inside my head

Who helped you in your difficult times.

Who left you in your difficult times.

I can’t sleep, mind’s racing violently

starting to wonder if I should accept defeat

I tried my best, I’ve given this all I can

but it wasn’t enough, now giving up is all I’ve got left

Truth be told, been a mess awhile

a broken soul is all that I know

I’ve held on cause I’m in denial

that I can still be who I was and escape who I am

I can’t sleep, I’m buried beneath my sheets

tired of rejection, it’s taken the best of me

I close my eyes and picture what I would write for a reason if I just stopped breathing tonight

Truth be told, been a mess forever

wish I could say that I’m getting better

I held on till I wrote this letter

I’ll never be who I was and escape who I am

Truth be told, wish that I’d stop shaking

I’ll make this call hoping someone saves me

I’ll hold on till the darkness takes me

cause I can still be who I was and escape who I am

JUST LOOK AT THEM

BEING ALL HAPPY AND SHIT LIKE

I GOTS THE WATERMELON

LOOK AT ME BEIN’ A BATRITO

THEY’RE SO FUCKING CUTE

AND THEIR WINGS ARE SO PRETTY

AND LOOK AT THEIR LITLLE FACES

AND THEIR WEIRD LITTLE NOSES

AND THEIR LITTLE CLAWS

AND THE AWKWARD WAY THEY WALK