Precious

When Aizawa’s late friend returns as a ghost, he’s forced to team up with you, an overseas actress and childhood friend of Oboro’s, to bring him back to heaven. The problem is, the only way to send Oboro back is to fulfill his undying wish— a wish that he doesn’t even know himself.

pairing⟶ aizawa shouta x fem! reader

warnings ⟶ anohana au, angst, fluff, depression, talks of death, aizawa being husband material, character study, biblical references if ur into that

word count ⟶ 17.1k+ words

a/n ⟶ hi :,) it’s been a year since i made this blog. my first full length fic was an aizawa one, so i wanted to come full circle and see how far i’ve grown as a writer. this is an anohana au i’ve been working on for a while now, and even though aizawa’s one of my favorite characters he’s still the hardest to write. thank u to all of my followers and my friends that have been w me through the entire journey and helped me grow not only as a person but as a writer 💘 i can’t write emotionally charged scenes unless i’m emotional as well (?) so yeah. i wrote most of this while depressed and sleepy. and WOW the word count kinda took off with this.

⟶ listen: frank ocean - nights (slowed + reverb)

please do not repost, modify, or plagiarize any of my works

Ah, you’re Aizawa-san,” You nodded politely, reaching out to shake his hand. He paused briefly before accepting your hand, not really in the mood for introductions. “I’m L/N Y/N, but I guess you already knew that.”

Not really, he thought dumbly. No matter how famous you were, or in what movie you were in, or how philanthropic your efforts, Aizawa wasn’t one to care about celebrities. Although, he gave you the benefit of the doubt.

He found himself in quite the room, decorated cleanly and expensively, too expensive for the black joggers he sported and the unshaven stubble on the chin. It’s quite the contrast really, how Aizawa doesn’t belong there nor anywhere like it, but he supposed that he appreciated that no one else was with you.

“Did you really have to buy out the entire restaurant?” he mumbled, scratching his chin. The mere thought of his warm bed made him a little sleepy. “We could have just done this at my place.”

“This ensures privacy, after all, I don’t want any of your neighbors to make assumptions about us.”

At that, he almost snorted. Was it really that bad for the media to assume you were in a relationship with a guy like him?

“Go on, then,” Aizawa crosses his arms, boredly. He’d much rather think of what he could afford to eat for the next week than have brunch with a woman he’s never met before. “I’m sure I’m not as busy as you are, but I have things to do.”

“You do know why we’re here, right?”

Hallucinations. You had travelled all the way from America to talk to him about hallucinations.

More specifically, the shared apparitions between you and Aizawa about a childhood friend you shared. Shirakumo Oboro, the only real connection that bound you two by fate.

Who had died when Aizawa was still in college.

“Let’s get straight to the point,” he huffed, rocking back slowly forwards and backwards to feel sensation in his dying leg. “We both have some serious issues, and should see a therapist. Problem solved.”

“We’ve been getting the same visions at the exact same time even though we don’t know each other, Aizawa-san.” Your eyebrow twitched, and no one could tell which one of you was more annoyed. “Isn’t that, I don’t know, a bit strange?”

“And being followed by a ghost is more rational?” he shot back, making you narrow your eyes at him.

Judging from first impressions, he already didn’t like you. You were obviously the type of person to take charge in a room, who maintained their word as fact until there was irrefutable evidence that suggested otherwise. With the means and cash to assert that dominance. He always thought those types of people were a pain in the ass, too brash and too annoying.

“Can you guys just relax?” the third, and arguably most irritating voice finally rang in.

Both you and Aizawa shot a nasty look at the source of all your problems, Shirakumo Oboro himself.

Has this been done yet

☕  - Do you prefer coffee or tea? Perhaps neither, or both? 

☠ - Do you think you’d survive a zombie apocalypse? 

☺ - Post a picture of yourself or describe what you look like! 

⚽ - Are you active? 

⛄ - Do you have a favourite holiday? 

♫ - Do you listen to music when you write? If yes, what kind of music, if no, why not? 

