AFRA-RAZ

In the first dream, Yui was lost in Tokyo and was very scared. She was trying to get help from people but no one was helping her. She was very, very lonely. I almost wanted to cry for her. But Subaru found her and hugged her tightly. He hugged her so tightly that Yui almost suffocated. He promised her that he would never leave her alone again.

In the second dream, all the Diaboys went to a resort hotel with Yui and each had a separate plan to express their love for Yui and propose to her. When everyone was trying to do this, they found out about each other's plan and a fight broke out between them. While Yui was enjoying a beautiful beach. The Diaboys destroyed the entire hotel but still each proposed separately in the end. It was very funny and still so cute 🥺🥰😊.

This series will include 15 books.

Book number 01: name ( WIP ): An unknown person runs with baby Yui in the forest to save her from an unknown danger, when suddenly people attack him and Richter steals Yui from him and delivers her to the church. Yui grows up. Five-year-old Yui, along with her best friends Kina and Yumiko, sneak out of their dormitory in church at night to study about demons...

Book number 02: name ( WIP ): Yui meets Seiji after she turns ten years old, and Seiji shows great interest in Yui and promises her that one day he will adopt her as his child. But suddenly a beautiful lady takes Yui from the church and introduces her to Karlheinz. Karlheinz introduces his young sons to Yui, and ten-year-old Yui becomes good friends with them and they play together, etc. But suddenly, one day, Yui is returned to the church for unknown reasons, and all her memories with Karlheinz's sons are erased. Seiji accepts her as his child.

Book number 03: Haunted Dark Bridal ( rewrite with my own headcanons ): Now Yui is a seventeen-year-old girl and she goes back to the Sakamaki mansion on the orders of the church, but she doesn't remember them, nor do they remember Yui. The smell of Yui's blood is familiar to them and they torture Yui, but whenever Yui cries, something hurts their hearts and...

Book number 04: More Blood: ( rewrite with my own headcanons ): Yui meets the Mukami brothers but again they don't remember Yui and...

Book number 05: Dark fate: ( rewrite with my own headcanons ): Yui meets Tsukinami brothers and ....

Book number 06: Lost Eden: ( rewrite with my own headcanons ): Yui meets Kino and ...

Book number 07: name ( WIP ): Now all the brothers have become a little kinder to Yui and they all know in their hearts that they love her. But something is not right. And that is that they have met Yui before and Yui's smile makes them feel relaxed but none of them can remember why. Yui is dying due to her weakened heart and all the boys are trying to save her until they have to turn her into a vampire to save her.

Book number 08: name ( WIP ): Now Yui is a vampire and she is not very happy about it because she doesn't want to hurt people and ...

Book number 09: name ( WIP ): The past of a German prince who was turned into a vampire by Karlheinz for his plans, and now he has five sons, and his sons want to kill Yui because he thinks that Yui is Karlheinz's daughter. Yui meets them and...

Book number 10: name ( WIP ): Yumiko, who is one of Yui's old friends, goes to the five brothers as a sacrificial bride. She who understands the truth tries to find Yui and save her. Yui finally meets her friend after 7 years and...

Book number 11: name ( WIP ): A person named Clarence steals Yui to show her, her bitter past and see her parents. Yui, who is the heir to the great throne and has the task of saving the demons from the kingdom and the tyrannical rule of Karlheinz, now knows the truth and...

Book number 12: name ( WIP ): Someone from Karlheinz steals Yui and tortures her and tries to kill Yui and....

Book number 13: name ( WIP ) Yui finally meet her family and her older sister who is completely opposite of Yui will try to be close to her and .....

Book number 14: name ( WIP ): Yui and her sister try to find their mother...

I have a big list of AU novels I'm going to write for the DL community. The order and method of publication of each of these series is different. And if you want to have an overview of them, you can refer to the novels section in my wishlist.

Bloody Roses: This is a one-book novel written in historical style and is currently being published on my main blog @dia-souls

Angel and Devil: This series is a trilogy. The first book has been released. And the second and third books will be published before Christmas.

Diabolik lovers Series: This series is my biggest project and it is supposed to be the most similar to the game but in a better way. This series is going to narrate Yui's life in the church during her childhood and her memories with Diaboys and her life after all the games. In this series, my effort is to keep the main plot of the story with minimal changes and to tell the story with fewer flaws and more interesting plots. In this story, Yui's family is introduced with my own headcanons. This series can be introduced as AU to some extent, but not completely because I am not going to change the main plot, I just want to make it better and tell the continuation of the story with a better ending. This series will be released after the completion of the Angel and Devil trilogy and will include 20 books (15 main and 5 spin-offs). You can read this post for more information.

