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Night is falling now. It’s the time of day when I realize that I’m not happy, that I still have a steep hill to climb, a world to conquer, another to create, a time when I doubt I’m capable of doing that, or even worthy to. Because there’s that as well, for several days now, but I haven’t told you. A doubt about myself, my work— a profound, insistent sense of doubt. That would be death, though. Never mind, other times will come—the sea through our windows again, the little waves of evening…I love you and admire you. See you soon, my dear heart, my love. I will be prompt, this time, and I’ll wait for you up in the sky. I hold you close with all my might.

Richard: They’re just so sophisticated and ethereal, I’m utterly bewitched by their apotheotic synergy blah blah blah

I love great white sharks because from the side they look like murder torpedoes

i changed my mind, this is just too horrifying not to share

@scumrunner do you have any cursed facts about hawsers to share ?

Ohhohohoho DO I EVER. Meet the “snapback zone,” not an area with cool hats, but instead the unintuitive range at which a hawser can kill you if it breaks under tension.

I don’t think you guys understand how much force this is, a tow rope used to move a 20 foot boat snaps under tension with enough force to dent metal, shatter glass and seriously injure anyone in its way. A Hawser on the other hand… Well I’ve seen a concrete pier with a chuck the size of a sedan ripped out of it by a line failure, and anecdotally, I’ve heard of a 2 ton heavy cargo forklift being skidded sideways, then knocked over. These lines snap with enough force to noticably dent the hull armor of navy ships.

Find meaning. Distinguish melancholy from sadness. Go out for a walk. It doesn't have to be a romantic walk in the park, spring at its most spectacular moment, flowers and smells and outstanding poetical imagery smoothly transferring you into another world. It doesn't have to be a walk during which you'll have multiple life epiphanies and discover meanings no other brain ever managed to encounter. Do not be afraid of spending quality time by yourself. Find meaning or don't find meaning but "steal" some time and give it freely and exclusively to your own self. Opt for privacy and solitude. That doesn't make you antisocial or cause you to reject the rest of the world. But you need to breathe. And you need to be.

“Do you want to talk about this discovery of loneliness that one makes in the heart of the most intertwined lives?”

“Do you speak any Japanese?”