☤ - Have you ever had to go to the emergency room? Why? 

♪ - Do you play any instruments? 

⚖ - Opinions on the fandom your muse blong to? 

♿ - Is there anything about your body you’d like to change if given the chance? 

✂ - Do you hate people easily? 

✼ - Do you think the character/characters you role play as reflect who you are? 

⚄ - Do you play videogames? Have a favourite? 

✵ - Are there any other fandoms you’d like to approach? 

⚜ - If you role play more then one muse, do you have a favourite? 

⛔ - In real life, are you friendly? 

⨁ - Do you hold grudges, or easily let things go? 

♥ - Besides fictional characters, is there someone you love? 

♾ - Which timezone are you in? 

W - What do you do for a living?

♡ - OTP for your muse? 

⚔ - NOTP with your muse? 

☰ - Fun random fact about the mun! 

**/bold type - indicates smut 

 (as a thank you for a thousand of you out there he is my long awaited masterlist, you all waited long enough lol)

all of my writing for the vlog squad*

ALL RIGHTS RESERVED

*mostly david, lets not kid ourselves 

will try to update it whenever I post something new, so it’s a work in progress kinda masterlist as you guys want one so here you go!

(update from jan ‘19 - it’s a bit more organised and holy shit it’s mostly david)

* THIS IS FROM AUGUST 2018 - JULY 2019 *

MASTERLISTIN’ 2.0 (AUGUST 2019+) 

notes worth knowing: 

* - new piece

david dobrik

assistant / two / three (d.d)

shut away (d.d)

missing you (d.d)

burning (d.d)

alone time (d.d)

more than clickbait / two (d.d) 

rumour has it (d.d)

falling again (d.d)

another day (d.d) 

clean slate (d.d) 

you (d.d) 

detached (d.d) 

trying (d.d) 

vlogue (d.d) ^

shells (a.e / d.d) 

unsocial (d.d) 

ashamed (d.d)

pull through / two (d.d)

attempted flirt / two (d.d)

being more (d.d)

little bit of sugar (d.d)

reflection (d.d)

mistaken rage (d.d)

lost trust (d.d)

perfect revenge (d.d)

long days and nights (d.d)

family time (d.d)

second attempt / two (d.d)

don’t bother (d.d)

memory lane (d.d)  

forgotten truths (d.d)

giving it a chance (d.d)

back up (d.d)

movie day (d.d)

stay (d.d)

me time (d.d)

walking in (d.d)

the series / two / three / four / five (d.d)

dreaming (d.d)

others attention (d.d)

accidental prank (d.d)

lies (d.d)

streamys (d.d)

behind the camera (d.d / b.c)

fun and games (d.d)

discouraged (d.d)

it’s all a mess (d.d)

intruder (d.d)

be alright, please (d.d)

today of all days (d.d)

breathing (d.d)

avoidance (b.c/ d.d)

worthy surprises (d.d)

never ending comparisons (d.d)

evacuation (d.d)

hazy falls (d.d)

invisible (d.d)

strangers support (d.d)

arising suspicion (d.d)

last night (d.d)

his dancer (d.d)

don’t fuss (d.d)

morning stories (d.d)

dusky skies (d.d)

wired (d.d)

suddenly (d.d)

no shame (d.d)

knowing you (d.d)

if i’m being honest (d.d)

game changer (d.d / a.e)

lies of new york (d.d)

delicate morning / two (d.d)

problematic (d.d)

unrequired attention (d.d)

fair share (d.d)

get away (d.d / i.f)

your treat (d.d)

hacked (d.d)

my dummy (d.d)

waiting (d.d)

slip ups (d.d)

get better (d.d)

a dumb stunt (d.d)

uncaptured (d.d)

too far (d.d)

slow burn  / part two / part three  (d.d)

swaying back and forth (d.d)

party’s over (d.d)

aftermath (d.d)

are you doing okay? (d.d)

sunrises (d.d)

ruby (d.d)

flowers and candles (d.d)

forced reveal (d.d) 

