I AM: a clown 🤡

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You killed me

My cat when she want to be snuggled

Yellow balloons

Raspberry iced tea

Rain storms

The sound of birds chirping

the blanket my sister knit me

Fruit flavored ice cream

The freckles I get across my cheeks after I spent a day outside

Iced lemon water

Mud

My pink dinosaur key chain

How confident I feel when I sing my favorite song

Driving with the windows down, singing as loud as I can and not caring

Braided hair

Lilacs

Laughing so hard your stomach hurts

Forehead kisses

Hugging someone in the winter who just came in from outside

Milk chocolate

Laying on the ground, closing my eyes, and listening to my favorite podcasts

Finding something I forgot I lost

Unapologetic wild laughter while re-reading my favorite book series

Happy tears

Roller coasters

Butterflies and spiders and beetles and ants and every other bug

Holding hands with someone I love

Getting on the elliptical at the gym and listening to loud music

Finding a new song that makes me feel the feelings

When my dog curls up at my side and does that little dog sigh

Finding a book or audiobook I don’t want to stop reading

S’mores Blizzards from Dairy Queen (or just S’mores in general)

Falling asleep to the sound of rain

Lying in the pool, cold from the water but hot from the sun, reading a book

Buying school supplies

The Office Ladies podcast

Painting my nails

New red lipstick

The sound of being under water

When my cat sits on my lap

Shopping days with friends

Snakes in hats

Getting a prompt for a story I really really want to write

Getting new comment emails for my stories

When I get into bed and my cat immediately leaps on the bed after

That adrenaline high after a good workout

A really good story

A sweet fanfiction comment

Thunderstorms

Broadway music

Long walks

Acoustic covers of popular songs

Try Guys videos

Safiya Nygaard’s videos

Watching episodes of Guy’s Grocery Games when he makes the judges compete

Sushi

Hugs. Just all the hugs

- listening to music (Mostly the same song a lot of times

- coming up with another fic idea

- pizza

- hanging out with my friends

- hanging in my room

- reading a good book you don’t want to put down

- playing with my dog

- Thunderstorms

- watching the rain when it’s raining (This is most of the times also the only time that my curtains are open in my room. Otherwise they are always closed)

- the smell when it’s going to rain or when it’s raining

Car rides at night when it’s raining

When other people can’t stop smiling or laughing because they’re just so happy

Cuddles

Curtain calls

When I’m the “chosen one” and dogs come lay next to me

Laughing with my best friend until we start crying

Holding hands with people and skipping

Feeling like I can do anything after walking out of a movie theater

Dancing in the living room to my favorite music

Curling up in a blanket nest

Ice cream

Pillow forts

The smell of cinnamon

Fresh brownies

Bear hugs

Laying on the roof and stargazing

Quiet thunderstorms

Roasting marshmallows over a campfire

•The smell of Christmas trees

•Carving pumpkins with my friends

•The smell of rain

•My dogs

•Getting the giggles with my friends at inappropriate times

•When something I’ve been waiting for comes out (movie/chapter to someone’s fic)

•cookie mugs

•sushi

•people being kind to eachother without a reason

•dancing at 3 am in the kitchen while listening to worryingly loud music

•a lovely fanfiction comment

•having long conversations with my grandparents over a cup of tea

•Exciting trips out with my friends

•Exploring new places

- hot chocolate

- reading fluffy fanfiction

- laughing with my friends

- sending memes to my friends

- making tiktoks for my friends

- hugs

- sleeping in the winter when you’re warm

- writing and having motivation to write

- good mental health days

- sunny days with a bit of wind

- sunsets

- dreaming about a happy future

- remembering childhood stories

- playing with little kids and toddlers

- remembering all my birthdays

- making someone smile when they’re sad

- loving someone with all your heart

- knowing people care for you

- feeling safe around people

- working really hard for something to pay off

- when you have a little hope

- cuddling

- late night/early morning deep talks

my friends

the smell of fresh baked cookies

hugs

snuggling with my pets

rainy days

coffee

writing

mac and cheese

bubble baths

watching boats sail by

popcorn

notebooks

cross-stitching

getting a fanfiction comment

hearing birds chirping

kpop

seeing almost anything purple

My family

My friends

my cat

My OCs (Tatum, Art, Loch, and Seven, specifically)

