My mind is an enigma.

Its time to show my hidden love for anything history related in relation to something my sister told me today, fun fact, they don't teach about WW2 anymore in my local highschool because of and I quote the paper she showed me "The possiblity to offened or cause mental distraught in students who deem it as such" her "textbook" written by the school not the schoolboard completely leave out WW2 and all the good that came out of it invention wise, they are actively removing a part of our history because some snowflakes are disheartened by the actions, I visited my local legion today to talk to our vets and one of them who fought in WW2 told me "I didnt fight for my country just for the history of it to not be taught as a way to prevent it from ever happening again" and the heartbreak in his voice almost made me cry im not going to lie myself im not afraid to admit my family lineage, I have German in me and document proof my great great grandfather was a part of the nazi army before deserting because he didn't believe in the cause anymore and realised they where the bad guys, he willingly turned himself in to a local british squad and from what my great aunt told me because i cant read german he said in his journal "I turned myself in after running away knowing I might of been shot anyways I was scared, but I was more scared of what my country had become" they allowed him his freedom in return for any information he had on troop movement, and the stories my aunt translated for me made me realise that we are going to lose this history if people continue to be as soft as they are, while I agree there are zome topics we should cushion the blow on, history is not one of them, we should not hide our history for risk of making a handful of people upset for 20 minutes on the topic though and the coolest thing that will be in my possession when my aunt kicks the bucket is my great great grandfather's journal, uniform, and mauser as that has been willed to me in my aunts will as my grandfather willed it to her, its the little bits of the history we still have left be it out vets or personal belongings handed down the generational tree. And while I am sorry to anyone who is offended by the fact that I am not afraid to hide the fact I had a Nazi in my family, I think its a good thing to learn from that we are not what our family makes us.

I'm live on Twitch, come hang out got board and playing some BL3 for new years come join in my friendos https://www.twitch.tv/for_the_flame?sr=a

I have decided my next character since Xelot has completed his journey of cardinal sin, I just finished watching Thor Love and Thunder(Korg is still and always will be tge best boi) I shall make Gorr the God Butcher, this being my first Cosplay run I do need suggestions, I know for a fact im picking up the godslayer prayer book and seal(started as prophet since it has pretty high faith and strength for a starting build) im just stuck on fashion other than that i got the character made, i know what stats to prioritise, i know my weapons, i knownmy spells, and I know my ending, i just can't seem to pinpoint the fashion for the build,

Time to combine my two favorite games of recent time, New Vegas and Elden Ring, and id like to argue that the Courier would have a harder time in the Lands Between with all his weaponry and power armor then the Tarnished would Naked with their fists would in the Mojave, let me explain, the courier would probably get up to Margit with little issue, the early game mob type enemies would easily get oneshotted by a 10mm or a Varmint Rifle, but when they get to Margit he would crush them with how nimble he becomes, no matter what gun or melee they use bullets would just bkunce with how thick his Omen skin is, and a super sledge would be to slow to ever hit him, no matter the horror they faced and killed in the mojave Margit would be their doom, meanwhile the Tarnished would be dodge rolling through fiends and Legionaries bullets and machete slices like nothing, causing mass panic within the factions due to watching their members be cut in half with a sword twice as big as them being swung with one hand, while seeing the other half of the faction being struck down by presumably god themself with divine lightning, and then seeing this godlike being ring a bell summoning an exact duplicate of themselves with the same power level. Tl;dr, The Courier would die within an hour of being in the lands between and the Tarnished would become a living god with a cult dedicated to them and a whole settlement named after them, being worshipped and feared by the masses in the mojave

"How do you know the rules of Blackjack your 23 and can barely play go-fish without fucking up?" Asked my friend today, and I told him "Fallout New Vegas, max your luck and learn the rules for blackjack and its the perfect get rich quick scheme"

Merry Crimbo, friendos, may your day be good and your messages be appraised, i shall be wearing the merchant set all day, invading, leaving armour sets or weapons for those i invade and then leaving, spending the rest of my day chilling with skinny santa Kalè, enjoy the day my good sirs and have a wonderful day

Meth dog down, gave the goodest boy an honerable dual, and beat an old man with back problems to death with a giant pizza wheel, and a well placed bolt of red lightning, now its time for the cage match of a century and probably getting turned into a stone smoothy with how much my corpse will be mulched into the floor if Papa louix grabs me not to worried about the godfrey part of the fight though. Xelot is almost done his journey so imma need new ideas for character builds soon.

The journey or Xelot is going well, steamrolled my way to the mountaintop of the giants, going back to kill some more dragons, Kalimar a few more hearts from the ones ive missed, got the nastiest no-hit run on Morgott, poor dude didnt even know what hit him thanks to Bolt of Gransax, fire giant should be fairly easy, might actually make my life easy and use sleep pots on slimjim and fat Albert, once i get to tornado town taking a quick detour to lightning park thats connected to birdhell avenue to find my clothes. Grab how to make lightning red for dummies, and then probably get killed in one of the many sketchy ghettos full of beastmen, not looking forward to fighting the gang leader though someone stole something very special to him, used it to kill his bestfriends brother and now its on sight for everyone, his hands are rated E for everybody, although ive been getting better at his fight recently so im not too worried supirisngly.

Alright duel twinblades is beat, next up time to try a faith build, specifically lightning and dragon communion, but until i get any of those items i shall be hurling my fire mixtape at the citizens of the lands between in the name of our lord and savior, the three fingers. Oh you thought i was gonna say two fingers? Nah fam ive put my opinion on the two fingers and the golden order fundamentalist fuck'm i shall embrace the frenzied flame and become king nothing. Even gave the character a shnazzy name Xelot, think im going to enjoy this run. Ill keep yall posted but for now fun town run down beat the piss out of greyroll pumped it into vit faith int and strength thanks to tje gpff on the beach fown the hill from the first steps, got both halves of rhe dectus medallion and am in my way to get mah lightning incantation prayer book