Modern AU: This series is going to be published in two ways. First of all, a trilogy in reverse harem way, in which Yui is shipped with all Diaboys. And then separate trilogys for each ship. The story of this series takes place in the modern world where boys are not vampires and their behavior may be different or OOC. The release time of this series will be announced soon.

Idol AU: This series is going to be published in two ways. First of all, a trilogy in reverse harem way, in which Yui is shipped with all Diaboys. And then separate trilogys for each ship. The story of this series takes place in the modern world where boys are not vampires and their behavior may be different or OOC. The idol of the story is supposed to be Yui. A summary of the story is published as Headcanons. You can read this headcanons for more information.The release time of this series will be announced soon.

Historical AU: This series is going to be published in two ways. First of all, a trilogy in reverse harem way, in which Yui is shipped with all Diaboys. And then separate trilogys for each ship. The story of this series takes place in the historical world where boys are vampires but it's gonna be classic vampire stories. Their behavior may be different or OOC. The release time of this series will be announced soon.

(❤️ fluff moments, cute confession, OOC, ... ❤️)

Shu to Reiji: You killed Edgar. And now Yui too. You knew how precious those two are to me. You stole both Edgar and Yui from me. (HDB Manservant.End)

Shu to Yui: Yui don't cry. I’m begging you, don’t just disappear on me without saying a thing. Whenever you disappear from my sight...I lose all meaning to remain in this world. (HDB After Story)

Shu to Yui: I’ll make a vow. Even if my body were to rot away and only my soul remains, I’ll remain by your side ....I’ll love only you Yui. (HDB Heaven.Epilogue)

Shu to Yui: I don’t want to let go of this warmth. I want to breathe in the scent of your blood forever. Those who try and get in the way ...Shall not be forgiven. (HDB Heaven.Epilogue)

Yui to Shu: Regardless if the world ends, forever. Even if my flesh rots and nothing but my soul remains, I want to stay with you Shu-san. (HDB Vampire.End)

Reiji to Yui: Yui it is that kind heart of yours, willing to trust, forgive and accept me no matter what I may have done, which has saved me so many times. (LE Ecstacy.Prologue)

Reiji to Yui: I was once again reminded...of just how vital of a role you play in my life. ...I love you Yui. (LE Ecstacy.Prologue)

Reiji to Yui: If I had to name one regret I will have...It would be that I will no longer be able to directly touch you with these hands. (LE Ecstacy.Epilogue)

Reiji to Yui: Yui you get to be here to witness this joyous occasion with me. I honestly do not think I have ever felt so honored before. (LE Ecstacy.Epilogue)

Reiji to Yui: I will do everything within my power...To make sure that this happiness can last forever. For you, my beloved Yui...Nn. (LE Vampire.End)

Yui to Karlheinz: That is... I don’t know if I can guide him. However...I’ll be with Reiji-san no matter what happens on the way that lays before us. (CL Euphoria.Ending)

Ayato to Yui: While I was asleep, I was lookin’ for you. Inside my dreams, the whole time. On top of not knowin’ where I was headed, you were nowhere to be found. It was a frustratingly long journey. I finally found you, so no way in hell I’m lettin’ you go again! So Yui, marry me at once. Vow to me that you’ll never disappear on me again. (MB Vampire.End)

Ayato to Yui: ...Yui. When you’re on the brink of death, I’ll be right there by your side. I’ll stay with you, holding you in my arms...Kissing you until your heart beats for the final time. I love you, Yui. I’ll stay with you forever, till death do us part. (MB Vampire.End)

Ayato to Yui: You really are the best. One day, I’ll use my own strength to build you a castle to your liking. Just you wait, Yui. (MB after story)

Ayato to Yui: It’s okay that I made mistakes, that I ran off and did some stupid things. So, you understand what I‘m trying to say right now? You‘re the one who accepted me with all my mistakes Yui. That’s why... you should stay with me forever. (CL Euphoria.End)

Yui thinking about Ayato: But, I'm very happy to be loved by Ayato-kun. I’ll always love you, for now and forever Ayato-kun. Today and tomorrow, forever— (CL Euphoria.End)

Kanato to Yui: When it comes to our bond, not even death can pull us apart, right? Until my soul burns up...I’ll vow that I will love only you Yui. (HDB Vampire.End)

Kanato to Yui: Hey...Yui? You only have me. I only have you. It’ll be just the two of us for eternity. Nothing should be able to get in between us...That’s why, I want to be even closer to you... In our own little world...I’ll love only you forever... I love you... (HDB After Story)

Kanato to Yui: You’re all I need. As long as we can feel each other like this, I no longer care for anything else. I love you, Yui. (MB Vampire.End)