Writing Irondad

Reading Irondad

Learning about LGBT+ stuff

Learning ASL

The discord servers I’m in

Videogames

TV shows

Comics

My Funko Pops collection

The Spider-Man tin lunchbox my dad gave to me

My music playlists

All the posters in my room (plus the giant Fire Nation tapestry lol)

My sister’s chocolate chip cookies

Helping people, just generally making people feel happy and good about themselves

A few things that have been making me happy lately:

hugs from people who are taller than me

making new friends with common interests

reading/writing Irondad

getting a comment/kudos on one of my fics

movie marathons

babysitting my youngest cousins

lemonade

cinnamon rolls

random photo sessions with my friends

ramen

geeking out over anime with my brother

matcha

Hmm, now onto things that make me happy…

Thinking/writing/reading about Irondad. It’s just so s o f t

Writing in general, especially in a mood where I can just get down to writing with no distractions

My dog, particularly when he chooses to sit right beside me

Rain, when it’s light and patterning gently against the windows,,, with that nice rain™️ smell to it

Finishing the last of a big set of work/a test and knowing I’ll have time to relax afterwards

Cake. Especially with that nice thick, rich icing

Laying in bed, listening to one of my favourite books as an audiobook, preferably read by a calm voice

Having nice comments/feedback on my writing

Making new friends, especially those with common interests

Along those lines. Being called a friend for the first time

Animals

Drawing

Playing with my Ironfam on Sims 4

Being around a small group of people I know and love

Christmas. The terrible (great) movies, spending time with loved ones, the whole general aesthetic of it

Cuddling. Esp. plushes.

On that note, anything soft. Fluffy blankets, comfy clothes, etc.

Wow, I could literally ramble on all day about anything but I think I’ll put a stop on it there. Hmm, to tag;

@yes-i-am-happyaspie @science-and-chex-mix @spideykid @offbrandpeterparker @arrow-shadowwolf

Things that make me happy:

fluffy fanfic

angsty fanfic (it makes me happy bc i love angst while at the same time making me die inside lol)

friend groups

feeling like i’m connecting to a person

binge-watching a tv show

the smell of homemade biscuits before you bake them (the dough?? idk if i’m explaining this right)

my grandma’s gingersnap cookies. and her gingerbread cookies. pretty much all her cookies

drawing!!

writing!!

singing!!

making mini-movies

acting in plays/videos/etc

someone complementing how i look

being done with schoolwork

back-to-school shopping

feeling like i’m being included in a group

finding photos of myself in my school yearbook

soft clothes

going over to my best friend’s house

video-calling

milk chocolate

hot chocolate

cookies n cream ice cream

memes

the sound of rain

the sound i hear when i’m lying in bed at my grandma’s house and can hear the planes flying by and the cars driving but also the birds and crickets- this is my favorite sound ever

getting anything close to a solo on my clarinet in band

when a bunch of band kids come early in the morning and practice the same song together,, it’s so fun and sounds awesome!!

seeing lgbt+ representation

cool music

getting a new notebook/sketchbook

freckles

mac n cheese

my really close friends

Well that was a lot XD

thunderstorms

my cats purrs

tea drenched in honey

my two dogs little snoots

finding a really talented fic writer

rearranging my bookshelves

hitting high notes while singing/just doing a song pretty well

beautiful hardcovers

getting a text from a friend

road trips

moss

rooms with big windows showing off the night sky, illuminated by artificial yellow light✌🏻 this is very specific and factually the best thing

going on stupid adventures around town with friends

mountains

rewatching the first avenger for the 24th time

getting a long rally on badminton matches

the absolute rush of rollerblading

cuffed, ripped jeans and a long t shirt tucked in (only valid outfit ever)

w a t e r

dutch braids

when my cat sleeps on my lap

when people like my dumb shitposts

frog

my dads home cooked dinners

playing cards with my friend group, it’s a tradition

sending memes to my siblings

wondering what colour my sisters hair will be the next time i see her

barbecue

reading on the balcony

reading in the forest (pros of living in the boreal forest region of canada😎)

walking in the forest

pillow forts

calling my friends peasants, lovingly i swear

saying “i love you” platonically

Talking to my friends about anything and everything

Listening to a song on repeat for hours on end because it fit my mood

Recreating Cabinet Battle #1 with my sister (singing along to any and all Hamilton songs as well)

