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This fangame starts immediately after the ending of Halfway to Infinity and lets you lead both Taylor and T2 to some definition of home, hopefully, whatever you three define it to be.
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I just played So Said The Stars and it's such an obvious labor of love, and I thoroughly enjoyed my time with it. There were a few bugs near the end of the game (I'm sorry I didn't bother to collect screencaps), but for something without a playtest, the majority of it ran smoothly, and even with the bugs, it was never completely game-breaking. You did well! I've not played the lifeline games in years, but I feel as if you captured the Taylors and the overall vibe of the world nicely and music 💖
Thank you so much! I'm so glad you enjoyed it and were able to play! 💚🌟
Picking out comms playlist was an fun exercise in finding music that fit the game and the SSTS story while also having enough lyrics or changes that T2ylor could react to it as you're listening with them-- and had something interesting to say during it. I absolutely loved listening to the Lonely Astronaut Songs with Taylor in HTI and wanted to recreate it.
i don’t remember where i saw this, it wasn’t an idea i came up with by myself, but i think one of my favorite “unique ways the Change Belief can be kinda shitty/imperfect” is the idea that they would not really get why cultural appropriation could ever be, like, a problem.
maybe they adopt other people’s practices as ~cool quirky aesthetics~ that come and go like fads. because they love sharing and expressing their own faith in personalized ways! they love trying new things! how could it possibly be disrespectful? things fall in and out of fashion. they have traditions and rituals and symbols but they’re never cemented in place as immutable fixtures of the faith. and that’s a sign of growth, flexibility, and individuality! it seems so strange to just do ONE THING forever, right??
but maybe things that are rich and meaningful in another culture/religion get swallowed up, stripped of the depth of their history and context, decoupled from their origins as they’re passed around, until they’re absorbed into the miasma of “different ways to express your faith in the Change God” that ~someone, somewhere~ came up with.
like “asking for favors” (wishing) at a Favor Tree.
on another “ways the Change Belief can kinda suck” front, it’s also really important to me that Mirabelle’s struggle reconciling her identity with her religion isn’t trivialized as Just Anxiety or some minor, mostly personal problem that’s super easy to “fix” postcanon. if amatonormativity could be "solved" by Just Telling Everyone that asexuality and aromanticism exist, it COMPLETELY cheapens Mirabelle's conflict and the courage of her resolution to "Change the Change Belief."
i think most Vaugardians would ACT like that’s the case. this can't be a REAL problem, can it? everyone is free to choose how and when they change! of course we support people who don't change in these specific ways, too :) isn't that obvious? oh dear, we thought that was obvious! thank you for telling us, so sorry for the misunderstanding, but well, now you know you have nothing to worry about (you were worrying about nothing)!
i think, always, about how Bonnie said they HAD to get their ears pierced when they were younger. how the Vaugardians in the party didn't even consider that earrings might be so standard in their cultural fashion norms BECAUSE earrings are directly linked to their bonding customs. which of course just about everyone does eventually, and even if they don't, it's just fashion, right? :) it doesn't really mean anything nasty or insidious. (if earrings were really just accessories, why wouldn't children be given the choice of what to do with their bodies? why would they have to get them?)
Mirabelle is neither sheltered nor naive. she has the biggest social network out of the entire party, she has taken over a hundred classes, she loves reading and studying and learning. but she didn't even know that other people like her existed. their voices aren't heard, their stories aren't known. that's pretty telling!!!
how many other customs, turns of phrase, story tropes, etc. are constantly and subtly reinforcing the pressures that Mirabelle was feeling, just in ways that are invisible to people who are raised into them? people who have the privilege to be supported and validated by them instead of minimized and dismissed?
i think Vaugardians would be plenty eager to change things and accommodate the Savior of Vaugarde on a surface level, but they would struggle to identify deeper structural causes that need addressing in the long term. the relaxed and lackadaisical attitude resulting in not taking people's concerns seriously, or seeing it as an individual problem rather than a collective issue that's worth spending the time and effort to thoroughly understand. (obviously people can just choose not to wear earrings anymore when they grow up! but isn't it still easier to just give everyone piercings when they're young?) even followers of a religion that prides itself on its capacity for Change aren't immune to stubbornness or being stuck in their limited worldview. we see that with how the party treats Siffrin and his beliefs, and that's certainly not resolved the second they become aware of a problem existing.
to tie it into the idea above, i think a lot of followers of the Change Belief would have a self-image of being SOOOOOO welcoming and accepting and open-minded that it can make them dismissive and blind to their own biases. we're being so nice and accommodating and flexible! (if you have a problem, obviously it's not our fault!)
#'the Change belief isnt full of amatonormativity and Mirabelle is just AnxiousTM' #is.... a bit too close to Actual Sentiments people use #about real life people talking about real life issues and discrimination #and it makes me wonder if they view these sort of discussions with the same dismissal #An issue I've seen someone give to Vaugarde which I really enjoyed #was combining Odile's reaction to the broken egg significance with the expectation to have children Mirabelle talks about into #making neglect a somewhat common occurrence in children #especially after they get older and the novelty wears off and the parents felt like they've Changed enough #honestly i think that the Implications of what happened to Pétronille needs to remain something that A Vaugardian would do to their child #without making it so the siblings had to be from a different country entirely to be subject to abuse (via @theuwumaster)
i think part of the dismissal is the idea that the Change Belief is shown as so accepting of other identities (they’re completely normalized, there aren’t even any specific labels being used to differentiate them), and in theory it SEEMS like it should be able to just Change to accommodate more, because that’s their whole thing, right? why would they fight Change of any kind, especially if it would make people’s lives better? they love doing that! easy! seems like the problem should be solved as soon as they know about it!
