#nd.

              “Why are you so sure  that The Father has abandoned us all?”          The world may have been ravaged by flame and fire but the Bliss still remains; the one constant -- after all, who are they all without their Faith? She comes to him now, half-shrouded in mist and floating in the air just above the scorched Earth. Is she real? Nobody would be able to tell from the real thing, only Joseph, only her closest priestesses, her favourites. It’s been years since the collapse, and somehow she retains her youth. Still in that ill-fitting dress.                 “I haven’t. I would never leave, and neither would he.” 

so i watched the vampire diaries and all but you wanna know how i started? somebody in middle school gave me a printed out fanfic of the show and i needed to see if the fanfic was like the show! but i liked watching it though i stopped at season 6..i should probably finish it. @nikolina--dobreva

- me.

I shouldn't have said that and I shouldn't be so damn distant with my feelings all the time. I want her so bad, but fuck, I can't have her. She's one of my best friends and closest colleagues and I can't fuck that up. So my dumbass tells her to go ahead and go out with dacre. I keep yelling at myself because of it. I hope it doesn't make my visit tomorrow weird. Should I go at all?