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DA: The Veilguard: Elgar'nan - Fluff Alphabet - i, Injury

NOTES: I haven't finished the game yet so if any characterizations seem off mb. I wrote two scenarios that show how Elgar'nan would react to you being hurt based on your importance to him. As I feel that would heavily influence how he reacts. Also this isn't really fluff I think. It's hard to see this guy as fluffy material. But I tried <3 so enjoy!

(!!SPOILERS!! but not rlly. Everything is Vague) Ps, from what I've seen so far, Elgar'nan is overly cautious and manipulative. He's power hungry, selfish and narcissistic. Anything below him are either slaves or pathetic worshippers. He'll sacrifice these lowly beings without hesitation if it means fueling his power. The words he uses to manipulate start off warm, and he promises his victims great things, until they slip-up and he begins using his authority to remind his followers that they are nothing to him and there will be hell to pay for screwing up. As for how he sees relationships, he sees people as replaceable and ranks beings on how hard it will be to replace them. He'll treat you with a strange sense of fondness as a way to manipulate you if you're a being he deemed hard to replace. (Our first cutscene with Elgar'nan and Ghilan'nain gives you good insight on what type of being he his).

HOWDY! I'M 32 HOURS INTO VEILGUARD AND I THINK I'M READY. Send me requests for any Veilguard character and I'll do my best to deliver.

I'm pretty comfortable with writing any character, including the Evanuris... Idk Elgar'nan was giving me vibes in our first face-to-face encounter.

What I don't write:

Heavy gore

NSFW

Anything Sus...

As for what format of writing, I prefer HC's, but I will write scenarios, alphabets (prompt link) , and one-shots.

Illumi Zoldyck - A, F, G, N,

HEYO!! Istg I haven't been ghosting requests I didn't know about them until recently cuz I'm stupid. I haven't done alphabets before so ima just do four letters for now that I took at random!

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Affection - How do they show their affection? For Illumi I wouldn't find him too affectionate. He'd make sure you're taken care of and will provide the type of comfort he knows. He'd make sure the butlers are treating you right, and that you're eating your meals, and since he's gone most of the time with missions, you'll have his full attention when he's with you. (MF's an assassin I don't think he was shown normal affection tbh)

Freedom - How controlling are they? Do they need to know where you are 24/7? Erm, none. No freedom. If you're a struggle he'd put a pin in your head like he did with Killua… However, If the relationship is stable and compliant, he wouldn't be as controlling. No more of him stalking you whenever you leave the mountain (you're now allowed to leave the mountain), no more constant GPS trackers (any that you're aware of), and he's more relaxed with letting you get close to the butlers and employees that populate the Zoldyck estate (Though he might replace anyone who gets too friendly).

Gifts - What type of gifts do they give? Or do they give gifts at all? Illumi is not short of money. He's closer to being a good brother than broke. Anyhow, the issue is that he's not the type to give thoughtful gifts on a whim. He already is attentive to any need you have and provides you with everything, he doesn't see the need for gifts. If you are consistent with vocalizing your want for something, then he is more than likely to surprise you with it as he starts to think you need it with how frequently you talk about it. (Ask for anything and you shall receive it) As for him, he'd rather have your full devotion and loyalty over any gift. It's hard to get him a gift anyway with how often he keeps you on the mountain.

Never - What would they never do to their S/O no matter the circumstances? … Tbh, I think he'd only never kill you. If he had chosen you as his partner he'd make sure you stay with him any means necessary. He's not a healthy or good person at all soo. Yeah. I suppose a more lighthearted never is he wouldn't let you leave the Zoldyck estate for more than two days on your own with a butler. He'd never let you leave the estate on your own. If you want to leave for longer periods, Illumi would need to be with you.

Hope this was worthy of your daydreams!

Howdy hi,

I'm always taking requests it's just whether or not I get the energy to write anything :)... N E Ways, I saw I had a fluff alphabet request so I thought I'd post the prompt I'll be following ( I mix'n'matched a bunch of them)

Ps,

Also, I don't write NSFW :( Mostly fluff, angst, and suggestive themes. Request what you want tbh and I'll debate if I'm comfortable with it.

As of now, I know enough to write for these fandoms (You can request a character and I can try to attempt them!)

HXH

GOW Ragnarok

JJK

Houseki No Kuni

Hogwarts Legacy

PARTY

-- Fluff Alphabet Prompt --

Affection - How do they show their affection?

Body Language - How do they display themselves around you? Are they closed off? Clingy? Needs to be close to you at all times?

Conflict - How do they react in arguments and fights?

Dates - What are date nights like with them?

Effort - How much do they try in the relationship? Do they give more than they take? Or is there equal effort?

Freedom - How controlling are they? Do they need to know where you are 24/7?

Gifts - What type of gifts do they give? Or do they give gifts at all?

Home/Hearth - What are the living conditions? Is it homely? Do they decorate or do they leave it all to their S/O?

Injury - Do they take care of their S/O when they are hurt? Or do they leave them to themselves?

Jealousy - How jealous are they? And how does it affect the relationship?