drink up (d.d) 

who do you love (d.d) 

minor details (d.d) 

didn’t mean to hurt you (d.d) 

personal space (d.d) 

high as a kite (d.d) 

stop following (d.d) 

meeting her / smaller friends (d.d) 

thirst tweets (d.d) 

typo (d.d) 

someone stole my car? (d.d) 

the paranoia game (d.d) 

saying it back (d.d) 

oh wait, you’re right (d.d) 

graduation gift (d.d) 

incoherent mumbles (d.d) 

songbird, play a tune (d.d) 

always you (d.d) 

dancing with a stranger (d.d) 

zoning out (d.d) 

wouldn’t you like to know (d.d) 

be my light (d.d) 

maybe it was me (d.d) 

bet you not (d.d) 

drowsy confessions (d.d)

a small detail (d.d) 

disposable camera (d.d) 

questioning intentions (d.d) 

this is real (d.d) 

late night snacking (d.d) 

all I do for you (d.d) 

oops? (d.d) 

hit and run reward (d.d) 

pda alert (d.d) 

not who you used to be (d.d) 

your marks make you beautiful (d.d) 

when he realised (d.d) 

change of understanding (d.d) 

call out my name (d.d) 

not who you think (d.d) 

on and off button (d.d) 

señorita (d.d) 

can I choose again? (d.d) 

make it back in time (d.d) 

look on your face (d.d) 

scotty sire 

unexpected (s.s)

distancing (s.s)

second impression (s.s)

destined / two (s.s)

for us (s.s / k.m)

time of need (s.s)

spotlight (s.s) 

don’t say that (s.s) 

ilya fedorovich

needy (i.f)

walking catastrophe (i.f)

first at last (i.f)

little journey (i.f)

you’re not you / this isn’t you (i.f)

press play (i.f)

help needed (i.f)

dazed love (i.f)

struggle (i.f)

baby blues (i.f)

ballerina (i.f)

your phone (i.f) 

lipstick stains (i.f) 

sound (i.f) 

twenty four hours (i.f) 

just a kiss (i.f) 

fresh bubbles (i.f) 

moments like this (i.f) 

drunk painting (i.f) 

dating ilya (headcannon) (i.f) 

body of laughter (i.f) 

lions mane (i.f) 

todd smith

a new version of ‘us’ (t.s) 

one screen to another (t.s) 

his history (t.s) 

zane hijazi

morning surprises (z.h) 

assertion (z.h)

back track (z.h) 

matt king 

long awaited surprise (m.k)

dinner dates (m.k)

a haunting realisation (m.k)

puppy love (m.k)

belated thanksgiving (m.k)

elegant (m.k)

something (m.k)

inside and out (m.k)

teasing with love (m.k) 

oh, you weren’t kidding (m.k) 

golden hour (m.k)

the first time (m.k) 

never seen (m.k) 

dima konovalov

bad ideas (d.k) 

rain and sunshine (d.k)

alex ernst 

mixed signals (a.e) 

breaking character (a.e)

kids again (a.e)

small moments of content (a.e) 

pretend a little longer (a.e) 

brandon calvillo 

bright and rosy (b.c) 

sleepy head (b.c)

jeff wittek 

power cut (j.w)

his hoodie (j.w)

repeat (j.w)

goodnight n go (j.w) 

cartier bracelet (j.w) 

an old friend (j.w) 

protective seal around my heart (j.w) 

why does it matter? (j.w) 

help for the big day (j.w) 

mystery girl (d.d / j.w) 

overly cautious (j.w) 

natalie mariduena 

midnight (n.m) 

hidden beneath (n.m) 

leave them be (n.m) 

that interview (n.m) 

carly incontro 

your girlfriend (c.i) 

i’d literally die (c.i) 

like wildfire (c.i) 

vlog squad 

before I fall (v.s)

Aries: tries to do everything at once, doesn’t know when to stop and take care of themselves, bends over backwards for everyone even if someone did them dirty, has entirely too much on their plate