Kanato to Yui: After all, like this...you are right here in my arms, aren’t you? I need you, Yui. When you’re not with me...I can no longer be myself... No matter how amazing of a bear you make, it can’t compete. With you, my number one favorite, that is. (MB After story)

Yui to Kanato: I’ll no longer go anywhere. I want to stay here forever...I’ll be by your side. Being able to spend my days with you makes me happier than anything. (MB After story)

Laito to Yui: Taking it easy like this and coming to the amusement park with you to watch the parade makes me realize just how blessed I am. I had never experienced this feeling up until now. (MB After story)

Laito to Yui: If I stay with you forever, every day would be very fun, and I get to experience new thrills all the time. Sometimes I wonder if it isn’t a little too late for me to finally realize these kind of feelings. Yui-chan, I love you. (MB After story)

Laito to Yui: Don’t worry. No need to worry. I won’t let anyone come between us. ...Not even that guy. I’m genuinely happy that I can still hold you in my arms like this. Hey, Yui-chan. Will you spend the life you were given with me? (CL Euphoria.End)

Yui thinking about Laito: We were allowed this life, so we have to make the best of it. Without hesitation. Because I’m sure that when my time comes, Laito-kun will be there by my side. (CL Euphoria.End)

Suabru to Yui: You didn’t avert your gaze from someone so unsighty and filthy as myself, but looked back at me with tears in your eyes... I love you. My special queen of the night is... ...Yui, it’s you. (HDB Vampire.End)

Subaru to Yui: ...When I consider that you will pass on before me... I just...don’t know what to do with myself. I feel like I’m suffocating, and my chest aches... To the point of losin’ my mind... I want you to pass after you’ve killed me. (MB Vampire.End)

Subaru to Yui: ...Yui, I love you. So much so it’s drivin’ me crazy... I can’t live without you. That’s how much...I love you. (MB Vampire.End)

Subaru to Yui: I won’t leave you alone... My whole future which lies ahead...exists for the sake of walking by your side. I won’t abandon you. (MB After story)

Subaru to Karlheinz: My name is Subaru, and her name is Yui. It's not Adam or Eve. From my own free will, whether it's living or dying, it will be beside her. I don't give a shit what you think about it! (CL Euphoria.End)

Yui to Karlheinz: Not as Eve, but through my own free will I want to be by Subaru-kun's side. From here on out, and for all of eternity. (CL Euphoria.End)

Ruki to Karlheinz: During the long time which has passed since we fled, my feelings have not changed one bit. If anything, I’ve only grown even more reluctant to giving her up. I cannot stop myself from strongly wishing to be together with Eve...No, Yui. (MB After story)

Ruki to Yui: Back then...When I lost my family, when I lost everything. I thought I’d never be able to believe in anything ever again. I couldn’t fathom ever feeling love for another human being again. But these feelings are undoubtably love. (MB After story)

Ruki to Yui: Yui you really are my angel. In that case, I’ll remain by your side even more than I already have. We’ll be together at all times. Let’s live by each other’s side. Yui...I love you. (MB After story)

Ruki to Yui: Even at a time like this... When you’re holding me, I feel at ease... I won’t let go of you. I never thought I’d be apologising to you at a time and place like this... I love you Yui. Even if my body is destroyed, my soul will live on inside of you forever. Yui... I’m grateful that you’ve chosen me...(CL Euphoria.End)

Yui to Ruki: It’s just... I fell in love with you, is all. And you fell in love with me. All of this Adam and Eve stuff aside— I love you, Ruki. I want to spend the rest of my life with you. (CL Euphoria.End)

Kou to Yui: No matter what I have to give up, or who I have to betray. Even if I can no longer suck your blood, I want us to be together. I love you, Yui. No matter what others may say, I...love you. (MB Vampire.End)

Kou to Yui: I thought I had nothing left, but right now, I have you. That is all I need. I don’t want anything else. I swear on this misformed ring, underneath the sky... I love you...Yui. From here on out, for eternity... (MB After story)

Kou to Yui: I missed you so badly while we were apart. I’m so very happy...to be able to feel your warmth right now. These moments when I’m holding you in my arms make me feel the most at peace. You’re just so incredibly precious. (LE Vampire.End)

Kou to Socrates: From the beginning it was not necessary to test Adam and Eve. Even without testing it, I love Yui. Don't you ever dare to interfere with us again!! (CL Euphoria.End)

Yui to Kou: Hey, Kou-kun. I’m very happy right now. To be able to gaze at the blue skies you loved so much together... Hey, I love you, Kou-kun. You’ll always be...the only one for me. (LE Manservant.End)

