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jackson's diary
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the egg project
our corner
girlfriend manual
love 4 a walk
cinderella boy
the d!ckheads
fae trapped
way of the living weapon
countdown to countdown
bailin and li yun
change your story
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love bites
spicy mints
worth walkers
tease me gently
play pretend
have an affair with me
soul sealer's school life
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clairo
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lyn lapid
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mitski
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i feel like there are some things tyler can't enjoy anymore after his death
like fast rides that make you go backwards or whatever because it reminds him of the feeling of him falling off the cliff and onto the tree (like yk the feeling in your stomach when you go backwards on a carnival ride?)
or like he can't put a lot of pressure on his stomach just because it reminds him of the feeling of the tree through his stomach
I definitely think he’s bound to have a much more sensitive stomach, he especially can’t eat noodles anymore (or anything noodle-like) because of. Well. I’m sure you can put the pieces together
tyler angst fic where he starves himself/stops drinking water because of the irrational (kind of rational, in a way) fear of everything falling out of him. or it just... rupturing his organs.
i feel like there are some things tyler can't enjoy anymore after his death
like fast rides that make you go backwards or whatever because it reminds him of the feeling of him falling off the cliff and onto the tree (like yk the feeling in your stomach when you go backwards on a carnival ride?)
or like he can't put a lot of pressure on his stomach just because it reminds him of the feeling of the tree through his stomach
I definitely think he’s bound to have a much more sensitive stomach, he especially can’t eat noodles anymore (or anything noodle-like) because of. Well. I’m sure you can put the pieces together
tyler angst fic where he starves himself/stops drinking water because of the irrational (kind of rational, in a way) fear of everything falling out of him. or it just... rupturing his organs.
i feel like there are some things tyler can't enjoy anymore after his death
like fast rides that make you go backwards or whatever because it reminds him of the feeling of him falling off the cliff and onto the tree (like yk the feeling in your stomach when you go backwards on a carnival ride?)
or like he can't put a lot of pressure on his stomach just because it reminds him of the feeling of the tree through his stomach
I definitely think he’s bound to have a much more sensitive stomach, he especially can’t eat noodles anymore (or anything noodle-like) because of. Well. I’m sure you can put the pieces together
tyler angst fic where he starves himself/stops drinking water because of the irrational (kind of rational, in a way) fear of everything falling out of him. or it just... rupturing his organs.
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still can't get over the fact that we (the audience) don't get to see the expression ashlyn was making when she gives tyler her apology.
can't begin to put into words how significant it is to have them share this moment together, where tyler is the sole receiver of ashlyn's moment of vulnerability.
and the fact that she had been crying not too long ago from the weight of responsibility and her guilt for leaving him, her emotions were all over the place, and the first thing she does is go to check on him as soon as she felt something was off.
you can see just how worried she was in this panel
lowkey idk whether it was intended that way or it Red just decided not to draw the face (as a fellow artist, I can 100% understand the decision LMAO), but it's such a powerful visual communication tool to convey the sheer intimacy of that moment!
That moment is so important to them, so inherently intimate, that not even we, the viewers, the omniscient third party that is able to see all, are allowed to come into that space. Ashlyn's expression is only for Tyler to see, an act of trust and familiarity. All we can see is the effect it has on Tyler; we can only guess what it could be, based on on the reaction it brings out even from somebody as emotionally reserved as Tyler.
(of course, you gotta also consider that he, essentially, just resurrected, and has cried not so long ago after reuniting with the family he's been fighting for so much and which he thought he'd never see again, so he is probably feeling more emotional and sentimental than normal. Still, with how surprised he looks, it seems to be his moment of realization that 'oh, she cares a lot'. And the next thought is much more subconscious, more of a feeling than a realization, but, undeniably, it's there: 'I care, too, and I don't want her to feel bad because of me')
The gang is there and can probably see it, too, but it doesn't hit them quite as hard because it's not directed at them.