Taurus: idealistic, spends a lot of time trying to impress others, doesn’t like to apologize, eating is a coping mechanism or just addictive personalties in general, a tad codependent

Gemini: the most flip floppy people ever, what’s today’s mood?, never apologizes, in denial 90% of the time, their way is the highway, desperately needs a break, they have a hard time setting goals because their goals scare them

Cancer: the literal meaning of I’ll give you the shirt off my back, isolates themselves in fear of someone hurting them, wants to change but is scared of change, complains a lot but never takes advice people give them

Leo: no one takes them seriously because they feel they always have to portray themselves as the fun one, is actually really sad inside, honestly needs a hug, exhausted always, a crackhead

Virgo: can dish it but can’t take it, rushes everything, anxious, plans their future but forgets to live in the moment, sometimes ignores their friends because they have so much on their mind, talks about themselves a lot and sometimes forgets to ask the other person how they are

Libra: solves everyone’s problems but their own, is actually really sad and lonely, gets easily heartbroken but tries not to show it, will do anything to justify bad decisions, honestly just wants everyone to love them but doesn’t really love  their self

Scorpio: easily set off, will give anyone the cold shoulder at any time even without reason, keeps a lot in, so observant that they often times find out things that hurt them, too many “what ifs” swirling in their heads, has trouble showing their true selves

Sagittarius: impatient, brash, commitment issues, body issues, doesn’t realize they don’t need to change for anyone, has a lot of different goals to a point where they get overwhelmed, just wants to disappear and do what they want without anyone questioning them

Capricorn: scared people won’t like them unless they’re at the top of their game 24/7, takes a LOT for them to talk about their feelings, secretly struggling, fake happy, needs a plan but doesn’t know what that plan is, confident but insecure at the same time, wants to be stable but sometimes wishes they could drop everyone’s expectations of them and live normally

Aquarius: gets heartbroken like 30 times a week, trust issues, can be unmotivated and disinterested, feels they have to adapt to every person they meet so they can be liked, doesn’t know how tap into their emotions despite being very intuitive, confused, expects little

Sure! I’m really bad at fem readers but with bottom Beej- Im gonna nail this oml I can feel it

HUGE SMUT WARNING ⚠️

“Beej, where’d you get that wine?” “snagged it from the bar at the intermission”

“the what?”

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Other cultures

What it takes for a human to die in a given situation

Common tropes in your genre

How bodies decompose

Wilderness survival skills

Mob mentality

Other cultures

What it takes for a human to die in a given situation

Common tropes for your genre

from this post 

Woman kills man for refusing to give her beer 

Woman stabs man for refusing to have sex with her, threatens to cry rape 

Woman rips off man’s testicle because he rejected her, tried to swallow it

Woman kills man for refusing to marry her 

Woman cuts off man’s penis because of argument 

Woman shoots her husband after argument 

Woman cuts off cheating boyfriend’s penis, flushes it

Woman suspects husband of cheating, stabs him to death 

Woman shoots, kills boyfriend for cheating 

Woman stabs boyfriend for cheating in Monopoly board game 

Woman shoots, kills man for ending relationship 

Woman sets husband’s genitals on fire for hugging another woman, dies 

Woman kills, dismembers husband’s body over argument 

Mother kills 18-month old twins to get back at husband she thought was cheating 

Woman kills husband after he confronts her about affair 

Woman kills cheating husband with lethal dose of heroin 

Woman runs over, kills cheating husband 

Obese woman sits on boyfriend, kills him and avoids jail time 

Woman kills boyfriend with stiletto shoe

Woman murders cheating husband with coffee mug 

Woman kills boyfriend for not buying her a gift 

Woman kills boyfriend who accused her of cheating 

Woman stabs and kills boyfriend , Judge: “I hope you die in prison”