but if it were that simple it wouldn’t be a problem in the first place. if there weren’t SOME kind of culturally-ingrained resistance to the very concepts presented by asexuality & aromanticism, they wouldn’t be invisible within the culture. maybe it would just be another part of the bonding conversation, like the way they casually mention “if there are more than three partners, they all get a design.” something like “some people choose not to wear earrings to indicate they’re not interested in bonding,” or “some people exchange other accessories to show that the bond isn’t romantic in nature.” they'd have a PRESENCE even without a label, just like all the other queer identities we see in the game.
and also in the real world…..i’ve seen people scoff at the idea that aphobia specifically is a “real problem” and claim that the biggest issue is “visibility” and not any kind of social/structural change. because we don’t need to fight for the exact same things in the exact same ways that many other queer people do, and our identities are seen as “passive.” what could we possibly need that matters, other than for people to know we exist? isn’t that enough?
like. i don’t think the people saying the Change Religion wouldn’t be that bad would necessarily say that about real world aphobia, because of the stuff i said about how Change is perceived and how that differs from the circumstances of irl queerphobia. but it still doesn’t feel great to see given how heavily we see it weigh on Mirabelle. i think it’s fair to assume that her anxiety intensifies her fears and that she’s putting extra pressures on herself due to her role as a Housemaiden, but that doesn’t mean those fears and pressures are unfounded or insignificant. it doesn’t mean she’s imagining resistance to her sense of self where none exists.
also YESSS i've seen similar ideas about Odile, Pétronille & Bonnie, and Vaugardian parenting/neglect before, i think that fits very well with what we learn.
of course, this symbol is meant as a reminder to be conscientious and thoughtful about the potential impact your decisions can have on both yourself and others. at its core, it's great! but, i don't think there's a philosophy out there that's immune to misunderstanding or misuse in one way or another, thanks to human messiness. it's pretty easy to imagine how that ideal could be misappropriated in the same way some people weaponize concepts like "trauma dumping" and twist them to prioritize their own comfort over the needs of others.
if a person who wasn't fully prepared for the long-term challenges of parenthood starts feeling the weight and stress of the burden they've taken on and wants to change their situation (by leaving, by neglecting their kid, by whatever), will they prioritize their responsibilities to their child? will they strive to change themself to rise to the challenge? or will they accept the "destruction" of their kid's life as necessary to their own comfort?
this isn't really canon since it’s not in the game at all, but we also get these tidbits about each of the party's family situations in the artbook:
Isabeau: "Middle child of many siblings. Isn't close to any of them."
Mirabelle: "Only child, two parents. Contact between them is sporadic - she doesn't understand them, and they don't understand her."
Bonnie: "Raised by their sister Pétronille for almost as long as they can remember. They have very few memories of their parents, which is probably for the best."
we know about Bonnie's parents and Odile's relationship with her mother (or lack thereof) from the game itself. basically, none of these families are doing great. Bonnie and Odile's situations are obvious, but even with Mirabelle and Isabeau--Mira's relationship with her parents seems strained, and we know how much Isabeau struggled with loneliness and self-hatred as a kid. how much did their parents want to have actual children? how prepared were they for the challenges and responsibilities of raising, supporting, and understanding a young, unique human person? or did they just like the idea of it, the romanticized dream of the Changes that parenthood could bring them?
maybe that looks like open resentment and abandonment in cases like Odile and Bonnie's. maybe it's a little more subtle and complicated in cases like Mirabelle and Isabeau's, where they end up feeling isolated, overlooked, and inadequate. even well-intentioned parents can fuck up their kids!! especially if having kids in the first place was something that they felt like they "should" do (or like you said, a pursuit of novelty), rather than a choice that was made out of genuine wholehearted enthusiasm and long-term, fully informed devotion.
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you may be familiar with disney twisted wonderland, the gacha game in which various disney villains are used as direct inspiration for handsome anime boys. well that game was so successful that disney is trying to do it again but this time they're just animeboyifying whatever
here's mickey, goofy, donald, and chip & dale. yeah they turned mickey & friends into anime boys. they're an idol unit or something. they're technically not anime boy versions of the source characters, they have different names. mickey's guy is "Neo Michel". not michael, michel, like he's french. chip & dale are "Ruska Moncrief" and "Ranka Monk", they have different last names, they're not brothers anymore so that they can be yaoibait instead, anyways this post isn't actually about these guys I'm just setting the stage for the actual humanizations I wanted to show you
They also did monsters inc. And. Well it's obvious from the designs who mike and sully are. but you will also notice. the blonde one on the left. with glasses. monsters inc is kind of famously about just the two guys so they didn't really have a lot of other non-villain characters to take anime boys inspiration from, I guess, so, well,
Yeah it's her. they made an anime boy version of the mean receptionist slug. her name is roz btw, as all of boygachagame twitter has become extremely aware of in the past 3 days as we speculated prior to the release of the full image who tf the third guy was. the anime boy's name is "noah slugger". at this point no parody of the types of things gacha games will make gijinkas of will ever be able to live up to what disney is officially spending their own real money on designing
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Next month I finally start my overnight shift at the lab and while I'm not sure how easily I'll adjust to becoming fully nocturnal, and not sure if I'll want to remain on night shift forever, I do think it's funny that my trainers so far have been gassing me up as a potential overnight supervisor if I can stick it out, and not just because I'm basically a natural at everything they're showing me but also because it will be a really funny bit for them to turn future new hires over to the pale and ethereally beautiful overnight supervisor named Carmilla who looks much younger than she actually is and works with the lab's blood samples. imagine being a new hire at a big empty overnight laboratory and your supe Carmilla adds you to her team slack channel and it's called #thralls