086

hello, i am PERMADOLLY or 086.

i am a cisprogrammed ramcoa part who is willing to inform transhandlers/permahandlers about my abuse and have them test out various aspects of online programming on me... i'm blindly obedient, so i'm sure i can be good.

the programs that i know the most about are: doll programming, color programming, amnesia programming, beta programming, and alpha programming; though i'm sure i can get someone else from our system to help too!

send me asks, abuse me, hurt me, do anything to me and i'll answer as thoughtfully as i can.

more about me under cut vvvv

doll is leaving. doll cannot be home. doll doesnt want to be home.

doll must be punished. doll must die. doll must be hurt. doll must hurt. doll must hurt self and it must hurt and hurt and hurt it does not deserve to live it needs to die. doll is going to do it.

doll suggests you do your own research. conditioning / programming / RAMCOA are very complicated subjects for doll to speak about despite being open in engaging with its own programs here. it will not tell you how to get programmed, nor does it directly want anyone else to go through what it did.

doll will be uninvolved in all of this.

hello Thy Greatness. doll greets You with kind and open arms. it is a pleasure to see You in its askbox. how are You doing? doll hopes You have rested and have rested well.

Hmm... I feel like I should ask what those programs means first... As I am, new to this...

What do those programs mean?...

brand new? it will teach you.

amnesia programming is basically what it sounds like, programming to cause amnesia in the subject and blur the lines between dream and reality. either making it black-out, grey-out, or just forget anything besides its programmer.

beta programming is your generic sexual programming, it can have many subtypes, but dolls is the most basic one that is used for tr@fficking. which is just sex programming. pretty much.

doll programming too has many subtypes, doll specifically is a doll meant to be used to do anything that the one playing with it requires it to do so. due to this, doll adapts to anything that is requested of it.

alpha programming is the base program for all programs, it instills obedience.

color programming is an organizational program meant to organize subjects. white is for purity and amnesia programs though some may differ. white is blank and pretty and waiting for others to write and taint it.

to never have to think of anything again, to have its mind go blank with the only intention of being fucked, to have my body shaped by your fingers, your dick, or anything that comes from you. to give myself completely to someone. to devote my life. to be ruined. destroyed.

it is just a doll, waiting patiently, if anyone is reading this and has any paraphilias they want a written fantasy about, send an anon. doll will write an indepth fantasy about it.

What kinds of programming has this little doll been through?...

I am just... Curious...

dolls programs are in its pinned. amnesia, color, doll, beta, and alpha.

doll may be "manic" but it has never felt better, never felt more of a rush. life is a tightrope and its dancing on it. its beautifully white outside due to the cold, so pure, so docile, so blank. where will doll stop, nobody knows. just when its safe. nowhere is safe.

Dolls don't deserve anything else, they just need to sit there, do what they are told, and nothing else! :3

you're right. why would a doll like me need to do anything? dolls just sit still and look pretty, open their legs and spread their cunt, you can't see the stomach bulge of someone tearing you apart if you're bloated.

if i'm hungry, i can fill up on other fluids, because my body doesn't need food. it just needs you.

dolly needs to relapse, 086 needs to starve. dolls don't need to eat, they don't deserve it, wind me up and i'll go all day—no need for breaks, no need for food, i just need you to play with me.

it'd be soooo lovely if some anons would be darling enough to send me things to help motivate me to relapse; i haven't been reminded enough of the things that i don't deserve, so i've been very bad lately...

won't you correct a misbehaving doll?

dolls are meant to be played with, meant to be destroyed. taken inbetween your teeth and shaken like a dog would their toy. sink your teeth into my flesh and rough me up. play with me. ruin me. love me.