Fall into the Depths of Mad Love

Hello! This is a side blog of my main account xxalaskanekkoxx.

Please do call me Cryssa (Alaska). I'm currently 20.

I'm from the Philippines.

I'm a gamer, writer, and reader.

Majorly a DILF simp.

I like sweets and spicy food.

Minors, please don't interact, as it is nsfw itself. Do NOT talk to me about politics. Nor talk about politics at all. I will BLOCK YOU if you try, I will not politicize my works. I write because I want to.

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(I will close requests after every two weeks and reopen them two weeks after :3)

Rules: I accept 3 to 5 characters. Please make sure your request is detailed and with a plot so i may do it correctly.

Angst and Fluff are welcomed to be put into the fic. Please keep in mind this is an nsfw and yandere blog, if you want sfw fics, I will still do it.

I mostly do fem!reader, if you want oc or male reader you may request.

I don't accept requests involving:

Incest (stepcest is ok since reader will not be related to character)

Voyeurism

Extreme BDSM

Watersports

Pedophilia

I will also ignore requests with topics that make me uncomfortable.

The fandoms I'll be posting nsfw and yandere content of :

Owari no Seraph♦️Trinity Blood♦️ Bungo Stray Dogs♦️Seven Deadly Sins♦️Black Butler♦️Moriarty the Patriot♦️Black Clover ♦️Code Realize♦️Diabolik Lovers♦️Tokyo Ghoul♦️Kimetsu no Yaiba♦️Record of Ragnarok♦️Akame ga Kill♦️Hunter x Hunter♦️Jujutsu Kaisen♦️Chainsaw Man♦️Vampire Knight♦️One Punch Man♦️JJBA♦️Death Note♦️Monster♦️Haikyuu ♦️Free! Iwatobi Swim Club♦️Kakegurui♦️Mo dao Zushi♦️Heaven's Official Blessing♦️SVSSS ♦️Tolkien♦️Blood of Zeus♦️Ennead♦️Manhwa♦️ Castlevania♦️Blood of Zeus ♦️ Genshin Impact♦️Ikemen Vampire♦️Midnight Cinderella♦️Blood in Roses♦️ Ghibli♦️Mobile Legends♦️Cookie Run Kingdom♦️Honkai Impact ♦️Honkai Star Rail♦️Genshin Impact♦️Bleach♦️(My OCs)♦️School for Good and Evil♦️Disney Princes♦️Disney Princesses♦️Disney Villains♦️Twisted Wonderland♦️ Underworld ♦️ Lord of the Rings ♦️The Hobbit ♦️Silmarillion♦️Twilight Saga♦️

My OCs

Masterlist I, II, III

Hello Everyone! It's Alaska!

I apologize again. I am really sorry for always being out of hiatus (or rather vanishing without a word and always unable to keep my promises of writing). It's not like I have no motivation to write but right now I actually have a job and I'm also trying to save up money to move out from my mom's house thought it may take long and I'm not in a rush. I work during the night so I'm mostly asleep during the day. And during weekends I'm either busy doing chores or napping. I know it's not a good reason to excuse my irresponsibility to be unable to hold onto my promises that I made to write. But I just wanted to let you guys know why I'm not much around anymore. Living the adult life is indeed hard but it does feel right to do what I have to do and I'm also learning new lessons and meeting new people along the way. I just turned 21 last January. I've been dealing with problems about myself. I've been working for almost three months though I haven't been to college yet due to financial and 'me' problems' but once I saved enough money to cover my tuition and my brother's tuition I'll start going back to school (though I may be even more busier).

So yeah, that's why I've been gone most of the time. But I'll try whenever I can. And I do hope you guys live your lives the best. Thanks for supporting me and reading my fics. I really appreciate it. I love you guys 💖

Notes: DNI IF UNCOMFORTABLE. Yandere! Caleb. Caleb x non MC! Reader. Female Reader. A bit of angst. Reader and Caleb currently dating. Controlling and Possessive behavior. Use of chains. Calls you 'Dove'. Reader kinda giving in the end. Short one shot.

Caleb had always made you doubt their relationship. Your his sweet dove who was always there for him. Always made him feel loved. Always stayed by his side during hard and dangerous times. Always waiting for him to come home with a delicious dinner and a warm bath to relax in that you prepared because you know he needs it.

