let’s deprive me of everything and see what happens

Scene of freshman Sam cutting his bangs in the stanford communal dorm bathrooms with his face puffy from crying

i think they would actually have the most frustrating sex ever because it turns out even that doesn't allow you to completely meld into a singular pulsating beam of shared understanding or to escape the inherent maddening differentiation that comes with language and perspective

I know people debate if gadreel was pretending to be dean in sam’s mind or if he actually took dean there but can we discuss how dean would respond to getting to stomp around in sam’s brain for five minutes and then getting yanked out. he’d be having return to the womb type impulses