Overall, a beautiful moment that showcases how far they've come as a duo, having built all that trust and loyalty over time as two souls who, if not for the whole phantom dimension thing, might've never made it as far as even simply talking to each other (not necessarily because they wouldn't have gotten along, they don't hate each other; it's just that they've been living such different lives up until this moment and both have their reasons as to why they shouldn't and wouldn't go out of their way to befriend people), let alone becoming so close.
This is certainly a hot take… anyways, here’s my opinion on them, aka what I said in the comment section:
It’s not the fact they are twins that they are so attached. If they were regular siblings, I bet they’d be the same. It’s canon that Taylor and Tyler have separation anxiety, as said by Red on an insta post, so it’s not a ‘twin’ thing. They have their own hobbies but they are so close because for the longest time they ONLY had each other. They have a dead father and an emotionally absent mother. Tyler never had friends because he had to take care of his mother and sister and Taylor never got close to anyone because she needed to stay with Tyler. They are close because of trauma not because of the fact they are twins. Also, everyone is different. There are several sets of twins that grow old together or stay together because they have a bond different from other siblings. It’s not like they don’t fight either, they obviously will have disputes as people, but what’s show on screen is them having to be close to each other and everyone else because of their situation.
THANK YOU! i've seen this post on pinterest before and realized that sometimes people just don't understand how deep anxiety and grief can go.
a lot of people in the comments of this post (and posts similar to this one) were mainly complaining about how they always dress similarly. first off, that's... an interesting thing to get your panties in a twist about. but second, it's their way of reminding each other that they still have someone to lean on.
as a person who used to have horribly debilitating separation anxiety from a couple of people in my life (i've somewhat gotten better--still struggling though), i LIKE this representation a LOT. your average joe matching shirts with his best bro is not going to have much effect but shits and giggles. but THIS? they've went through hell and back together. their father died before their eyes, and they are actively watching their mother go down a path she might not come back from. they ARE alone in that aspect, but they're alone together.
so god forbid that these two, who have been taught that family is bound to break, stick with each other, match outfits, and constantly look for one another in the room.
it's their way of coping. it's endearing. and you know what? i'll write a damn fic about it.
do you think tyler hates the way he looks because he grew up into his father's features too much? we've seen panels of mariana mistaking her own son for her husband because of their similar attributes (and her mental gaps)...
do you think that was one of the reasons why tyler learned how to dye hair? how to put hair into different styles?
i'm pretty sure red said that he wanted to be a hairdresser/body piercer or just someone who does cosmetics on others for work.
(I think pink yeaaaarrrss after if he ever decided to, n for fun, maybe dared by aiden or someone else. He would somehow manage to make it edgy. Btw, no pink slander, pink is tuff)
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i feel like there are some things tyler can't enjoy anymore after his death
like fast rides that make you go backwards or whatever because it reminds him of the feeling of him falling off the cliff and onto the tree (like yk the feeling in your stomach when you go backwards on a carnival ride?)
or like he can't put a lot of pressure on his stomach just because it reminds him of the feeling of the tree through his stomach
stumbled upon this panel again and just wanted to talk about their choice in weapons, and how they reflect their character really well.
if you couldn't see, logan has a sniper rifle (i think--i'm not good with firearms), ben has hedge shears, taylor has a military flail, tyler has a bladed bat, aiden has two daggers/knives, and ashlyn appears to have... nothing. except her killies, ofc.
i absolutely love tying back random things to the school bus graveyard characters, so obviously i'm going to go WAYYY into depth about the weapons just for funsies. this isn't even scratching the surface.