Kiss - Anything about kisses. Do they kiss you? How, when, why and where.

Love language - How do they love you? What's the type of love language they like to receive?

Memory - What's their fondest memory of their S/O?

Never - What would they never do to their S/O no matter the circumstances?

Overture - A song that describes how they'd feel in a relationship. Or the vibes their relationship would give.

Pet Names - What type of nicknames do they give their S/O

Quality - Are they a good partner?

Romance - Are they Romantic? Do they make any romantic gestures or acts frequently?

Support - When it comes to their S/O goals, are they supportive or not?

Thrill - how exciting is the relationship? Do they need excitement?

Understanding - Do they take the time to understand you? How well do they know you?

Veracity - Are they truthful and honest in the relationship?

Worth - How much do you mean to them?

Xtra - Wildcard, random hc

Yearning - How clingy are they? Do they miss you frequently?

Zoo - What type of pet would they want or give you? How many pets would they want?

After 3 ish years of being on and off of Tumblr... I've finally figured out how to check messages from requests...

As Deastra strolls around in Asgard, she suddenly feels intrigued by the slight humming of a particular Aesir. She follows the humming and finds Heimdall sitting by a tree, apple in hand, and a smile with a book he is smitten with.

Word Count: 1200 ish

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Vibes: Rex Orange County - Sunflower

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The sky in Asgard looks so warm and lovely, entirely different than Middgard's. The beautiful scenery before me doesn't shush the boredom I feel though. Atreus has been so busy with Odin lately, that I've been left to entertain myself with petty bouts with the Aesirs and, what I'm doing now, taking calming strolls. I've traversed most of the village and met quite a few Aesir. So for this lovely sunset, I decided to venture onto a slightly used path I found. Where it leads to, I have no idea, but something compelled me to walk it.

"Hmm, hmm, hmm." I hear someone humming nearby. "Hmm, hmm." Intrigued, I follow the sound. To my surprise. I find a familiar muse for my entertainment.

"Heimdall?" I say while a cheeky smile grows on my face.

The Aesir looks up at me. His expression is surprised, almost flustered. Quickly his face contorts into a scowl, and he glares at me. "Stalking me are you?" His purple eyes dig into my mind. "You've been quite comfortable harassing the Aesir, myself especially included."

I can't help but smile a bit wider. Heimdall thinks that I've been disturbing the peace with mockeries and fights. If only he stayed a bit longer to see that those bouts turned into cheers and drunken dancing. "Oh if only you knew how much I longed to see you during my 'harassments'" Heimdall tilts his head, then squints his eyes. "You enjoy my company?" I smile and nod my head. "Well, I despise yours." He shuts his book, which makes me remember why I was so intrigued. "What's the book?" I ask. "Nothing that concerns you." "…" I need to see what's in that book. From the weary emotion on his face, I know HE knows I need to know. I grow antsy and tension builds in my body. How the hell do I overcome his ability of intent, and what the hell does he truly see in my brain? Frozen with uncertainty of what to do, I barely hear Heimdall mocking me. What he is saying is none of my concern right now. I. need. To. see. What. That. book. Was. about. Everything inside of me gave out. I pounce for the book, no thoughts no warning. Heimdall is startled, and his book is engulfed under my body. Immediately, I hug the book and secure it. Now I'm in the fetal position, on Heimdall's lap. Not the ideal place to be, but in reality, any lap is comfortable.

"You're more feral than Gulltopr! You overgrown cat! What was that!" Heimdall tries to stand. He struggles. But then realizes. "You have my book." I tighten all my muscles. "I need to know." "Need to know what, you mania-ridden half-god." Ever so slightly I look at Heimdall, my eyes are filled with mischief. "What about this book? Compelled you to hum so sweetly?" I smile. Heimdall stares into my eyes once more. And he also smiles? "You think I'm hiding a secret admiration for something?" He laughs. "I'm not a creep obsessed with romantic scenarios and fantastical 'lands', or cute whimsical stories!" He leans over me, and I lose my smile. "I change my mind, Look at the book sunshine." He leans back and crosses his arms. His body finally relaxes. Now, I'm bound to feel like a fool once I realize the truth. No, I am not looking forward to Heimdall's infamous mockeries, but yes, I do prefer his sober mockery-filled banter, rather than the drunken shouting of the other Aesir. Hesitantly, I exit my fetal position and sit up between Heimdall's legs. I bring the book closer to my face and read the title. "The great wall of Asgard, and it's prideful watcher." Huh, well that makes sense. A prideful brat finding joy through his own glory. "Satisfied?"- Heimdall leans to me, smiling. -"Sunshine." Once again he laughs and points his finger at me. "I will admit that you too are good company sometimes. Though I hate to admit, you and I are getting too comfortable." His smile shifts.

