As much as I love being tickled until Iâm gasping for air and being tied or pinned down, I also love the idea of being a lerâs fidget toy. Nothing intense, no restraints. Just laying on the couch with my feet in his lap, willingly letting him mindlessly and lightly scribble all over my soles. I giggle and smile but I only pull my foot away in random moments that tickle a little too much to keep still. He pulls my foot back and tells me to relax, just let it happen.
Or maybe I end up laid out across his lap, my stomach stretched and my shirt ever so slightly lifted, showing the tiniest bit of my stomach. He lightly grazes the sliver of skin thatâs revealed and I donât protest. My stomach twitches but I lay there and let him lightly tickle me, slowly being driven a little crazy by the constant sensation. He eventually lifts the shirt a little and plays around with my bellybutton, lazily. Iâm squirming a tad but it isnât enough for me to want to actually stop him, though I playfully reach my hands out to grab his.
Thereâs something really peaceful about letting someone have access to me and trusting that they wonât betray the quietness of the moment. That we can just lay there and be in a zen state with a smile plastered on my face and a giggle slipping out or an occasional flinch, but continuing to let a ler have whatever access they want.
I especially like the idea of laying on top of a ler, my cheek pressed against theirs or my face nuzzled into his neck. My back exposed while he gives me back tickles, slowly making random big and small patterns along my spine. Maybe he ventures to the sides a little and my laugh pitches up a tad but I still just let him do as he pleases. I love that. I love being so comfortable with someone that Iâd let them just trace my body while we watch tv or scroll on our phones or have a conversation. Itâs so nice and so rare to have that level of trust but itâs so so good.
Tickling is Tickling and honestly its all about that connection and adorable reactions. Plus as a ler a giggly Lee snuggled against my cheek/neck/chest would absolutely heal me...














