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hii guys haven’t touched this blog in a year. unfortunately still living in this stupid cult and feeling as miserable as ever. Yay

to any person who has escaped a religious cult, do you have any general advice/tips about leaving? I recently turned 18 and I do have a friend to stay with when I do eventually leave everything behind. everything is just so overwhelming. I don’t know where to even start with leaving. My parents are still under the impression I’m staying under their control & on my way to getting baptized. It’s a bit of a slippery slope & I don’t know how to handle it.

hey gang sorry i abandoned this blog for a bit im still here

possibly just gonna make this blog exjw stuff + the occasional random reblog. like kinda how I post on my main but just a sideblog for extra stuff

jws are genuinely the most hypocritical people i’ve ever met. i remember my grandma YELLED at me one time for watching pokémon in her living room. but it was completely fine for her to watch shows/movies promoting things that the bible is against?? if you’re going to preach, why aren’t YOU staying true to your words or what your faith is about??? why do the rules only apply to other people??

shoutout to trans folks with religious trauma who have chosen to reclaim biblical names or names associated with their previous religion <3 the POWER we hold !!! 🤍

so many adults in my life have done the worst possible shit. breached my privacy, betrayed my trust, endangered me. you name it !!!! and now i’m scared to even ask adults around me for help. ABSOLUTELY TERRIFIED OF IT. why? no fucking clue. like obviously i know they aren’t shitty like the people in my life i’ve had to deal with. but now i just have so much anxiety reaching out to people to ask for help. i hate it

beyond fucking pissed. the one adult figure i trusted betrayed me. she promised to protect me but instead she directly endangers me. thsi grown fucking woman decided to out me to my mother. i just don’t even know what to do atvthis point anymore. im so fucking done. i hope she knows she is one of the reasons i have trust issues with adults. she was the one fucking person i trusted and she lied to me, breached my privacy, and made me completely lose the trust i once had with her.

can’t have shit in this house! my phone might be getting confiscated every night from now on. might spend the day deleting everything!!