Swiftly, he kicks me away from him, and I roll into my back. "Hey, that hurt!" I shout while sitting up. Heimdall stands up and walks over to me. "That was nothing you couldn't handle. Don't be so hurt over that." He smiles again and extends his hand. "Trying to be nice now?" I ask. "From anyone else's perspective, I've been nothing but decently nice to you." He has been nicer to me compared to anyone else, especially Atreus, and his own brother. Although I haven't seen him interact with many Aesirs, he usually idles with Odin or by himself. "Do you have any friends?" I ask. Heimdall looks confused but shakes his head. He grabs my arm and pulls me up. "I have many friends, you could say all of Asgard are friends with one another." I look at him, my face unconvincing. He rolls his eyes. "No, I do not get along with many, because I see what they truly are. No matter how much they lie, or how much they charm."- Heimdall's grip on my arm tightens a touch. -"But, I can say you are a bit different, nothing special, just different. Your words come straight from your mind, and they do not lie." Heimdall's eyes look as if they're trying to solve something. He lets go of my arm and takes a step back. "We are friends." His tone doesn't sound too approving.

"Are we really? You don't seem too happy about that." His face looks as if it's pleading with me. As if he's pleading with me to understand his own mind, or he's trying to dig for something in mine. I lean towards him and extend my hand, only my pinky held up. "Hey," I say, my tone being soft, "I won't tell anyone about the sweet hums I heard." I smile cheekily. "Promise." His eyes widen, it's like I genuinely surprised him. Or maybe he doesn't know what a pinky promise is. "I know what that is." He scoffs and holds up his hand to mine, pinky out. He hesitates for a moment, then interlocks our pinkies. "If one word comes out from you about this-" "Then you gut my brother, I know" I interrupt. "No." He scoffs. "You won't get to pet Gulttopr." My mouth drops at the atrocity he had just said. I laugh. "You are truly despicable." I pull my hand back and notice the sun is nearly set. "I should see if Atreus has returned," I say. "Perhaps you should."- Heimdall puts his hand on his hip and leans. -"Come on then."

"Oh, you're coming with me?" I muse while beginning to walk in the direction he was not leaning to. Heimdall grabs my arm. "Yes," He sounds disappointed, "Best I accompany you, so you don't get lost."- He pulls my arm towards the direction he was leaning and we begin to walk. -"You know I leaned this way to indicate where we were supposed to be heading." "Well, you should've been more obvious with it then!" I smile at Heimdall. He smiles back. "You are quite stupid-" His steps slow a bit I and feel his eyes looking at me. -"My darling," he mutters. I barely heard it, and I said nothing of it, and so did he. Small banter about Asgard's nature was made on our trek back. Once we arrived at the Great Hall, he left to serve Odin, and I went to see Atreus. I doubt I'll see him again tonight. Though in the morning, I do hope to see him.

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Kratos, Atreus, and Deastra (oc) Short

Word Count: 650 ish

Vibes: Dream Sweet in Sea Major ☆☆

☆☆ I like writing about those random key moments that we remember but can't uncover the significance of. ☆☆

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The forest is calm and cold. That didn't bother little Deastra. Tonight is as serene as always, the stars shine across the night sky and a gentle atmosphere envelops whoever dares to enjoy the night. Atreus is only six years old when he tries to stalk his sister Deastra. Their parents are aware of Deastra's nightly bouts but do not realize Atreus has snuck out to join her.

"Who's there?" Deastra's eyes shoot to the sound of snow crunching behind her. The small boy whose only warmth is himself and a blanket he brought out with him, tiredly stares at his sister. "Oh, Atreus-" Deastra whines when she sees that he isn't bundled up properly. The girl walks over in her full cover of furs. "Let me hold you." The boy allows the girl to pick him up, and she opens the front of her jacket and wraps him inside while she holds him. "I saw you sneak out again, I wanted to come," he says. Deastra smiles warmly at her dear brother. "Does Mother or Father at least know about you being out?". The boy shifts, "No…"

Deastra hums in acknowledgment. She continues her trek through the snow, carrying her brother through it all. The two reach a clearing where they can see the stars clearly without disruption from trees swaying in the way.

"Do you see that star Atreus?" Deastra points to the sky. The boy's eyes glisten, "Whoa… It's beautiful."

Deastra eases down and sits on the ground, Atreus in her lap. "I want to see the many skies of this world brother." She says. Atreus looks up confused. "The skies?" "Yes." Deastra smiles down at Atreus. "There are so many realms within this world, each bound to have a sky so beautiful." She looks to the stars again, smiling.

Moments pass and Atreus falls asleep in Deastra's arms. It's been a fair amount of time since the two have left their home. Someone was bound to be looking for them and in fact, someone had already found them. Their father watches from the treeline. He noticed Atreus leaving the cabin immediately, he had been with them the whole trek.

"Deastra." He calls. The girl slowly looks behind her, "Father?" "Even for you, it is too late to be out,"- Kratos gestures- "Let's go." "Right," she says while carefully getting up with her brother fast asleep in her arms. Deastra walks over to Kratos, and he sees his son fast asleep. He reaches out to his daughter, a sign to pass Atreus to him. She complies and passes him off.

"I only saw him once we were a ways out from home," she looks to her Father, "But you knew he was gone right away didn't you?" Kratos nods. "He was not so quiet."

