Scott wasn't wrong. He hadn't fed in a while, but it was mostly since he had been avoiding seeking out other possible targets. It felt wrong, knowing that it wouldn't be with the other, but the demon also felt bad asking for it at times, thinking that it would be a bother despite chances were that it wasn't going to be. So when the mutant guided his hand from his cheek only to press a kiss against his palm, the incubus found himself sighing softly, eyes falling shut as the tip of his tail moved, seeking out to press itself against the side of Scott's head.
That second question, it gave him pause, made him think.
Love wasn't something usual with his kin. There was a few rare cases where it would happen, but other demons usually didn't bring it up, or if it was, it was denied endlessly. They had a strict code, they couldn't coexist quietly with mortals. But James didn't believe in that, not after figuring out how he felt around Scott was just proof that it could happen.
β Scott, β the mutant's name rolled off his tongue with such ease, β It'sβ¦ something I've been trying to grapple with, seeing that concept is rather foreign among most of my kin, if not shunned entirely. I've been thinkin' about it a lot lately. β He murmured, his hand lowering from the other's face, traveling downward to his waist as the demon leaned his head forward, pressing a light kiss to the mutant's forehead. β I can tell that there's something more.. special, between us. More than what we've been doin' for the past months. It leaves me feelin' with a comforting warmth that I've never felt with anyone else before. β The kind of warmth that left you wanting more, to the point that he had ignored his own needs - something he only did when he wasn't satisfied with his current so-called βpartnerβ but this time? It was different, it wasn't because his level of satisfaction was not reached, it was because he started doubting himself.
He didn't feel like that he was good enough - in many more ways than one. A soft sigh left him as he tried to pull the other closer, clearly not wanting to let go, fearing that if he did, the mutant would walk away and forget about him. No, he didn't want to be forgotten.
β I know that I've.. been avoiding feedin', and I'm sorry I made you feel that way. β Could he be fully at fault for it? β But I do appreciate that you're lookin' out for me - it means a lot, even for someone like me. β Scott couldn't see it, but he could feel the fact that a smile was slowly showing itself on the demon's lips. β So to answer you, in full honesty.. Yes, yes I do love you, Scott. β It felt so strange to say those words. A feeling so familiar yet so.. unknown. It left him warm inside, not that he would complain about it, it was nice compared to the usual cold.
β β¦ And I would want nothin' more than to have a pact with you. β He then added, his voice quieter than before as his hand made its return against the mutant's cheek, thumb slowly stroking against skin. β Would you like to.. seal it with a kiss, then? βΒ