? i think you're putting too much thought into it, where i'm probably a bit more unbothered by it. you know, if that's what you want to do, then that's what we'll do. but since we travel a lot these days, where are we supposed to put all the shells?

oh, so, you hold hands when you go out to dinner with namjoon? because i'm pretty sure maddie would kick your ass. she is small, but mighty. i don't know. okay, i'll stop questioning everything and just be my extra self. we can get an extra suitcase for them... i don't mind hauling them. cause then, eventually, we can display them in our place together... wherever that may be. i think that would be cute.