They trek back to the cabin in comfortable silence. Deastra looks to the sky once more, and she halts.

"Can I explore this world?" Kratos stops. "No."

"Why not!" she pouts. "You are too young," Kratos snaps, "You are not ready. Even with your abilities and hazy knowledge."

Deastra looks at her Father, eyes longing for a change of heart. What she doesn't know is the fear that bubbles inside of him. Yes, this Deastra is the same capable warrior as the one before, but he still feels guilty. She was devoured by his conquest and died as a consequence. He wants her to stay under his protection until her capabilities fully subside his fear of losing another loved one. "Come child, your mother worries." Kratos continues walking, and Deastra follows. "When I'm stronger, I'll see the world for sure," Deastra mutters.

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The three arrive back to their home, Faye waiting with warm drinks. Atreus and Deastra are tucked into bed and the night carries on. Even though Deastra has lived a lifetime before, she can't help but appreciate the rare opportunity to renew her childhood. This time she is happy and safe. The conflicts from the world before do not linger here. Until she fully recollects her past, Deastra will happily play family.

To be loved is what she had yearned for, and now, her wish has been fulfilled.

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"Love's gonna get you killed, but pride is gonna be the death of you and you and me. (and you and you and you and me) - PRIDE. , Kendrick Lamar

Message: No warnings, chill fic. Testing the waters with this one. Deastra is the OC I made for GOW x reader fics, I linked the character info sheet below.

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Word Count: 1.8k ish

Vibes While Writing: ultimate sped-up playlist for actual hot ppl

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-> Deastra / y/n character info if something is confusing: https://www.tumblr.com/tia-00l/736839705205817344/deastra-gow-oc?source=share

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Heimdalls" POV

Again, she's waiting by the hallway, waiting for her "giant" brother to finish with the All-father, my father. Never does she move, and yet I'm still required to watch her even though any of these drunken dim-witted gods could handle her easily. But no, Father insists that I watch her, for the sake of keeping her out of the business he has with that weird boy. So, for another reckless and loud night in the Mess Hall, I pretend to read one of Bragi's many scriptures while endlessly watching this fake god, and my gaze never falters.

"Hail ye jerk!" Oh, what is it now? I hiss to myself. An Aesir who's drunk out of their mind approaches me. "Might I ask what made the All-Father's son such a pain in everyone's ass!" He starts to slug towards me, and I move out of the way while grabbing his face and throwing him in the other direction. The drunk bumps into more drunks and now they're all fighting each other. I scoff and look back to the fake god. "..." Oh shit, where did she go?

Deastra's POV

"And thanks to that lovely drunken Aesir, I smoothly escaped that puppy's gaze." Ever since we arrived in Asgard, I realized that I never fully explored this new realm. I stretch out my arms to the sky, Tonight is the night I fully explore. I look around and wonder where I am. "Oh shoot," I think to myself. I am a bit lost. This Asgardian city isn't too hard to navigate, but I can't help but find this place repetitive to look at. The only thing that really catches my attention is what's beyond those walls. So that is where I'll go. Except I don't know how to get back to the lift, I used my shadow jump a bit too much and ended up in a random shadow beside someone's house.

"KRAA!" A sound of birds catches my attention and I look up. I see a murder of crows resting on top of a house. "Maybe I should do the same as them," I say to myself. Without voicing another thought I shadow jump to the roof of that house disturbing the crows and they fly away. "Maybe I should've chosen another roof," I whisper while looking around for the wall's lift. I squat down and look through a circle made with my fingers. I find it aaannndd I need to get close to the Mess Hall again. That's going to be a problem for me, the poor pup probably noticed I'm gone already. Sigh, I hope the murder scattering wasn't too obvious.

"Oooh it was quite obvious, Sunshine." I look up and see Heimdall towering over me. "Oh shit, how nice to see you here." I grin at Heimdall and he replies with a neverending glare. His face shows slight confusion and annoyance, am I thinking of something weird? Well, I am happy to see him, I just realized I can get him to be my guide.

"Since you're here already-", "No" Heimdall hisses. "I didn't even finish what I was going to say!" "You didn't need to," Heimdall crosses his arms and his glare intensifies. I stand up and avert my gaze from his. I can't help but be nervous. Maybe I should make a run for the lift right now? Can he stop me? Probably. "Don't bother running, you won't make it." Heimdall cocks his head. "How do you know that?" I jokingly say still avoiding his gaze. Oh wait, he has foresight, wait, does he read minds or intent? I forget. I should be more attentive around here.

"Does half of your brain not work?" Heimdall suddenly spits. "Don't think I trust you or think of you as a docile being to the All-Father. It's just what you say is literally what you think, and there's no ill intent." Heimdall steps closer to me and leans towards me. "What really goes on in that brain of yours?" His hand grabs my jaw and makes me face him. Our eyes interlock and he glares into my eyes once more.

I grow uneasy, not from the lack of distance between us, but the lack of awareness I have of his abilities. How far can he see in my mind? He scoffs and pulls his hand from my face. He steps back and turns his back to me.