He sighs shakily, feeling his heart twist painfully in his chest. Remembering the times you were so understanding even though he had to go and see MC because of their relationship as siblings. He regretted those times deeply that he was always there with MC for most of his time. And now Caleb was free, he just wanted to be with you again. His little dove waiting patiently at home. And he knows he has a lot to make up for.

I'm kinda back. And also trying to get back on track by writing. Life's been a bit rough but I hope this 2026 gets easier. I'm also trying to find a job :3

Notes: MDNI. DNI if uncomfortable. Also no minors please. Kinda Obsessive Characters. Bad guy smut. I repeat bad guy smut. Fem! Reader. Non-con and dacryphilia (for all). Oral sex (giving), slight hair pulling (Fyodor). Fingering, light bondage (Diavolo). Mirror sex, cock warm, a bit of pussy slapping, hickeys and biting (Jugram).

🖤I'MA TEAR OUT YOUR HEART🖤

🥀 IT'LL ALWAYS BE MINE 🥀

𝕱𝖞𝖔𝖉𝖔𝖗 𝕯𝖔𝖘𝖙𝖔𝖊𝖛𝖘𝖐𝖞

"Ah ah... I didn't tell you to stop malen'kaya myshka..." Fyodor chuckles as he treads his fingers through your hair before holding onto it. It wasn't tight enough to hurt. But it was obvious that it was a warning. You could only whimper softly, your hands gripping onto the chair because he didn't want your hands on him yet. Your cheeks hollowed as you bob your head to the rhythm he liked. Slow but also a hint of 'passion'.

You slightly gagged when his tip hit deeper into your throat. Fyodor groans, his grip tightening on your hair. His hips bucked lightly at the pleasure before maintaining his composure once more. His purple eyes meet yours, a smug smile on his lips.

"...you're doing well, myshka." He coos, now guiding your head to go at a faster pace making you whimper. You do as you say, sucking his length harder, scared of getting him angry. You can feel him throb in your mouth. Tears streaming down your cheeks as you had no choice but to give into him.

Fyodor groaned softly, watching you take her length with a satisfied and triumphant gleam. He ran his hands through your hair, controlling your movements slightly once more. He pulled your head back, watching himself disappear into your mouth.*

"You're so beautiful, malen'kaya myshka..." He whispers softly. His thumb caressing your cheek. The praise would've been good and warming, if he only didn't scare you most of the time.

𝕯𝖎𝖆𝖛𝖔𝖑𝖔

You cry and whimpered weakly. Your legs felt so weak and shaky. You couldn't remember how many times you were denied to cum. It hurts so much and you just wanted to finally release and be done with it. But Diabolo doesn't think you deserve it. No. Not yet, he thinks. You looked so pretty when you're being punished after trying to run away.

Your back against his muscled chest. Your wrists are tied together with the same red lace that covers your eyes. Your tears soaked your lace blindfold.

"Tell me, belleza mia... What made you think you can run, hm?" He tuts as his fingers continue their rapid pace in your pussy. Your legs trembled, moans and cries for mercy leaving your pretty pink lips.

"Look at you. You can deny all you want. But only I.. only I, Bella... Can give you the pleasure you need. No one else. And I'll use this slutty body as I see fit."

𝕵𝖚𝖌𝖗𝖆𝖒 𝕳𝖆𝖘𝖈𝖍𝖜𝖆𝖑𝖙𝖍

"I did not tell you to look away from the mirror, Häschen..." Jugram slaps your pussy harshly, making you yelp. Looking back at the mirror with teary eyes. The reflection of you, helplessly bound. Your soft skin from neck to thighs were covered in bite marks. Your sweet cunt hugging his large length. You can feel him deep inside you, he was so hard and twitching from time to time. But the Equal of the Quincy King has a long line of patience to not fuck you stupid as he enjoyed putting you in your place which was beside him and in his chambers where no one will reach you.

"Look at you, Häschen. So beautiful and obedient. You'll be a good wife, ja?" Jugram whispers into your ears, his hand gently lifting your chin to make sure you stare at your joined figures together in the mirror. His other hand held you by the hip. You felt so conflicted, ashamed yet aroused. Your body betrayed you by responding to his touch. Yet your brain screamed for you to try and get out.

"Answer me." He tightened his grip on your chin when you didn't reply, making you whimper out a yes which seemed to please him, as his fingers rub your jaw. You feel his cock twitch. You've been cockwarming him for almost two hours now.

