I'm here.

whos up deltaing their runes

The first simulated image of a black hole was calculated with an IBM 7040 computer using 1960 punch cards and hand-plotted by French astrophysicist Jean-Pierre Luminet in 1978.

i can feel your heart beat

when you’re a super hot super famous intergalactic bounty hunter with an image to maintain but also you were raised in isolation by birds and so you don’t know how to talk to girls

sometime, someday

you make me whole

when you let yourself get sour grapes about shit, you tacitly give up on yourself. when you sit around hoping other people will flop and fail so you can catch up to them, you stop trying. it's a fantasy of mediocrity, the vain wish that other people would walk so you could take the gold medal at a jog. wouldn't you rather come last place at 27mph?

disrupting skyspace james turnell / coyote

Get up and do it now.

That was surprisingly helpful and I have since then been on "Pataphysical time" like I don't place special importance on any specific position of the hands of the clock.

the story about kris and noelle as kids is intriguing. they were trying to enter something that was by that point a family legacy, but it was impossible. it's true they were never going to win primarily because they were just little kids, but metaphorically they were never going to win because there was never a space made for kris in the first place. there's a way things were supposed to be- asgore and toriel, asriel and dess, kris and noelle. or not. nobody is mad at kris for not fitting into a space, but they havent changed or expanded that space to allow kris a spot either. that puts the burden on kris, or anyone else who doesnt feel comfortable being King or Queen, to ask for that change and bring attention to themselves and their own otherness. but it's easier to just suck it up and label yourself as one thing or another, right? it's only a stupid game. it's only for one night. you can make yourself fit for a few more minutes

"memory paints a halo of tender thoughts around you" antique telegraph postcard, circa 1900

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