Woman shoots, kills ex-boyfriend, buries him in pile of debris 

Woman shoots boyfriend in the back of the neck, killing him 

Woman shoots boyfriend six times, kills him after argument 

Woman stabs, kills boyfriend over mother’s day gift 

Woman stabs boyfriend to death, also stabbed her husband to death 7 years prior

Woman pushes way into home, stabs boyfriend to death over argument 

Woman angry at boyfriend takes her anger out on his 4 year-old 

Woman stabs boyfriend to death, thought he was cheating on her 

Woman bludgeons husband to death with hammer to pay back loan 

Woman stabs, kills boyfriend during argument 

Woman murders boyfriend for tweeting out his female crush 

Woman shoots and kills boyfriend, kills self while out on bail 

Woman stabs to death boyfriend over argument about an ex 

Woman stabs and kills boyfriend for social media posts 

Woman shoots boyfriend in the face, fails to make it look like suicide 

Woman kills boyfriend’s puppies during phone argument

Woman shoots boyfriend in the face with rifle during argument 

Woman pushes boyfriend off fence after argument, killing him 

Woman attacks boyfriend with large knife, intent to kill 

Woman abused, threatens to kill boyfriend in sleep

Woman beats, murders boyfriend and puts him in freezer because he wanted to break up with her

Woman held gun to boyfriend’s head, murders on Christmas 

Woman with previous assault charge on another boyfriend stabs and kills different boyfriend 

Woman attempts to murder boyfriend with giant breasts 

Woman stabs boyfriend in neck, killing him after argument 

Woman chokes and stabs ex-boyfriends cat to death 

Woman starts argument with boyfriend, stabs and kills with umbrella 

Woman kills boyfriend with her car after argument 

Woman shoots, kills boyfriend in his bathroom 

Woman shoots, kills boyfriend with illegal handgun 

Woman sets her boyfriend on fire, killing him 

Woman shoots and kills ex-boyfriend multiple times, kills herself

Woman shoots boyfriend in the head, found out he was dating other women 

Woman stabs and kills boyfriend over finances 

Woman stabs and kills boyfriend’s lizard because she thought he was flirting with other women 

Woman shoots, kills boyfriend who wanted to end their relationship and urged her to get an abortion 

Woman attempts to murder husband with poison in her vagina

Woman stabs boyfriend to death after he slaps daughter

Woman conspires to have secret lover murder her husband

Woman stabs, kills boyfriend over argument on Labor Day

Woman stabs boyfriend in the chest over argument 

Woman stabs boyfriend to death after finding photos of other women on cell phone 

Woman tortured ex-boyfriend’s dog until it died after argument 

Woman stabs boyfriend in his chest and through his lung, nearly killing him 

Woman fatally stabs boyfriend during heated argument 

Woman kills her boyfriend with blunt force trauma to the head using frying pan

Woman stabs boyfriend to death for drinking her beer 

Woman strangles boyfriend to death during argument 

Woman stabs boyfriend with serrated knife over argument 

Woman shoots, murders boyfriend while she was on house arrest for another murder 11 years prior 

Woman stabs, kills boyfriend then texts friend about eating the body 

Woman stabs, kills boyfriend over dispute 

Woman shoots boyfriend in the head, suspecting he was cheating 

Woman shoots man in the groin after argument 

Woman fires handgun into the home of man who denied her a kiss 

Woman stabs husband to death over cheating fears 

Woman shoots, kills ex-boyfriend and his new girlfriend 

Women kills husband, commits suicide 

Woman shoots and kills man over argument 

Woman kills husband with baseball bat for talking back to her 

Woman kills husband, confesses to family then shoots herself 

Woman stabs boyfriend 31 times after he said ex’s name in his sleep 

Woman shoots husband in the head, shoots herself 

Woman kills boyfriend over argument at house party 

Woman shoots boyfriend with shotgun for texting another woman 

Woman kills boyfriend because she “smelled sex on him” 

Woman runs over boyfriend, kills him

Woman stabs boyfriend in the eye for turning down threesome 

Woman stabs ex-boyfriend for refusing to stop playing the Eagles 

Woman stabs boyfriend, throws out his prosthetic legs so he can’t chase her 

Woman ties up, stabs husband 193 times, jury finds her guilty for suspicion of trying to claim life insurance 

