running off to smoke weed with the fairies in the forest and im not coming back this time

desired career: a nude pond nymph that plays a golden lyre and sleeps on damp moss beneath the moon

Gonna chill out the rest of May and then change my entire life in June. Possibly July if that doesn't work out. Certainly no later than September or October.

joining the war on pigeons on the side of pigeons

googling how to slip into a huge beautiful life meant for me

crank is a dope movie because its like a movie that a kid in a cartoon would risk his life over trying to sneak into

They should've sent the Crank Duology out on the Voyager Probes and not a stupid record of people saying Hello

a lot of stories are about the fantasy of someone going to find you when u disappear from a group function

should I move to bushwick? buy a record player? get on antidepressants? start discussing the new yorker? make weird art? allude to my "projects" in conversation but never finish them? get into crystals? buy an indoor lemon tree? only date people who use the word "jejune" in casual conversation? write a poetry chapbook that I self-publish & get stocked at the local communist bookshop? live in a converted warehouse? learn to fix bicycles? sell earrings on etsy? work an office job in a high-rise on the waterfront? cry in the doctor's office? learn french solely because it sounds cool? embroider swear words on t-shirts? get sober? get addicted to playing poker at the nearest casino? have a daily yoga practice in a rooftop garden? choose something to start doing just for the sake of choosing? shape my life around an object at random? just to have something to talk about? just to have something to do with my hands?