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he wasn't even looking at me and he found me
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@oubliette-subsystem
⚠️no sysmeds and no shit-stirrers⚠️
endo-friendly 👍
about:
formed after switching hosts in 2020
quoigenic system, body is 35
z has been frontstuck for like 4 years now lol
this'll be probably just for reblogging stuff we like and random thoughts
system notes: tag rbs with your name for sorting
intros:
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Another one of those nights were co-fronters can only vaguely feel eachother, but I wanted to tell it differently this time
ts pmo
Do you have an imaginary friend?
yes
used to
no
results
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It's okay if you can't hear your alters
Inner communication is difficult. We certainly don't do it much, either. But that doesn't mean that they aren't there.
I always see it as them sleeping.
There's nothing wrong with communicating via notes or texts! It does make it take a bit longer, but I think it's worth it to talk to your head buddies
Your system isn't broken or wrong because you lack internal communication. That's completely normal and fine, and happens a lot for other systems too.
Tell your headmates hi for me!
@lil-lmao
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i think there's another facet in here o.o she seems nice?
she also sounds like Lilith from Diablo IV which may explain the appearance lol
Being anti-endo baffles me actually. Wdym it’s unrealistic for the human brain to create more beings per body just cause it wasn’t caused by trauma. The human brain is so complicated I think the most unrealistic thing is expecting it to follow your rules actually.
Ive seen a few takes on how inital splitting occurs, but I've been sitting on this one for a WHILE now because I just happened to be doing dishes (literally, not metaphorically) when thinking about it
"I asked ChatGPT" "I asked Grok" "I asked Gemini" Ok, well I asked Entrapta, Princess of Dryl, and she's been waiting years for someone to ask her about her theories. She's been talking for 45 minutes straight and there's tiny snacks, we're having the time of our lives.
the idea of headmates needing to be distinct is so pervasive. even in the plural community here, there feels like theres this unspoken expectation that being plural involves very distinct and discrete personality states. or at least that you should be able to make a pk that has all of your headmates. because all headmates should have a name and discrete identity apparently. i dont hate pk but it definitely reinforces that idea that systems need to be structured in a specific way
it leads to a lot of hurt. a lot of people fighting their brains to try to fit into a specific idea of plurality. or just deciding they cant be plural or that they arent plural enough
basically everyone i know who is plural can give some specific number of headmates they have and all their names. and like that's great if thats how it works for them. but i wonder how many of them are hurting themselves to categorize themselves like that
also like it's ok for the structure of your system to be unclear. its ok if you dont understand how it works. its ok if you dont even feel that system is the right word for it. theres so much diversity in how plurality presents itself and there is no such thing as not plural enough or whatever
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someone asking if i was demon possessed when i tried to explain plurality
this is ableism.
something entrancing and exhilarating about dual systems. i was born because you needed someone to help you survive, and so i exist to help you fill in the gaps of a life you didn't ask for. we exist to help each other and in the spaces between what we can handle, we assist one another.......... a dual system where they got Out of the Shit at a time where they were able to fill their life with less stressors and so didn't split further, because they have what they need and like. wow. what a relationship dynamic you know? i was born because i was told i have to be a person and i was born because you needed help being a person. and now i get to also discover what it means to be a person because i can't just be a tool forever. so now we're both people, intricately wound around one another, inherently tied, people with each other rather than separate. okay!!!!!!
i miss feeling safe enough to fall apart
If every alter in my system partner is a ribbon coming out of their head, I will simply count and weave each ribbon through my fingers, making a beautiful braid with each new and old piece, even in different colors and textures, I love all fabrics. Even when some break or wear away, I love all fabrics. Even when they don’t want to cooperate or run from my touch, I love all fabrics. Even if it is in a distasteful color or uncomfortable texture, I love all fabrics. May the beautiful braid I made be worn everywhere, wherever you people may so please. I love all of my ribbons
States of Being
We were trying to explain to some friends earlier that saying "this person is in front" and "this person is co-conscious" isn't always the most useful phrasing for us because either of those terms can mean a lot of different things. We have our own words that we like to use to describe where folks can be in relation to our awareness.
The states on this chart are still a bit of a simplification, as we flow between them and it's more of a spectrum than a discrete set, but they're close enough to the actual language that we use to do the job.
Reblogging these images in a format that'll be easier for mobile users to read. Hope that's alright. 👍👍
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Plural culture is
"Maybe im faking withiut realizing"
(An alter from the back of the mind, yelling at the top of their lungs but still sounding muffled and quiet anyway since theyre far back) "fuck you im real"
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Stunning opal find from Mintabie, South Australia!
Photo: South Australian Opal Traders
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