pisghetti

thanks @tealovingartist for the tag, this is SO fun!!

Rules:

Put your music player on shuffle

The first lines of twenty songs = a poem; the first line of the twenty-first song is the title

Recuerdo aquel verano que pasé contigo

Cold, as you turn off the lights

I don't fall slow like I used to

So tired trying to see from behind the red in my eyes

In this autumn town where the leaves can fall

Theodosia writes me a letter every day

It's a little cold in paradise tonight

Steve walks warily down the street

Hey, what's the big idea?

Jealousy, bring the music back to me

Also ging ich diese Straße lang

You know I can't smile without you

Saints protect her now

Come on and open this door

On a cold desert highway, cool wind in my hair

What if, what if we run away?

Take me to the city of stars

Sigue andando el camino por toda su vida

If it's true what they say

Time to lay claim to the evidence

You can't stop an avalanche as it races down the hill

okay but how did this actually kind of work????? the first paragraph especially worked together SO well but also what if we run away-take me to the city of stars and if its true what they say-time to lay claim to the evidence??? amazing i love this

TYSMMM FOR THE TAG @seen-the-stars <33

Rules:

Put your music player on shuffle

The first lines of twenty songs = a poem; the first line of the twenty-first song is the title

Cigarettes and Chocolate Milk

What I wanted was to fall asleep

Lay me down so

Let me put my arms around your head

You fold his hand and smooth his tie

You say we’re fine but your brown eyes

Can’t take my past

Am I afraid of you?

I realize that you’ve always been an outcast

What are you afraid of?

A bit of time, I need it now

I don’t wanna talk

Under my thumb

Are you human

I wanted to be

When I was 17

They drilled a hole in the moon

If I can’t keep it, at least let me call it by name

Mother cannot guide you

When you climb to the top of the mountain

I can dim the lights and sing your songs

Why do I kinda really love it ??? p.s. had to whip out the Big Normal Playlist and I STILL ended up coming across like a bisexual theater kid. right right right

matthias is actually more of a cat person but just never knew because of the fjerda wolf obsession, and then when he got to ketterdam and saw all the stray cats he just kind of fell in love

jesper makes his barrel flash even flashier by diy sewing funky patterns onto his clothing

whenever the crows group hug they leave a big hole for kaz to just stand in between

while having to wait in the bunker kuwei wrote smut about him and jesper and burned it after

inej pretty much never talks about her period but nina will not stop complaining about hers and whenever she does inej does nod along vigorously, reminding the other crows that she, too, gets periods

wylan is very easily calmed by watching fish swim around

matthias loves winter but dislikes summer, nina loves summer but dislikes winter. they help each other romanticise all the seasons.

wylan thinks kaz stealing his fathers dekappel is the funniest thing ever and comments on it every single time he sees it, like “wow what a nice painting, where’d you get that?” etc

you’re telling me NOTHING significant enough to show in-scene happened there + they didn’t gain a new understanding of each other’s povs even though working together with dangerous chemicals basically demands workable communication + cooperation?

you’re telling me they weren’t taking shots at each other’s daddy issues + privileges until quietly realizing they understand each other more than they thought (i mean they’re wearing the same face for saint’s sake) and begrudgingly realizing it’s kind of nice having someone their age with a similar skillset?

Babe I’m desperate pleassssssssssssssse I need the fics!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

give me a jesper fahey who just met a guy who saved him from being jumped and immediately becoming obsessed with him in a way that is almost unhealthy. he's always around the slat, trying to catch a glimpse of kaz. he's the first one to jump to a job, dangerous jobs, jobs that won't even benefit him, not really. but he might get kaz's approval, maybe even spend time with him. give me a jesper fahey who keep accepting dangerou situations, not just because he likes danger, but because he's forcing himself to, because this time, kaz is going to congratulate him, he can feel it. because maybe when he gets shot at, injured, bleeding out, maybe this time, kaz will do a little more than jut call for a medic and leave. becaue jesper injuring himelf for a job is commitment that kaz recognises, or because kaz wants to care for him, to look after him

give me a jesper fahey who reads into everything, good and bad. he wonders if kaz might've smiled at him, or was it just a grimace? had he complimented jesper' shot, or just the job well done? had he fucked up when he stupidly missed a shot because he wasn't focusing? was kaz going to hate him now, never peak to him again? was kaz giving him dirty looks? or is that a look that says 'it's okay, i'll give you another chance. give me a jesper fahey who replays every. little. thing. after every single job, who loses sleep over every interaction he has with kaz

give me a jesper fahey who's desperate to prove to kaz that he can be his person. he tries everything to find kaz's love language. he brings kaz gifts, he praises kaz, he tries to hang out with kaz in their spare time. he briefly figures he has it when he starts running little errands for kaz, bringing him coffee and doing his laundry, thinking his love language is acts of service, until he overhears a dreg mutter to another 'he's pleased now he's got fahey wrapped aorund his finger, doing whatever the hell he wants and doesn't wanna do himself'

give me a jesper fahey who cries himelf to sleep as he runs over every conversation they've ever had, desperate to prove to himself that kaz does like him, even if it's just as a friend. he notes every time kaz has played along with a joke, grinned at something he's said, comparing it to the times that he's done the same with the other dregs. give me a jesper fahey who wonders if he's being taken advantage of. give me jesper fahey who, with a broken heart, is ready to accept that a the best he'll ever get from kaz, and convinces himself that he's perfectly fine with being used, because it's better than nothing

give me a jeper fahey who's just desperate, so fucking desperate, for kaz's attention, approval, anything. he's desperate for kaz to ask him aobut himself to take an interest in him to want to spend time with him, and he'll do anything to prove to kaz that he's worth it. give me a jesper fahey who wants to be there for kaz because he love him so much that it fucking hurts and he knows he can do it, he can help kaz and he' there for him, even just as a friend. he'll do anything and everything and it's so unhealthy, but he puts all of his time and effort into kaz