Yeah so,
I've been in a domestic violence situation for four years, it's getting so bad to the point I cannot actually do anything in this house. I'm a prisoner in my environment and cannot safely shower or go to the bathroom without being accused of heinous things.
I think after a certain point your morale drops so low you start questioning yourself as being a human being. You'd do anything to get out of your situation but I have someone that does want to take me in for a time. I'm at the point I wouldn't mind if I ended up homeless because of it but I'd rather I do get to keep some of my things (like my clothes and books.) I need to be able to afford to ship my things, I need to cover travel expenses. Mostly I need a little over to be able to afford things until I can get myself another job because, I'm functional enough to work. But I haven't been able to due to physical injury and then, nearly being nearly placed inpatient because of the critical break I went under. Only reason I afforded my bills this month is because my sibling and boyfriend helped me.
I'm a functioning schizophrenic, but without being able to afford the medications that keep me in reality and allowing a space for me to actually BE a human being I'm stuck in a perpetual loop of barely scraping by to afford what I can for myself and I get no help with anything outside of that. And now I just want out.
I just want out of this place. I want to go somewhere I'm okay. I need something to help, like a little bit. Really I need at least 2k but I don't know. I have a cashapp, paypal, yeah.
$IsaacThatcher [email protected] is my paypal.
I've been to crisis, I've been given the numbers, I know either way it means I lose most of my stuff, I don't want to. I should be allowed to keep the things I have. What's left that I like. It's upsetting. I want to ship some of my things to my boyfriend.
Please help, if you can. I just want to get to the part where financial struggle is something that I can look forward to.
I have gotten a cool, five dollars. I appreciate that person.
I am still very much, in need. Really I'm just looking to ship my stuff and get a plane ticket at this point which is like, 500-600 dollars. I'm counting a Lyft ride to the airport in that, and USPS ground shipping. If I can get that done I can get out of here.
Still stuck right now, still looking for a way out. I am alive and looking to live a little more comfortably.















