my mind & me.
i sat in the sun and closed my eyes for the first time, the grim spirts rose awake and methodically chanted mellow tunes towards the rays of sun that hit me. .
thats how i know i was right in my basking in the sun, beneath my eyelids was nothing but red pink dots that were supposed to be sheets of my skin
i felt no pain from the heat but my dry eyes twitched with affinity when looking upon the grassy gardens i used to dig in.
my skin tingled and screamed to be noticed, it shocked me how my physical shell has morphed into me. i melted internally and prayed to never feel again..
it was so beautiful watching the moon come out...i think she's so self centered she loves to be seen, she loves for me to see her. i know all her good sides. she’s a clever and charming personality.
it gleams at me, showing off that she is higher than the biggest mountain in my city. she placed herself directly over it and out shone the stars…yet again her work is done.
i was thankful to feel in little instances, finding freedom in the blameless drifting in my mind.



