I actually hope that I get to be a novelist and with some money that I save from my future job, I plan to buy a new house in the province and open a small restaurant for my mom. Big dreams I know.

As for writing, I'm going to do both actually. It'll be hard but I love to write. Though I'm currently still writing some fics at the moment.

I do have a few tips, but I don't know if they work for others. So I will give tips that I usually use. I'm currently working on fics so I might as well answer this, too. 1. Get in the mood with music. Pick songs that you think will help you write with a relaxed mind, or songs that can help you imagine scenarios that fit with the trope of the fic you're currently writing. 2. Reward yourself with snacks from time to time. For me, snacking during writing helps me when doing a fic. I like eating Oreos or ramen for snacks when writing (especially if I'm writing late at night). 3. Set a particular goal that you want for your writing. One or two goals are enough. For me, my goal is to enjoy writing and letting readers enjoy the fics I publish. 4. Almost the same as the first tip, when I kinda get needy for love, it helps me write yandere fics or fluffy fics. Emotions can also control what I write sometimes.

If you have a good memory, it won't be so hard. I on the other hand sometimes forget he initial steps in accounting (idk how tf I passed highschool). I sometimes got the account titles mixed up on debit and credit unless I double check. Plus it's math, but I am fortunate to be allowed to use a calculator. I mostly remember the basic equations for the accounting process. It's all about analyzing and understanding the complexity of financial principles. I knew from the start that math stuff ain't for me (but I had to challenge myself to try and get better). But my old junior private highschool only had business and maths related strands (STEM & ABM). Though I do plan on taking a literature course or a graphic design (cause I excel in writing and arts).

People have their own strengths and weaknesses. I took accounting because my dad (who went to get milk) and his family were math geniuses who took accounting and engineering. While my mom's side were either doctors or nurses, (also) engineers, teachers artists (painting and other stuff) and some of my relatives have their own businesses running.

And again thank you very much I really appreciate it

And it's kind of reminds me of them:

I'm very happy you enjoyed it a lot ^^

I really appreciate it thank you very much

And I hope you have a good day or night

I'm alright. I've been on hiatus not only because of studying in college (I hate the fact I chose accounting-).

But also because of this damn fish who got me addicted to a certain game-

Overly random I know but if it's okay could I please ask for a yandere senri x kianna

But how would he be in a relationship with her like sfw and NSFW if that's okay

Yandere! Vampire Knight

Notes: Don't interact if uncomfortable. You're responsible for the content you consume ok? Yandere Headcannons. Character x Oc. Overprotective. Obsessive. Senri being a bit strict. Senri being a bit paranoid. A weensy bit of smut.

Yandere! Senri Shiki x Kianna Komori

SFW

To Senri, Kianna was just another human in Day Class. He didn't think much of her at all, he never gave much as a glance to her as he thinks he might be wasting time.

It kept going on for a long time. Till Kianna got in trouble as she was trapped by a Level E. Senri didn't hesitate to help her despite being slightly annoyed, immediately killing the lower vampire with his blood whip.

"You better not tell anyone about this." He says to her, helping her get up. Looking at him with stern silver eyes before letting Yuki who had come late because of confronting another Level E, take Kianna back to her dorm. That would be the first encounter that would lead to a deep obsession.

It started with 'checking' on her. Although Senri never really approached her. He watched her from afar, he didn't know why he suddenly felt the need to protect her. But seeing Kianna terrified that day for the first time encountering a vampire. He just didn't want her to get hurt.

Days to weeks. Weeks to months. Three months since Senri has been observing Kianna from afar. And somehow, Kianna was transferred to Night class after she revealed a secret only she told specific people (Kaien Cross and Kaname Kuran) at first.

It was Kaname himself who had revealed Kianna's situation. And it was that she was a vampire like them. However she still continued to keep to herself much to Senri's growing interest. He silently hovers around her, watching her as he begins to feel the need to be by her side.

Senri thought she was cute yet dangerous. He takes baby steps to get closer to Kianna, not wanting to freak her out if he shows his interest in her immediately. Taking sweet time to get to know her. Till he finally gets to take Kianna for himself when the time comes.

Overprotective

It was no secret that Senri was protective of Kianna. Despite her ability, he did not wish for his loved one to be put into harm. Always taking the first step whenever a fight ensues. Using his blood whip to kill any lower vampire who dares to harm his beloved.

