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I want to improve myself by getting the initiative to post more often and meet new people. My crippling social anxiety makes it really hard for me to do so, but I really want to work on it this year.

I already mentioned it on my bluesky post but I'm currently looking for friends/mutuals who I can communicate with on here, bluesky or discord.

Here are my current interests at the moment are:

Metaphor: ReFantazio

Persona 5

Reverse:1999

Master Detective Archives: Rain Code

Honkai Star Rail

Enstars

The Hundred Line: Last Defense Academy

Bungou Stray Dogs

Music Projects (such as Milgram, Hypnosis Mic and Alien Stage)

Visual Novels (such as YTTD, Danganronpa, Process of Elimination and Ace Attorney)

These are subject to change as all interests are but I hope I can improve upon my social skills and make someone's day a bit more interesting ^^.

Happy 1st Anniversary‼️

https://archiveofourown.org/works/67021939

In which Makoto manages Kanai Ward's museum (formerly Ginma Dictrict's Art Gallery) during a time of festivities and old painful memories flood his mind.

I still can't believe that it's now been 2 years since this game came out and I'm still in love with the story and its characters... so I made a fic about my love for it! This Minibang has provided me the opportunity to do so, along with working with other Rain Code fic writers and artists. ^^

I won't lie, writing this piece was a little difficult as I've drawn some of Makoto's emotions from my own past experiences along with trying to brainstorm everything so that it all makes sense for a possible canon compliant story. But it all worked out in the end and I couldn't be more happier!

Special thanks to @jixuanji and Smollrawr for collabing with me and making beautiful arts for this fic and to @draconicsparkle for betareading! You guys are amazing! 💜

https://archiveofourown.org/works/66105571

An unlikely encounter on a stormy night.

I never expected to get into this game and end up being obsessed with Takumi and Eito's relationship. Kodaka perfected the toxic yaoi formula and I'm eating it all up. It inspired me to write Aotsumi with the idea of an siren becoming growing an unhealthy obsession for a human where chaos and drama ensue. Nothing more and nothing less.

https://archiveofourown.org/works/60655489/chapters/166672549

In which the king is privy to the extent of the traitor's gratitude.

Hoo boy, I would like to apologize for the long wait and offer this extra long chapter as a thank you for your patience.

This was a pretty interesting piece to write for several reasons. I always wanted to incorporate music into one of my works, but I never found the right opportunity to do so until now (and hopefully it stands up to par with the other chapters before it). Music has helped me a lot with whenever I struggled with my mental health or just overcoming stress in my daily life, so I ended up becoming quite attached to making sure this chapter is written the best way I could.

Is it self-indulgent? Yes. Does the existence of song I used make sense? Possibly not, but I enjoyed writing it and that's what matters most.

https://www.tumblr.com/brobluebears/776609847324082176/are-there-any-fanartists-for-metaphor-refantazio?source=share

https://archiveofourown.org/works/60655489/chapters/162179083

In which broken and forgotten dreams are reborn.

This Panda 🐼 returns with a new, and pretty long update! This chapter is over twice as long as the last one ^^.

Making this chapter was as time-consuming as it is to have fun while writing it (while following the planned notes this time). Can't say when the next update will come but without saying too much, it's pretty special because I haven't written or planned anything like it before I started posted fics online. Nonetheless, I hope you enjoy this new chapter of my fic!

https://archiveofourown.org/works/60655489/chapters/160621342#workskin

In which the traitor's awakening brings grave repercussions.

Panda 🐼 here! Back with a new update!

Oh boy, my draft ran away with me on this one. I pretty much ignored the planning notes in my drafts but the finished chapter somehow ended up better I expected! The power of brainrot truly conquers all. Hope you enjoy the latest chapter of my fic!

In which the traitor is forced to face his new reality.

Hello, Panda 🐼 here!

I know I said I'll be posting fic updates here more often but real life and other responsibilities had me pretty busy. I also got pretty obsessed over Metaphor: ReFantazio when it first came out so I decided to make a fic about it! I personally loved how Louis was handled as the main villain and his relationship to Will, and the fic idea stayed in my head for a while before I decided to finally put it into text. I'm not sure when the next updates for my fics would come considering my busy schedule, but I hope who see this would enjoy it nonetheless ^^.