emily

//periwinkle dive into the reeling stars glow on my ceiling something metaphysical i move across this feeling I'm gonna get it right feels so close to me I'm gonna get it right feels so close to me something telepathic or maybe i'm dramatic losing sleep to dream about me I murmur through the static I'm gonna get it right feels so close to me I'm gonna get it right feels so close to me //terra i get so afraid i'll find it i wanna fall apart and invite it in i get so afraid ill find it but who am I kidding? feel it slip when it's spoken maybe i could put it back in place mirror image link broken who am I who am I facing? me again into the orchid of my room its shadows lure me me again you'll see, my shoulders molting wings just shy of too soon x2 //losing grip i'm softer than the surface i guess turns out it's an unbreakable thread and I wanna get it right but don't know the steps I, I'm gonna feel this I'm gonna feel this so I'll buckle in and lose my grip cause no one else should deal with this and i wanna make it right, it hasn't happened yet I I'm gonna feel this I'm gonna feel this I'm gonna feel this //your locket face down, i'm never gonna say this wait out the line lose sight, when nothing ever changes wasting my time and i feel the darkness on my heels and burn into it that's alright i guess i never yelled fire can we talk? i got clipped, i got clipped, in your locket if i could, finish for a moment or just for once takes time to lose it all completely get what i want and i feel the darkness on my heels and burn into it that's alright i guess i never yelled fire can we talk? i got clipped, i got clipped, in your locket //gentle moth i get up too early think i'm rotten to the core and before my head starts hurting i'm racing out the door i can't stand beside you it's nothing personal it's just eating me alive and I'm less flower more wall and i wanted to blend in but I'm standing out i wanted to get in now I'm getting out baby i am getting out mugging at my coffee writing right off of the dome & if nothing turns to everything i'll go back to the gloam no i don't really like that it's nothing personal yeah it's really great to see you but i think i'll head back home and i wanted to blend in but I'm standing out i wanted to get in now I'm getting out baby i am getting out