Yuma to Yui: Mukami Yuma vows that he will love you forever. It’s ‘Even in death’, isn’t it? ...Now ya are officially mine, Yui. ...You’re my very own Eve. I’ll never let ya go again. (MB Vampire.End)

Yuma to Yui: Next year and the year after all, forever. As long as ya want the roses I grow... I’ll raise them for ya, year after year. Right...In that case, I might as well raise 999 roses at some point. Then turn them into a rose bouquet for ya. (MB After story)

Yuma to Yui: Say, Yui. Stay by my side another year. Then next year, lemme vow to ya again. That I love ya... Next year I won’t just stick to one, but grow lots for ya. Yui, I love ya... (MB After story)

Yuma to Yui: We’ll live together as a family. ...To a bright future ahead of us, kay? A new life being born into this world, huh? ...Let’s watch over it. Together. (LE Vampire.End)

Yuma to Yui: My brothers are here, you're here. I was... able to protect the things important to me. I swear our daily lives won't be destroyed by anyone, no matter what. Even if the situation is dangerous, I will face it again and again. So, Yui... Always smile next to me. (CL Euphoria.End)

Yui to Yuma: I’ll love you until the day I die. (MB Vampire.End)

Azusa to Yui: ...Haah, we can be together at last. The pain, suffering and sadness have finally come to an end. Aah...I’m so happy... You taught me this feeling, Yui... (MB Vampire.End)

Azusa to Yui: Before I met you, I didn’t know this kind of happiness existed. Living while being hurt was my everything after all... But things have changed. I won’t let anyone destroy our happiness. We are happy at last, Yui-san... (MB Vampire.End)

Azusa to Yui: Say, Yui-san? Listen to me. I love you...Forever. I want to continue spending time with you...With our family...Forever. From here on out, I want you to keep smiling...Next to me... (MB After story)

Azusa to Yui: Right. We’ll stay smiling like this, for eternity. I’ll continue loving you forever, Yui-san... (MB After story)

Yui thinking about Azusa: Aah...This is bliss. I never fathomed this kind of day would come. Azusa-kun’s here by my side, I’ve got my own family, and we get to spend time together underneath the clear skies like this... (MB Vampire.End)

Carla to Yui: I no longer need to hold anything back. What should I call these feelings? I...like you. I love you. I truly...never get tired of watching you.. (DF Vampire.End)

Carla to Yui: Good grief, you keep saying those cheering things. Just what whould I do without you? I have already received many things from your kind heart. That is why, I will keep listening to your certain wishes and desires. I do enjoy watching these flowers. But now, I want to look at you way more. (CL Euphoria.End)

Carla to Yui: As my wife, please continue praying for the revival of the Founders. ...Let us continue to march towards the future together, for eternity. (BTD Track.05)

Yui thinking about Carla: It was a long road, but we’re finally on the same page... At first, I thought all of this was part of some kind of dark fate I had been cursed with... But just by connecting our hearts, I was able to break through that fate. Carla-san, you are the one who helped me realize that. So allow me to say... thank you. (DF Vampire.End)

Shin to Yui: You will pass before me. That’s a fate we simply can’t avoid, isn’t it? So at the very least...I want to be with you, always...until the moment you take your final breath. Then even after you’re no longer in this world, my feelings for you will remain unchanged. So you can rest assure. You’re the only person I’ll ever hold dear, for the rest of my life. ...I love you. (BTD Track.05)

Yui to Shin: I had a dream of the two of us. About everything which happened leading up to this moment... I'm so happy. I love you. (DF Vampire.End)

Kino to Yui: I basically abandoned my entire past and the meaning of my existence, everything, when I left you alone back then. That’s when I realized that all I needed was only you Yui. (CL Euphoria.End)

Kino to Yui: I won’t let you leave me. A world without you would be dull and colorless. I don’t even want to imagine it. (BTD Track.05)

Hello everyone.

Well, I honestly don't know where to start. I've been through so much in the past few months. I feel like talking about it and repeating such memories won't change anything in me.

Losing the love of my life was a terrible and difficult change. It's been more than five months and I've come to the conclusion that I can't go on like this. I decided to make a change to make myself feel better. And I remembered how much this fandom brings me joy and happiness. Although I haven't fully recovered from this trauma yet, I decided to get back into the fandom. Maybe getting back into writing and drawing can make a positive change for me. I'm sure my dear boyfriend would want the same for me. And I still have hope for freedom and a better future.

I want to finally write that series of novels I've always wanted for this fandom and I decided to start soon. And I'd like to slowly get back into drawing. Today I'm publishing a new post on my main blog @dia-souls again and gradually increasing my activity.