Spending literal days at my cousins house binging movies

Daisies

Warm blankets at 3 am

When I successfully teach myself a new song on the piano

Reading a book before bed

Writing outside, listening to the world revolve around me

When an unexpected/forgotten fic suddenly updates

An comforting hug, accompanied by meaningful silence

Cooking with my grandma

Performing with my friends in theatre

How soft my cat’s fur feels

Painting my nails while watching tv

Waking up before my family, enjoying the calm before the storm

Watching rain from underwater

When motivation and inspiration coincide

Writing my random thoughts on sticky notes

Escaping after school with my friends to go on adventures

The smell of wet earth after rain

Absolutely destroying people at card games (I’m a nice person I swear)

Sleeping in the car

Holding hands with my friends

Books

Music

Alone time

Friends

Rainy weather

Cloudy days

Good food

Calmness

Sunrises

Waking up at 6

A sense of completion

Libraries & book stores

Nice hugs that are quiets but meaningful

Listening to other people talk

Journaling

Window light

Just standing there with friends

Being cozy at night

Thanks for the tag @matthewfaichild

Music

Silence

Books

Malec

Raeliana McMillan exists

My friend likes talking with me

Did I mentioned Malec?

Good fanfics

Talking about my love and appreciation to my fave characters

My crushes on characters that aren’t real

Tasty food

Fandoms

Tagging @tyisthebestshadowhunter @sphere-of-purple-rhapsody @an-awkward-nerds-world @carstiarss @tobeornottobetequila

Listening songs

Playing songs on my keyboard or guitar

Reading books

Finishing a thriller book

Talking with my friends

Having fun with my cousins

Cooking with my sister

Standing on the rooftop at night time

Reading new fanfics

Waking before sunrise

music

writing

reading

painting and drawing

long car rides

souppp

clouds

night

you guys

animation

walks

discovering new books to read

fan fics

having random conversations

meeting passionate people

finding cool quiet places

watching the sea

reading books then turning a page and unexpectedly finding illustrations.

being early to places

skating (longboard) the feeling of flying.

looking up in a woods

rain

@thanatosangels @superalteza666 @vintage-morning-wine @booksandbeanbags @mebells @magnus-the-fabulous-entp-bane

Finding weird clothes and just adding them to an already weird outfit

Reading a good book

Drawing something and already working out the whole backstory of what is drawn

Writing little snippets of stories and not having to write a whole book around it

Talking/Chatting with friends

Hugging my Parabatai

Cuddling with my dog

Play fighting with my dog

Running with my dog next to me

Going to a zoo and watching the animals especially felines and canines

Imagining to get soaked in another dimension and going on adventures

Amusement parks

Drinking peppermint tea while reading

Watching a good series

My dog laying his head on me or even his whole body on my upper body because he wants the attention and the pets

Seeing a cat outside and just watching it

Finding cool feathers like the blue ones of a jay

Listening to music I like

Hearing rain knocking on my window

Listening to or reading creepypasta

Paranormal stuff

Mythology

Lavender

Looking at pictures of my passed pets

Straying through the streets with friends

Long car drives

Strawberries

Hiking through a forest and/or in the mountains

Sitting on rocks at a lake

Climbing rocks

Finding better paths than the ones given

Going into the ocean

Chatting with people in general

The night sky

Sunsets

Dancing when noone else is there

Eating ice cream

Things that make me happy:

Reading books

The smell of books and rain

Watching it rain

Writing

Painting

Talking to my best frnd

Not much but its these small things that bring the happiness

Things that make me happy:

Completing notebooks or sketchbooks.

The colour yellow.

China tea sets.

Decorating rooms or set-ups.

Chinchillas.

Fluffy socks.

House plants that actually survive in my care.

Pillows.

Reading books.

Writing.

Cleaning (don’t shout at me, I like having something to focus on lol)

Thunderstorms.

The smell of cafes.

Fun colourful clothes.

Christopher Lightwood.

Sticky notes.

Things that make me happy:

Books

Music

Watching TV shows

Being with my family

Doing what I love

What my favourite celebrities interviews and funny moments

Watching song covers

Things that make me happy:

Anything stray kids related

Animals

My best friends

My girlfriend

Food (lmao)

Memes

Creating new things all by myself and actually being proud of my work

When someone I love is happy

The beach

Small moves of affection that are actually really underrated :'(

S K I N S H I P

All the memories I've made with people I love the most in the world ❤️

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