Dulce's Book Corner

I feel so alone and forgotton,

Yet why do I feel it's my fault?

Like I have no one to blame

But myself

For feeling so selfish.

-Dulce♡

I'm just a weed in your way.

- Dulce ♡

Help you understand

Just how much

I am hurting.

Insecurites

Are an ugly thing.

Let's wipe our cheeks

From those droplets of sadness.

Show them

Our fake smiles.

I let my flower bloom

Only to be plucked by greedy fingers.

Drowning sounds a lot better

than facing these feelings

that I don't deserve.

Time flies,

so do lives.

I never thought yours would go so fast.

how can I trust..

when I'm not even trusted.

-Dulce♡

I'm so scared of leaving

This earth..

Yet I no longer want to live

On this earth.

Smiling,

Blinking through the tears

As you laugh without me..

Butterflies in my tummy;

Heads float up to the skies

Among the clouds.

Your lips have never tasted so devine;

The night we met,

You left butterflies in my stomach

And I felt a sweet bliss.

The night we met,

And you told me you didn't love me,

Left me feeling broken

And alone.

An empty, hollow shell

Left alone,

Blown away into the night sky.

Time passes without thought,

And days go by without promise.

Yet everyday the world surrounds me;

Filled with joyous laughter and feeling

As I stand here crying

Alone.

You found me among many.

The perfect flower for your garden.

Took me home and loved me everyday.

Did you forget me along the way?

Did my wilting petals disgust you?

Left, forgotten in the corner of the room.

Watched you bring home a new, vibrant flower.

Heartbreak.

Leaves drooping.

Petals falling.

Sad, dead flower..

I wish I could see you

and hold you

one last time.

I'm sorry

I wasn't there for you.

I'm sorry

I left you there alone.

I'm sorry

I didn't come and visit like I should have.

I'm sorry

You suffered alone.

I'm sorry,

Dad.