A Word Of Welcome And Of Warning

Oh fuck I should check with Dad about that. He’s been kind of pushy lately, I mean, it is Christmas. (We’re not religious or anything but we still celebrate it??) I’m still kind of deciding what i want to do moving wise, but I guess it’s not bad to have a room there that’s mine that isn’t “my room from when I was 7” anyway…

Is he good? I can’t imagine Dave as good at anything (this is me being purposefully rude) but I actually have no idea… do you think Blue is good at anything…

Thank you by the way. You’re sweet 😊

(Sorry to cut this! It was. Getting a little long.) 

I think you should take advantage of him wanting to do that for you, if you’re comfortable! You deserve people doing and making things for you, and I know that he’s not good at it but I think he wants to prove he does still care, at least in his own twisted around way. I think it would be good for both of you for you to have a space there that’s your own, where you can feel almost-yourself and still be around him. Uh. I know that this is all a lot of personal stuff and if you’d like me to take my nose out of your business just tell me to buzz off! I just think it would be good for you and I like seeing you all have good things happen to you I guess haha Plus going back to your room from when you were a kid and it still being preserved like that is just... weird and kind of unsettling. So I can totally see why you want to not have that anymore hah.

Arthur’s good at arcade games, yeah. Uh. Better than me at least. I guess that’s a pretty low bar though, heh. I love arcades but I suck at stuff like that. Machines hate me, like claw machines? Always have little seizure fits when I try to use them. I probably have like slightly more latent static electricity than most people or something haha. I’m good at code and programming and stuff but actual mechanics will without fail just fall apart on me. hah. 

I bet Blue’s good at like, pac man and stuff, but probably not as good at stuff like air hockey. I don’t know why I say that! He just strikes me as a pac man guy. I bet he’d totally be a Brunswick Billiards fanboy though. I don’t know if he’d be good? I guess uh. I just assumed that all of them have to be good at something if they get away with what they got away with right? but I mean that thing doesn’t have to be... like... arcade games haha I don’t think those help you do that.