Overly Affectionate (Touch Starved boi)

Senri may not look like it outside but he loves to have physical contact with those he's close to. Senri loves to hug and cuddle Kianna when they're in the privacy of their dorm. And when they're outside in public, he'll keep it down to intertwining their pinky fingers. He didn't want to overwhelm her in public with how much he needs to hold her.

Obsessive

It's very obvious to everyone in Night Class of how much he obsesses adores Kianna. He won't let her do anything at all. Let alone let her do her own hair or let her pick the book she needs to study from the shelf. He prefers to do everything for her. Sometimes he would 'accidentally' cut her finger whenever she holds a knife by pulling it away from her, just so he could taste her blood from time to time (reference to the same scene with takumi). He will do anything just to please her.

NSFW

Praise

Senri knows Kianna had a rough time with other vampires. He wants to reassure her, make her feel good as he makes love to her. Whispering sweet praises in her ear while giving kisses to her skin, prioritizing her pleasure before hers to make her feel loved and happy.

Soft Sex

Senri likes to make love. Not rough fucking. Unless if that is what Kianna wants. He prefers worshipping every part of her before delving into his own desires. His hands roaming over her body as he slowly thrusts into her. Sometimes a hand on her cheek as he declares his love for her.

Marking

Trinity Blood

Notes: Finally some trinity blood content hehe. Fem! Reader. Isaak becomes a bit of a softie towards you. Being the ultimate gentleman to the reader (still prioritizes Cain tho..). Slightly protective. I think Isaak's love language will be acts of service and gift giving. Reader is a Methuselah and is part of the Rosen Creuz Orden. CONTAINS SOME SPOILERS FROM THE NOVEL.

Isaak Fernand Von Kampfer x Fem! Methuselah! Reader

He was called by many names and lived through many years to serve the strongest of the Krusniks. He was the most cunning, the most ruthless yet such a gentleman at the same time. Through the years, he disguised himself to achieve what he needed for Cain. The butler, Isaac. The magician. Saint-Germain. Magus. And many more.

Isaak Fernand Von Kampfer. That was his real name.

Yet the man who doesn't have much interest in anyone else except his master.

He became interested in you.

A low ranking Methuselah girl.

It amused him. Has become interested in a weak little thing like you. You do have your uses but of course, he still won't hesitate to dispose of you if he deems you a threat to his Mein Herr. But nonetheless he pursues you. Although not completely, preferring to watch you at first. Observing you. To understand how and what made him interested in you.

It was intriguing to him watching you train your abilities for offense and defense by yourself. Using your own made dummies. He approached you slowly. Taking small steps to get closer to you on a personal level. Surprising you with a cup of tea and sandwiches for a short break. Inviting you to help arrange his blood wines in his cellar. Calling upon your presence to ask you to run an errand for him. He was polite with you, sometimes offering you to go out with him for a walk during midnight.

It made you a bit scared and wary at first. Knowing what he can do. And you know very well that he was the one behind the disappearances of Helga and Balthasar. But you didn't question him about it and do what he says obediently, continuing your devotion to Cain and renew the world with 'fire'.

Isaak began to like you even more. Always taking you whenever he has to go somewhere. Sometimes he even lets you take care and watch over Cain himself as he has placed his trust in you to not harm his Mein Herr. Whenever he comes back, he would give you little trinkets of appreciation and gratitude. Sometimes it would be the sweet that you wanted to try out. Or it could even be a glass of the finest blood he has in his cellar. Or even an expensive looking jewelry or a new dress for you to wear.

You slowly began to open up to him about your likes and dislikes. What you want to happen in the future. With that information at hand, Isaak continues to be the sweet gentleman towards you. Gifting you the things you wanted most. Taking care of you physically and emotionally. It didn't take long for you to realize that he was courting you. It was very obvious and he did not bother to hide his romantic feelings for you.

You accepted his affections. After all, he was sweet, polite and attentive. He was very handsome as well. Not to mention, you were also falling for him. Returning his gifts with your own. Helping with chores. Accompanying him with his missions.

However, Isaak would always make sure you are at a safe distance during fights. He knows you can protect yourself. But he'd rather not drag you into a fight that you cannot win. Especially if he knows you'll get injured greatly. Always telling Guderian to stay by your side when he is gone.

