#ex jw

I mean

broh

I just want to convince them they're harmless because THEY ARE, I don't need a huge party just permission to go to the park with my friend and eat something that's it but my parents believe it's the biggest sin ever

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I asked him about when he said that there's a risk his feelings fading. He actually said that but in reality he has no clue.

Anyways stuff happened.

In june he told me something I found hurtful so stopped talking to him, only if he started the conversation. We talked twice I think? I was upset because he was hurtful without realizing.

A few days ago I started conversation because I was sad and wanted to talk to him and it went kinda well? He was a bit horny but I shot him down.

Then two days ago, on the evening he suddenly told me "I'm crying", so of course I asked him what happened, then he said just after "nothing, I shouldn't have told you" I've found it a bit funny how he changed his mind so quicky so I laughed a little and send him a cute hug gif and he answered me : "I don't want it, love is dumb, that's all I have to say" I was confused and.. idk I asked him if he got shot down by someone? "It's more complicated than that" Then he refused to elaborate, just saying stuff like, "I want to throw myself out of the window", "I want to flee to an isolated island" or "I want to disappear"

He still doesn't want to explain to me what happened, I still don't know if it's about me or someone else I had no clue about. I thought I was the only one he had a lil crush on.

I'm so sad, I'm so tired and spiralling.

I just wanted to love and be loved.

I just wanted to be happy.

I hope he'll tell me what was that about someday, to get closure.

What do you think happened?