"Tell me, do you see yourself as the unwanted child in your family." Heimdall looks back at me with a stupid grin on his face. "With what I saw, I can certainly confirm it." I wince at his comment. Never have I doubted the bond I have with my family, but the thought of being unwanted is something I can't get rid of, no matter how silly it might be. Father and Atreus have grown closer throughout the years, and their bond is special. Never have they done anything to make me think ill of my position as their family, it's just a thought that intrudes my peace at times. I notice that Heimdall has turned back to me and his expression is filled with amusement. He sees deeper in my mind than I can realize, rather, he sees the layer of my thoughts that I choose to reject.

"Quit it," I say. "Haha, no, I don't think I will." His grin widens. "Kratos thinks of you as a constant reminder of his past. YOU were there with him in that other world." Heimdall draws closer to me again and bends down to meet my face with his. His eyes pierce mine. "And I suppose it doesn't help that his regrets with his old family resurface with your presence." Heimdall tilts his head, not breaking eye contact. "Your so-called father will never feel for you as deeply as he does for that boy, and you know that." Heimdall stands back to his full height and peers down at me.

I smile back at the god before me. Sure, what he said bothered me for a moment and I began to feel bad for myself again. But what he said was only things that I've thought before. To add, those are my thoughts, not the truth. "I will admit that revelation of yours did hurt to hear," I say while I place my hand on my chest. "But at least if how I felt was true, I wouldn't turn into this realm's greatest jerk." My smile widens and I shadow-jump to an open field that headed towards the lift up the wall. Heimdall most likely saw this coming as he arrived there shortly after I jumped.

"Oh please, what did you mean by that?" Heimdall coos. "I am the Herald of Ragnarok, I am the one he seeks council within nearly every situation!" He continues to spaz about the many feats that would make him feel that Odin loved him truly as his son. "Out of all my brothers, I am the most competent and smartest!" I started to dull out his voice in my head, which was something he noticed right away and did not like.

Heimdall's hand pulls my shoulder making me spin around and face him. I've been in his situation with Kratos when his revenge was his sole priority. I've been with Kratos when he regretted his actions and I did begin to remind him of all his pains. I was in Heimdall's position of having a father who had no true want for you. Although, after he granted my life once more, he gave me his blood and even Faye's as a way of becoming their child, he changed and I was no longer unwanted. Even with Atreus's birth, I was never treated any differently. So thinking I was unwanted in my family is only a pain from the past that still haunts me.

"You know nothing of my intent or the feelings my father has for me!" Heimdall's voice is seething with annoyance. Did he read my monologue just now? The god's face twists. "I do the All-Father's bidding because I must protect Asgard and him. I don't do this because I'm trying to gain his attention like a needy mutt." That's not at all what I thought, did that slip from his mind?

"I may not have the same ability to read intent and thoughts as you, but I can read people to an extent." This time I step closer to the Aesir god in front of me and rest my hands on my hips. "The twisted, disgusting, despicable, and ruthless feelings that old man has towards his sons are vile. He treated Atreus much better than he probably ever did to you and your brothers right?" Heimdall's eyes twitch. "I don't have any ill intent towards anyone here just yet, because the ones I do have issues with are dead, and I frankly don't want any more bloodshed. To be completely honest with you, I pity the hell out of you, and you probably hate that." Heimdall steps closer to me, his eyes dark. "Don't speak another word." I back off once he says this, I don't mean to anger the people of this realm, let alone Odin's most favored tool.

I'm sure this ass in front of me is capable of love. Except the only thing he does love is maybe that Gulltopr thing and Odin. His familial love for Odin will never be reciprocated. I hate how much I relate to this thing. I can't help to think about it either.

"Do not believe that we are similar in any way." He hisses. "Being tasked to watch you has proven to be a pain. You've only been here for one day and I have grown to feel sick of you." Heimdall turns towards the Mess Hall. "You are a rare truthful but infuriating being that I no longer want to deal with. I can truly see there is no actual threat to you being here, so I don't need to bother with you right now." Heimdall storms off. Before he leaves, I can't help but blurt one last thing.

"HEY!" I shout out.

Surprisingly he stops in his tracks. "Your love for Odin is gonna get you killed, but pride is gonna be the death of you and me." Heimdall turns his head to me, his face filled with annoyance. "And what do you mean by that?" My mind is blank, I don't know, I just said it. "No idea actually, don't dwell too much on it golden boy," I say to him with the intent of peacefully ending what feud we just had. I recall what I was doing, going to the wall. I begin to trek to the lift once more, forgetting about Heimdall who hasn't looked away from me. The gods of this realm are much more tolerable than the ones I knew in my previous existence. I genuinely hope to co-exist with these gods, even Heimdall.

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Deastra OC

Most if not all of my fanfics will have a character named Deastra (Day-stra). It's easier for me to write fanfics with a set character. I'll lean toward not using Deastra's name so the fellow Y/N readers don't get their immersion ruined.

