Our Little Garden of White roses

Shu Sakamaki

"You don't remember..?" His tone may sound cold and uncaring, but if you pay more attention, the pain isn't completely hidden. He can't lose you. Not when he just found you again. Now when you're the only good thing in his long life. Shu wants you to remember. He needs you to. But he will keep a straight face, not wanting to show his desperation.

"I'm sorry, Shu..." You gave him an apologetic look with those gentle eyes that he loves so much. It wasn't your fault that you forgot. No... You were separated from him. By his damn mother. His mother who always took the things away He treasured the most. He was getting annoyed just thinking of that woman. He clicks his tongue and grabs your wrist and pulls you down to his lap making you gasp.

"Shu?" You look up at him with wide eyes in confusion. He looks down at you, his deep blue eyes staring into yours. He gently plucks one of his earbuds and plugs it carefully into your ear, letting you listen to the music he's playing. Shu wraps his arms around you, holding you in place.

You're not aware of what he's thinking. You're not aware of his plan to keep you somewhere safe from his brothers. His father. He'll make you remember, he promises himself. The laid-back firstborn will take action, prioritizing you and your future wedding, which will be a surprise for you after a few months of isolation and manipulation, thanks to him.

"Just.. stay and sleep in my arms... I'll find a way to make you remember so no one can ever take you away from me AGAIN."

Reiji Sakamaki

"So you've forgotten..? Although, that really shouldn't be surprising. After all, we were children." Reiji says as he looks at you, snapping his book closed. You bit your lip, looking at him. You're well aware of how much your dear friend has changed. Sometimes you can't help but worry for him with whatever he does with his poisons and drugs that he's making. Although, you never saw him seem so disappointed and infuriated at the same time.

"My apologies, Reiji... We've been separated for so long. All my memories are blurry... I really can't remember." You say as you look at him, to which he responds with a short hum.

"Sit down, Y/n... I'll make you some tea so we can talk about this." He says as he removes his glove. He begins to quietly make you tea as you sat down on one of the chairs in his office. It didn't take long when he soon handed you a warm cup of tea. You didn't think twice in thanking him, taking it. You took a sip. But as you did, all of a sudden, your surroundings slowly began to blur. A headache forming as you slowly let the cup down on the nearby table.

"Excuse me, Reiji. I think we should talk about this another time..." You say as you stand up rather weakly. You began to feel dizzy. Your entire body won't listen to you as you wobble with shaky legs. You felt yourself becoming sleepy, but before you could black out, Reiji wraps an arm around your waist. Pressing you against his larger frame. His other hand intertwined his fingers with yours. His hot breath near your ear as he speaks before you blackout.

"Yes we shall... But starting now, I will not permit my future wife to leave my side ever again."

Ayato Sakamaki

"Ha?! What do you mean you don't remember?!" Ayato looks at you with an angry frown. You look at him confused and sad. It's been so long. You really can't remember anything of a promise of marriage at all. Both you and Ayato were very young at that time.

"No. It's that damn bitch's fault. She threatened you to stay away from me back then..." He growls lowly, his fists clenched, knuckles turning white as he looks down.

"Ayato..." You look at him worriedly. Ayato soon looks up at you, staring at you with an eerily and dark gaze. You feel yourself tremble as Ayato gets closer to you. You slowly back away, only for you to get cornered between him and a wall. A hand reaches out, wrapping around your wrist tightly.

"You're mine. You understand? I'll make sure our wedding happens no matter what... You're not leaving my side ever again. Never."

Kanato Sakamaki

You don't remember Kanato being.. this violent around his surroundings. He was a sweet child when you both were younger. You were sure of that. But seeing him like this. Watching him cry and yell in anger and grief about the lost promise you two made. How dare you forget? It was so important to him. You felt so scared... Yet you pitied your dear childhood friend as he looks at you with glaring purple eyes in tears.

"Kanato. Please calm down... I'm sorry. I'm really sorry that I forgot..." You say trying to ease him up with words but Kanato only continues to glare at you.

"Sorry? You're sorry?! You should be! How can you forget?! How can YOU forget Y/n!!!" He shouts as he looks at you in tears and rage. Things have really changed since these years. You really couldn't bear seeing Kanato like that. It scared you. It worries you down to your core. You suddenly see him calm down. His shoulders slightly sagging as he takes a shaky breath. You feel yourself tremble at his gaze as he looks at you.

"Don't worry Y/n... I forgive you... But you'll still have to keep you promise ok?" He says as he smiles, inching towards you as he held Teddy close.

"Even if you still don't remember right now... We'll still get married. I'll make you the loveliest wedding dress that no one has ever seen... And once we are married, I'll make sure you are always by my side..."

Laito Sakamaki

"Thank you Laito for the treat. But... I really can't remember that day. I'm sorry. We were children. And I was separated from you and it's been so long since we last met.. I suppose all of that contributes to why I can't remember." You say with a small frown but Laito just laughs it off with a waving hand.

"Fufu, it's alright Y/n-chan. Go on and take a treat. After all, we have a lot to catch up on~" He chuckles as he gestures to the delightful plates of macarons and other sweet treats. You smile, taking a pale pink macaron and biting into it. You hum softly, feeling the raspberry filling spread against your tongue. Although there was an odd aftertaste, it was a mix between bitter and sweet. You swallow, and soon reach for the cup of tea. As you do so, your body begins to feel hot and your mind is hazy. You blink and shake your head. You look up at Laito who smirks at you.

"Ah, feeling a bit.. hot, Y/n-chan?" He coos. He stands up from his seat and goes to stand in front of you. He gently pushes you sick against the couch with a wicked smile, climbing on top of you. You whimper, it didn't take long to realize that Laito had drugged you with an aphrodisiac. You can feel tears brim your eyes, yet your body was hot with need.

"Laito..." You look at him, but he shushes at you before you can continue speaking. His thumb gently rubbing your lower lip.

"Looks like the drug that I asked from Reiji works quiet well..." He hums in delight as he looks down at you.

"Don't worry Y/n-chan... If you can't remember, I'll just have to find another way to convince you to marry me. It'll be alright. I promise, I'll make you feel so good, you'll never think of leaving me~"

Subaru Sakamaki

"Damn it!" Subaru roars, his fist hitting the wall with a loud crack, leaving a dent behind. You look at Subaru, worriedly. You approach him, quietly wrapping your fingers around his wrist and pulling him away from the wall.

"Subaru, I'm sorry. Please don't hurt yourself like this." You say, knowing well that he's frustrated. Subaru grits his teeth, taking a shaky breath as he tries to calm down. He loves you. So damn much. Ever since that day he's been waiting on you to come back to him. To fulfill that wedding, his childhood dream has always been the one good thing he's always clung to.

"I just.. I lost you once... I can't lose again. You have to remember Y/n... You're the only good thing left in this long life of mine." Subaru says as he wraps an arm around your waist.