I've decided to make a random short update as it's related to this blog!
Me and my boyfriend are still going strong. We've officially had our ups and downs, but the downs have been so strange to me; we haven't fought like I have in my past relationships, he's actually receptive to talking things out. Anyway— that's not the update.
He admitted to me yesterday
that he sees polyamory as a short-term thing for him. He feels monogamy is long-term. AKA, he's monogamous innately but he's willing to let me explore until he can't take it anymore.
I have no idea how this is going to pan out. I don't want to leave and neither does he. But, I don't want him to just be a temporary in my life.
I don't know. Life is strange.
[Oct 26, 2020]






















