you're told consistent effort gets results for creative stuff but it really is just luck at the end of the day. the good thing about luck though is that the more you try the more likely you are. so y'know at least even if it's still a complete shot in the dark you can take more than one shot

running off to smoke weed with the fairies in the forest and im not coming back this time

desired career: a nude pond nymph that plays a golden lyre and sleeps on damp moss beneath the moon

Gonna chill out the rest of May and then change my entire life in June. Possibly July if that doesn't work out. Certainly no later than September or October.

joining the war on pigeons on the side of pigeons

googling how to slip into a huge beautiful life meant for me