Age (Ragnarok) - Mentally close to 900, but in the new life she's physically 24 (It's weird to ship someone who's only 24 with a 1000 god in my opinion, so to still have cute sibling moments with Atreus and Deastra growing up, this is my compromise.)

Here are key points about Deastra -> Daughter of Kratos from the Greek Pantheon. Not really human, she's a night creature that started as a pool of black shadow matter, then a slug fell into the pool. Black matter turned into the slug and the slug somehow ate a dead child found amongst the war and became it. Then Kratos finds the child and names it Deastra. Then Deastra dies during conquest for revenge and Kratos sees that her body turns into a slug again, and he's like wtf but remembers Deastra had abilities to morph and brings her to the Norse world. Then he turns Deastra into a human again by letting her slug form drink His and Faye's blood, and that is enough for her to remember a human form. Becomes a child again, and a happy family life begins. -> Has foggy memories and wisdom from her previous life. (900 ish years worth) -> Ability to manipulate shadows, morph to travel in the shadows, store weapons as shadows, and warp them to create creatures, -> (Is it really an OC if they're not overpowered?) ability to gain new powers by eating/absorbing stuff. Ate a green stone that had a high level of magic. Deastra now has green glowy powers that can heal and supercharge attacks.

!!Personality!!

When mad or serious she has a similar demeanor to Carmilla from Castlevania. (I love Carmilla, I want to be her or with her)

Normal demeanor is chill and playful. She's very clever and can read people well.

Role in the group

Hi :)

I abandoned this blog and had no regrets. I was busy trying to get a degree and decided to drop out and pursue the arts. Thank god I only attended uni for a year.

Anyways! I've been writing again lately to help me improve with writing stories for comics and storyboards. Most of what I wrote is fanfics... mainly scenarios.

So far I got

-> GOW Heimdall scenarios

-> HXH Adult trio headcanons

-> More Heimdall scenarios

I will be posting some soon and hope everyone finds them entertaining.

Yall can request, but I won't guarantee a reply or that I'll do it. I'm shy and don't like interacting online, I can't even comment on TikTok. rip.

The following is my new list of things I write for :

-> GOW (two new games only, so just the Norse verse)

-> HXH

-> Land of the Lustrous

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- Hisoka -

- Bet he would use you as an arm rest. When you’re just standing, minding your own business, he comes up and just rests on you. Might talk about the weather or sum. Try to swish him off and he’ll make fun of you while continuing to use you as a rest.

- Will find it funny if you use his heels to try and be taller. Hisoka would point out how no matter what you do he’s still way taller than you.

- Hisoka would never be able to take you seriously when you’re mad. All he sees is a smol angry munchkin.

- When he’s petty or wants attention he’ll put your stuff on higher surfaces — So you have to give him attention. 🤡

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- Chrollo -

- Would totally let you wear his jacket just to see how small you are in it. He’d watch you awkwardly navigate around trying your best not to trip on the fabric.

- Likes it when you sit on his lap while he reads, it’s because you’re so small, like a little doll, his doll.

- Unlike Hisoka, he wouldn’t outwardly say your short, but there will be times where you catch eying at you and comparing your height to his own.

- He’d sometimes take your things and put them on higher shelves, just so when you ask him to get them he can do that thing where they reach over you.

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- Illumi -

- No question would tower over you whenever you interact. Asking to go out, you gotta peer up into those dead eyes of his. When you confront him about towering over you he will act confused and shrug off your request.

- Likes how short you are because of how easy it is to trap you with his body. 😳

- Head pats. Lots of em.

- You‘ll be talking about your day, and he’ll start giving you head pats. Because you’re short and he can’t help himself. :\

- When you’re out I could see him making you wear a leash backpack

Requests are open (I won’t be able to do all of them since school is starting)

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- Hisoka -

- He'd be amused and pleased to find out his S/O has a high tolerance for pain. Hisoka tends to be rough with the intimate activities and would love to see how much pain you can take in one night.

- During fights, Hisoka would eat this up. He loves fighting and would aim to see how much you can take before you break. :)

- He'd probably want to see your face squirm under pain though, so expect him to try and crack you.

- Other than that, he'd also find it relieving. As much as Hisoka would find a sensitive S/O amusing, an S/O who he wouldn't need to fret about when hurt would be less problematic.

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- Chrollo -

- If you're a part of the Troupe it would probably be relieving to him, knowing that pain wouldn't phase as much during fights, making you less vulnerable.

- I could also see Chrollo enjoying knife play with his S/O - especially with that fancy knife he has. Although, like Hisoka, I think he'd push you more for reaction from as well.

- Chrollo would also find it concerning if you were to casually walk away from a big injury as well. You'd be staring at your injury like "It's no big deal, just stinging a bit." While Chrollo would be beside you worried. "Angel, your arm is detached... 👁👄👁".

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- Illumi -

- Would hope you'd have a high pain tolerance and if not he would've just trained you to have one.

- Like the other two, Illumi would find it assuring to have a S/O who has a high tolerance for pain.

- Not much to say for Illumi, except that if you both get injured on a mission. I could see y'all casually walking back to the mansion with crazy injuries and just being chill. Probably trash talking Hisoka while having no care about the wounds at hand.