LOGAN + SNIPER RIFLE: logan used to be bullied when he was little, we know this as a fact. he used to be "weak," vulnerable, and unable to defend himself. he would come home with bruises and bleeding cuts--basically the stereotypical nerd in a high school movie who gets beat for not doing someone else's homework.
this is where the gun comes in. logan's family is in the mafia, and i want to talk about that a little bit more. that's something that was INCREDIBLY interesting to me, as that is the complete opposite of what used to be his personality: someone shy, gentle, and was even considered "dog-like" by ashlyn. using a rifle connects his character back to his family history--as mafias are seen mostly with gun-related assassinations. there's also, obviously, the juxtaposition of someone so "tiny" with a brutal weapon like a rifle.
rifles usually represent calculation, lethality, and precision... but it can also, in a way, hint to logan's fears. though he has this incredible skill of being able to fuckin shoot people's heads off, he (at the start of the comic) isn't as physically fit as he could be. using a rifle gives him that distance between the enemy and himself.
I ALSO WOULD MENTION THE FACT THAT THE GUNS HE USE GET SHORTER AND SHORTER AND THEREFORE HE'S CLOSING THE DISTANCE BETWEEN HIMSELF AND THE TARGET BECAUSE HE'S GROWING AS A CHARACTER AND GETTING MORE PHYSICALLY ADAPTED TO THE HORRID REALITY OF THE PHANTOM DIMENSION BUT THAT ISN'T APART OF EP #1 SO JUST IGNORE EVERYTHING I SAID--
BEN + HEDGE SHEARS: oh my god. this one is so freaking great. we know ben as the quiet guy, the boy who had once gotten bullied for not "acting the way he looked." he's a gentle giant, caring, and an absolute sweetheart--a complete contrast to his physical appearance. however, due to his trauma, he has anger issues and problems with controlling his emotions... especially if one of the people he loves is hurt.
this is where hedge shears come in. first off, hedge shears are basically scissors on steroids. their blades are tough, ginormous, and really frickin' sharp. it could probably chop your wrist off if you used enough force. BUT... what are they used for? trimming shrubbery. they are used for control, cleanliness, and refinement.
doesn't that remind you of ben? someone who looks threatening but is actually surprisingly passive? i mean yeah, he's tough as hell. he could punch your guts out if he got angry enough. but would he? no. because that's not his purpose.
hedge shears symbolize discipline, self-improvement, and order. ben, especially during the start of the series, acted almost sedated unless he had to step in. he stuck to aiden, did what he did, and rarely acted upon himself. he didn't trust himself to do anything but follow his cousin around because he had summed himself up to a ticking time bomb. he compartmentalized everything, kept to himself, and made sure he was "behaving."
oh, also, the shears don't trim away just anything. they shave off branches that have gone too far, or dead pieces of greenery that don't belong anymore. hm. sounds a little familiar.
TAYLOR + MILITARY FLAIL: the military flail resembles a stick attached to a ball-and-chain, almost similar to a mace. it is used to strike over walls, where the user swings it over a fortification to hit anyone hiding on the other side.
taylor is a sweetie: she's got a heart of gold, and is so gentle with everyone around her. but i feel like, as a community, we forget just how damn strong that girl is. she's not only in the mechanics club, but she can also carry ben clark, throw him around, without breaking a single sweat.
the military flail was originally supposed to be a tool for agriculture, not a weapon in war. it was used for farm threshing (separating grains from their husk) until it was turned into, well, this. whiiichhh, if you can pick up what i'm putting down, ties back to taylor. she's often seen as someone who wouldn't hurt a fly, but holy moly, she can be the exact opposite.
also, this is such a stretch, but taylor also (in a way) breaks down walls. she reads people easily, sensing if someone is upset or uncomfortable quickly. having a weapon that goes over walls in the same way might be a coincidence... but heeeyyyyy... it's fun to think abouutttttt!