Woman stabs fiance for refusing to take her to the liquor store 

Woman assaults and threatens boyfriend with knife for not cuddling 

Woman stabs man with ceramic squirrel for not bring home beer 

Woman stabs taxi driver after he refuses to have sex with her 

Woman stabs ex-boyfriend in his penis after discovering he had a new girlfriend

Woman stabs boyfriend twice over time he spent in bathroom 

Woman stabs boyfriend over Facebook post 

Woman stabs her boyfriend several times because his dog ate her marijuana stash 

Woman stabs boyfriend for not calling her every two hours 

Woman shoots man five times for rejecting her, kills herself 

Woman murders ex-boyfriend with liquor laced with poison, was jealous he was engaged to new woman 

Comedian Phil Hartman was murdered by his wife on May 27th 1998

NFL player Steve McNair was murdered by his girlfriend on July 4th, 2009

John Wayne Bobbitt had his penis cut completely off on June 23rd, 1993

Travis Alexander was murdered by Jodi Arias on June 4th, 2008

Andrew Bagby was murdered by Shirley Jane Turner on November 6th, 2001 (She later murdered their 1 year-old son on August 18th, 2003)

Brenda Spencer killed two and injured nine at Cleveland Elementary School on January 29th, 1979

Laurie Dann killed one boy and injured five others at Hubbard Woods Elementary School on May 20th, 1988

Jennifer San Marco killed eight people at Goleta postal facility on January 30th, 2006

Sylvia Seegrist killed three and injured seven during a shooting spree at a Springfield mall on October 30th, 1985

Mary Ann Holder killed five children including her own son in Pleasent Gardens, NC on November 20th, 2011

Jullian Robbins killed one and injured two at Penn State on September 17th, 1997

Heather Smith killed two then committed suicide at Spanaway Junior High School on November 26th, 1985

Latina Williams killed two others then self at Louisiana Technical College on February 8th, 2008

Amy Bishop Anderson killed three and wounded three others at the University of Alabama on February 12th, 2010

What’s most interesting though is that mainstream media doesn’t even mention female shooters when they claim to show the history of the crime — but I guess they’re going by high scores. While its true that most shooting sprees are committed by males, it is also truethat most child abuse, neglect, and murders are committed by females.

Women who killed or attempted to kill children in the news, past 30 days (US):

Florida woman shoots, kills her 2 teenage sons 

Mother throws 1 year-old daughter under truck, kills her 

California mom stabs her 3 daughters to death. all under 2 years old

Mother attempts to kill her 3 teenage children 

Mother kills her infant son by stabbing him to death 

Woman kills 2 year-old girl, attempts to kill 10 year-old boy 

Utah mom murders 6 newborns, keeps them in garage 

Mother charged with trying to suffocate daughter 

Woman charged for killing 8-month old baby 

Women who killed or attempted to kill children in the news between January and April 2014 (US):

Mother drowns both of her sons aged 3 and 6 

Mother attempts to drown her 3 children in ocean 

Utah mother shoots and kills two teen daughters, then herself 

Mother suffocates 14 month old son, fails at attempted suicide 

Woman babysitter murders 19 month old boy 

Mom kills 7 month old daughter, blames Jesus 

Woman operating illegal daycare responsible for 3 month old girl’s death, police find 14 children in her basement 

Mom strangles 3 day old baby boy, discarded body in trashcan 

Woman suffocates 2 year old girl of fiance, fakes sexual assault by unknown assailant to cover tracks 

Mother charged with killing 2 year-old daughter 

Mother of several children with history of violence murdered and buried 2 year-old daughter in shallow grave 

Mother stabs and kills her 2 children in exorcism 

Mother kills her teen son and daughter, self 

Mother confesses to killing 10 year-old son 

Mother tortures and kills 3 year-old son, burned genitals with lighter 

This is only mid-year and I didn’t even include the reports of mothers killing their children from previous years or other countries.”