- Of course he'd patch up the injuries first so y'all don't bleed out.

Out of the three I’d take Chrollo as a teacher 🤚

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- Illumi -

- Probably the most useful nen teacher to have since he helped train his siblings. Although he'd be the harshest out of the tree, he wouldn't care if you got hurt, or if you were tired during training. Training ain't finished till it's finished, not when you're dying of fatigue.

- Would make you spar against the butlers and push your nen limits until you collapse.

- Whenever you make a mistake, Illumi would make you do it over and over until you finally get it right.

- Illumi would be the most effective but the most painful nen teacher to have. He was raised to be an assassin not a smothering teacher.

- As you train Kalluto would sometimes watch, and Hisoka would pop in to test how strong you've gotten.

- 6/10 - Effective but a  painful, intense and harsh experience 💀

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- Chrollo -

- I feel like if you aren't a spider or someone he cared about, he would steal your ability after training you. :|

- Probably the most chill during training, he'd push you but not to the point of collapsing. Would send you on small missions for the Troupe to test your training.

- Wouldn't be overly embarrassing or harsh if you messed up or had troubles learning something.

- Since he's a floor master at Heavens Arena and would be gone quite a bit because of the Troupe, he might recommend you join the tournaments since the fights are great for experience.

- He'd also test out new abilities he stole on you.

-10/10 good nen teacher  -  Unless he steals your ability. 😕

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- Hisoka -

- He's only interested in strong people, so if he realizes you have no potential he'd ditch you. Although, if you prove to be strong, it would be him moulding you into his next opponent.

- He would fight you at random during training without warning and would constantly tease you if you did something wrong.

- Every time you accomplish a large feat he'd start moaning like the crazed homicidal clown he is.

- If you fail at something he'd make it embarrassing, if you accomplish something he'd make it embarrassing. You won't ever catch a break with this clown.

- 4/10 - It's not that he's bad, he would surely teach you useful stuff, but um... he might just kill you after he made you into a worthy opponent. Or, he would be absent during training since he's constantly busy chasing Chrollo or searching for strong people. 🤡

Requests are open - I think I opened them idk how they work :/

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- Hisoka -

- He teases and annoys you just to admire your eyes as they change

- For the most part I don't think Hisoka would treat any different. As long as your strong and entertaining. Bet he's gonna joke about fighting Chrollo, saying "I'll make sure to beat him good just for you~".  Doesn't actually care he just wants to fight Chrollo and it's coincidental that he's someone his S/O probably despises🤡.

- Although, from what we saw with Kurapika the Scarlet Eyes made him a specialist. Sooo, if these eyes make you stronger than usual, Hisoka is gonna try and fight you whenever you get mad just to see how strong you get. That would be a plus since Hisoka would be more interested in you if it meant you were stronger.

- If his S/O still suffers from trauma I doubt he'd be much help, and would accidentally trigger some memories. Although, when his S/O breaks down or starts to cry, there'd be a slight chance he'd walk over and hold them gently while staying silent.

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- Illumi -

- The Scarlet Eyes are one of the most valued treasures, so Illumi would be way more protective over you. This would mean stricter precautions and constant surveillance. Doubt he'd even let you leave the mountain without multiple butlers or himself.

- If his S/O is strong and would freely roam around, Illumi would still keep multiple trackers on his S/O to make sure where they were at all times.

- Illumi might find the Scarlet Eyes useful to have for the Zoldyck bloodline and have a stronger urge for heirs.  :/

- I do think that when his S/O's eyes turn red, he would pause to gaze into them, because 1 the eyes are beautiful and 2nd it's his S/O.

- If the S/O did get snatched and was killed for their eyes... Whoever did it would be hunted and gutted, and Illumi would keep their eyes somewhere in the Zoldyck house where he would mourn them.

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- Chrollo -

- .......... Why? Mans killed your whole fam. You gotta be tripping If you're in love with the man who killed your whole clan in such a brutal way. Anyways, maybe you got kidnapped and he keeps you as his personal treasure, or you were outcasted by the clan and took part of the murder for revenge. 🤷🏻‍♀️

- Every time your eyes turned red Chrollo would no doubt admire them while holding you close in his lap. He sees you as HIS treasure and nothing can change that. — "You're the most beautiful treasure I've ever put my hands on." — Could see him purposefully triggering you just to see your eyes turn red.

- If you're not a part of the Troupe he'd probably keep you secluded in a undisclosed building/ house that he owns.

- If you are a part of the Troupe, he'd probably trust in your abilities and not care that much for your safety. Although, if you got hurt, whoever was responsible would be punished severely.

From my Wattpad @ tia00l

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- Illumi -

- He was raised to be an assassin so I doubt he was given affection growing up. At the beginning he may show affection by staying near you or working beside you in silence.

- When spending this time with you, he was probably watching what you were doing and taking mental notes on what interested you. For the reason that he can go out and buy you gifts that he think you would like. So yeah, gifts would be a way he shows affection.