TYLER + BLADED BAT: tyler can come off as an 'angry' person, or someone who is emotionally constipated and overprotective of his sister. he can be rather sharp, quick to irritate, and mistrusting. but we know that tyler hernandez isn't a bad person. deep down, he's a really incredible brother... and there is something so heartbreaking about tyler picking his weapon to be the closest to his father. what he uses for protection is a baseball bat with a giant blade notched into one side.
the baseball bat can symbolize multiple things. it can act as tyler himself. when he holds the bat, the bladed side is out, and the blunt, smooth side is towards him. this represents tyler's way of protecting himself--not physically, but mentally. the sharpness of the blade ties to his "sharp" outward personality, which he uses to guard his inner self, and keep him away from harm. therefore, the baseball bat connects to his childhood. the entire object is a symbolization of tyler's facade.
going in further, the bat is what his father had given him. or at least, his father had given him a bat. it is evident from certain panels that tyler had been a happy, enthusiastic child when his dad was alive and his mother was still mentally present. he used to love baseball, and constantly practiced with his father, playing games for fun. he has weaponized the idea of his father in order to keep him safe.
i don't want to keep running in circles and saying the same thing, but basically tyler hernandez hurts my heart.
AIDEN + DAGGERS: aiden fucking clark bro omgggg... this guy. i could talk about him for hours, but oh well, here is his choice of weapon: daggers. and this? incredibly unethical. lodging a blade into the side of someone's head is pretty cool, pretty effective, but not when that someone has incredibly long arms, a ginormous mouth, and is able to keep running with said dagger through their head.
aiden is an adrenaline junkie, he's suicidal, and he just doesn't give two craps about what happens to himself. i've written a little bit of how he loves adrenaline in a fic already, but in short, he does anything to get that high out of being close to death because there is no other feel-good chemical that runs through his system. whether that's from his ADHD or depression, i don't care (i do), the entire point is that he'll throw his life away just to feel alive.
this brings me back to his weapon. in order to attack someone with a dagger, you gotta get up close and personal. if you make even one slip-up? things get messy. when you are in such a proximity to your enemy, you are quite literally opening yourself up to them at the chance of being able to strike them first. with the phantoms? that's... certainly a choice, alright. he chose this weapon to feel the most thrill, all while masking his actual intent with the job of "defending himself."
daggers represent the duality of courage and danger, which aiden walks the fine line between.
ASHLYN + THE KILLIES: ashlyn looks almost as if she doesn't have a weapon, or as if she doesn't need one. however, she DOES store blades that she can slide out on the backs of her shoes. this "hidden weapon" can reflect who she is as a person.
ashlyn banner is known as the quiet kid, with her parents even admitting that she's pretty antisocial and doesn't have friends. this means that, on the outside, she's seen as someone who's silent, doesn't participate, and therefore isn't expected much of. obviously, this is completely untrue to who she is: a fierce leader, and fully capable young lady.
the hidden weapon can reflect how she might seem "hidden" to those on the outside, but she's truly sharp-tongued, blunt, and intelligent. (also apparently shoe knives symbolize hidden power, self defense, and steady, confident stride? which, hey, sound kind of like ashlyn banner)
but i do want to point out that, though she has no weapon in hand, she stands in front of the entire group. she's sacrificing herself by being closest to the gate and the phantom beyond it. ALSO, remember how, at the start of the comic, she was not at all used to working with others? she didn't know how to be a leader, she only knew how to be independent. at first, that gave her a pretty good start in leading the six, but she lacked the trust and reliance on the others. her stepping in front of them can express this as well.
i have NO CLUE if that made sense, but hey, i wrote this when i was incredibly sleepy. posting it now from my drafts, lmao </3
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do you think tyler hates the way he looks because he grew up into his father's features too much? we've seen panels of mariana mistaking her own son for her husband because of their similar attributes (and her mental gaps)...
do you think that was one of the reasons why tyler learned how to dye hair? how to put hair into different styles?
i'm pretty sure red said that he wanted to be a hairdresser/body piercer or just someone who does cosmetics on others for work.
do you think tyler hates the way he looks because he grew up into his father's features too much? we've seen panels of mariana mistaking her own son for her husband because of their similar attributes (and her mental gaps)...
do you think that was one of the reasons why tyler learned how to dye hair? how to put hair into different styles?
i'm pretty sure red said that he wanted to be a hairdresser/body piercer or just someone who does cosmetics on others for work.