Yandere! Alpha but with skin of revenant of roses. he reject his humanity and become a immortal king. Maybe F! Reader can be his assistant or maid that always royal to him till dead and become his queen. I'm sorry if it was a lot. I don't mind if this take a months! Stay healthy.

Requested by @massivepersonataco

Yandere MLBB

Notes: Yandere stuff. Don't interact if uncomfortable with this type of content (shoo shoo, you're responsible for what content you consume). Yandere! Alpha. Cold but a big softie for reader only. Overprotective. Obsessive. Affectionate. Isolation. Mass murder (other people). Alpha likes to spoil the reader cause he can. Headcannons plus short one shot. Based on Revenant of Roses skin!

Yandere! Revenant of Roses! Alpha x Fem! Reader

You've always been by his side when he was still human. Alpha was amused by this at first. Finding your loyalty both reassuring and helpful at most. He liked you, his personal little maid. Always attentive. Always looking out for him with your caring eyes and sweet smile.

He would let you brush his golden hair every night before bed. Keeping you by his side during meetings. He was a bit distant at first. After all, you're a maid and he's a king. Royal customs always take place first despite how much he cares about you. He must maintain the facade of a cold and strong king.

The more you stayed by his side. The more soft and gentle he was towards you. Unlike the cold and crisp glares he gives everyone in his court room. You were the only one brought down the walls around his heart.

He made sure you're always near him. Keeping you by his side at all times. Making sure guards accompany you whenever you have to fetch something outside the safety of the castle's walls whenever he couldn't.

Alpha knew he was in love with you. But he always kept it to a low. Not wanting any enemies to catch onto his feelings for you. He needed you safe. Well protected. His perfect little white rose. Your happiness reminded him of the bloom of a rose in the morning. He didn't care if he was crossing boundaries when he soon started courting you and locking you up in his room.

Despite his intense overprotective behaviour, you accepted it and slowly fell in love with him as he treated you to the finest things the world has to offer. From the most gorgeous gowns made from the softest and most expensive fabric. Glistening ruby and sapphire accessories. The most comfortable shoes. The most delicious food. He gives it all to you. His little rose.

Alpha's affection was also intense. He won't even leave without a deep and passionate kiss. Always keeping you close to his chest whenever you two fall asleep. But he wasn't jealous. No. Because he knows you're his. And you're very much well aware of it as well.

When the time came, he rejected his humanity for more strength. He knew that you wouldn't think twice about joining him as he raised you back from the dead with the help of his new powers.

Alpha was content to have you by his side for eternity. Knowing you love him. And he loves you deeply. And nothing could keep you away from him. And he just proved it by taking you back from the dead. As your eyes were now blue as his. You're now his queen. And by his side, you'll be protected as you stay in the castle while he kills anyone who dares to intrude your peaceful life with him. Nothing will take you away from him.

He had just come back from annihilating thousands of men who dared to interrupt your slumber. He left quickly as he sensed them, leaving you in the protection of Beta as you say in your bed made of the softest mattress. It didn't take long for him to come back, all cleaned up before he cuddles himself against you.

"You won't get hurt, not by me." Alpha murmurs softly, nuzzling his face into your neck gently. "You'll only get love, attention, and everything you've ever desired. I'll heal your broken heart and make sure it stays whole and only belongs to me."

"My heart has never been broken, my love." You chuckle as you wrap your arms around him.

"Hm... I was only saying. Just in case I ever did." He hums with a smile, his eyes staring into yours. "My little white rose. You'll always be safe with me."

"I know. It was quite odd of you to say to 'heal' my 'broken' heart. You know I'll always be by your side, my king..." You whisper as you kiss him softly, a hand reaching up to gently caress his cheek.

Thanks! I'm pretty much doing alright. I wish you pleasant and happy days too!

Yandere! NSFW! Record of Ragnarok

Notes: Minors don't interact pls. Straight up smut. No plot. 18+. Thor, Poseidon and Hades x FEM! Reader (Separately). Breeding kink. Vaginal sex. A pinch of yandere. Thor is kinda in a hurry to have sex with the reader (desperate boi). Hades wanted a big family. Degradation, spanking, doggy style, rough sex (Poseidon). Praise, DDLG kink, missionary (Hades). Mating press, biting kink, rough sex (Thor).