- He'd pamper you too, buying you the best attire, skin care, and bedding. You'd be surrounded by luxury, since he most likely wants heirs, he's gonna make sure his s/o is as comfortable as they can be for when they have children. - Even if they don't have children he'd still pamper them a lot.

- When it comes to physical touch he might be foreign to it at first, but would do small gestures like head pats and keeping an arm around you when in public.

- After long days of being away, he'd probably lay in bed with you holding you close. He'd just want to be in your presence and stay as long as he can before his profession pulls him away again.

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- Chrollo -

- If his s/o is a part of the troupe, he'd always partner you with himself for missions and dates would be you and him stealing treasures from extravagant places. Enjoying each other's company while throwing the world into anarchy.

- If you aren't a part of the troupe he'd show his affection by constantly gifting you small trinkets he stole, and like Illumi would pamper you.

- Quality reading time. Chrollo would hold you close as he reads his books, he'd squeeze in as much quality time as he can before he would have to leave for another mission.

- Lastly, he would plan extremely thoughtful dates whenever he comes back. He'd show you all the places he travelled to with the troupe and would have every moment planned with bliss, leaving you enchanted each time he courts you. The date would end with him giving you a passionate gesture, either kissing you or slow dancing with your bodies as close as possible. <3

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- Hisoka -

- He's like a cat, a stray cat. He'd come and go and would either demand affection or would watch you from a distance waiting for you to come to him.

- If he's in a clingy mood, expect him to be on top of you at all times. If your attention isn't on him he will fix that right away. He'd play with your hands as his arms trap you against his chest and would twirl strands of your hair between his fingers.

- His main source of affection would obviously be physical touch - I can't not believe that he isn't touch starved. So yeah he'd be lulling you with his touches. While of course being overly sexual and teasing you with every chance he gets.

- During the moments he's not as clingy, he'd let you cuddle him and would listen to your day while giving small hums of acknowledgement.

- Still not sure whether Hisoka is the type of person where they'd treasure a s/o who genuinely loved him or if he wouldn't care. If he did treasure them, he'd make sure to embrace his s/o and bask in their presence before he would leave for who knows how long.

!No Warnings! - SFW - Posted from my Wattpad

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-Chrollo -

- He leads the most infamous group, so he has a image he needs to upkeep. When in front of the Troupe he will prefer small gestures like a hand on the back, holding hands, and quick kisses in between missions. He probably keeps you close as he reads also, either letting you sit on his lap or him keeping you close by holding your waist.

- When it comes to being in public, he would lead you around while his hand stayed around your waist to y'know, show you're his. If he notices something and is interested, he'd gently squeeze your waist and guide you towards the interest.

- If you're feeling extra clingy, he wouldn't mind you clinging onto his arm when walking around.

- Overall I think Chrollo wouldn't mind PDA as long as it wasn't anything intense, like full blown make out sessions. Honestly maybe make out sessions if there was a secluded area nearby 🤷🏻‍♀️.  — But other than that quick gestures and small embraces are welcomed. <3

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-Illumi -

- Sigh, this boy is so touch starved. Like Chrollo he has an image to upkeep. I doubt he would even want you leaving the mountain at all. Anyways, in front of the family he'd stand really close to you and occasionally brush your skin.

- Quick kisses would probably startle him and  would ask not to be kissed in front of family members. Illumi is possessive and controlling, so he would tell you to keep the affection in the bedroom.

- But in public, Illumi would no doubt keep you extremely close and keep an arm around you at all times. Kisses are a no no in front of other people, but quick hugs.... Sure, when not that many people are around though.

- Unlike Chrollo and Hisoka, Illumi is against most forms of PDA and honestly he would just keep you out of the public eye.

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-Hisoka-

-I SAW THIS TUMBLR POST EXPLAINING THAT NO ONE HAS TOUCHED HISOKA AFFECTIONATELY IN THE WHOLE SERIES AND OMG HE'S SO TOUCHED STARVED LIKE UGH. He still a pedo clown no doubt, but if you ever somehow overcome this and decide to befriend him and then relationship him this is how he'd be.

- He would be so clingy no doubt, at random times he'd snake his arm around you then whisper no no thoughts into your ear, then watch you become flustered.

- When you initiate any form of PDA he'd probably reciprocate during any situation unless he's on a killing high. Other than that he wouldn't mind showing any type of affection in public, he probably likes the attention from you and the people around him.

-If he sees something interesting he'd legit just grab a random limb of yours then book it.

- Not much to say except for this, if you initiate PDA expect Hisoka to return it 10x more intensely, so like ya, prepare for that. 💕

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- Pariston -

-Man scares me ngl - He would probably use PDA to show he's a loving boyfriend and mislead the public. So small gestures like kisses on the cheek, and having an arm around you is the furthest he'll go. That's what the public sees anyway.

- Pariston is probably gonna try to make you as uncomfortable and needy as possible. He'd whisper in your ear at random moments, put his hands somewhere a little too intimate, all to just excite you and make you struggle in public.

- If you try to do anything more than small gestures, he'd probably glare at you while keeping his glowing smile.