SpiderTiger⦠this one is for u @littlemissladybugz š«¶
also I wrote my headcanon lore down below if you are interested
tbh they are my fav usm ship probably
if I was rewriting usm I would make them probably canon at some point
I love them sm but I think it would take them ages to get together, if they even would get together, but THE CHEMISTRY is beyond this worldš§Ŗ
so like Ava wants Peter first, even she doesnāt wanna accept it she falls for him hard⦠itās not subtle, itās obvious, how she looks at him, how her hand lingers on his wrist, how she looks at his mouth when he talks
they share one casual kiss after difficult mission, it would be right after Peter broke up with Felicia Hardy, so he is very emotional and vulnerable, for him it feels like little mistake, but Ava falls in love
Peter realizes it and backs away⦠he feels awkward and guilty,⦠he tells himself itās because team dynamics, which is true but itās also because Ava wants him in a way he doesnāt know how to handle
Ava hates that he wonāt touch her like touches everyone else, just in casually, friendly, carelessly⦠with her it feels distant and careful⦠she takes all of this as rejection, she is angry⦠but they suffer both, itās not easy for neither of them
after this Ava starts pushing his buttons on purpose, standing too close, training too rough⦠she wants reaction, any kind of reaction⦠Peter gets little bit uncomfortable, he dodges conversation and disappears mid momentā¦
they are both incredibly smart, so this all feels like game of chess, every of their moves is very calculated and thought through
since Peter avoids Ava, he kinda avoids rest of the team too, he spends more of his free time at home rather than at helicarrier and start spending more time with MJ and become more close with her and decides to go to homecoming with her (as friends but there is obvious chemistry between them)⦠Ava is crushed and seeing them dance together makes her realize that this is destroying her⦠after that she slowly start letting go
ofc Peterās and MJās relationship doesnāt really go anywhere too at that point bc like yeah they like each other but Peterās fear and overthinking is again in the way,⦠he fears that dating her puts MJ in danger so like he again avoids the relationship⦠idk if he has avoidant attachment or itās some kind of fear that he carries with him since his first relationshipā¦
after while things go back to normal with Ava, kinda like they used to be before, Ava is mostly over him and he is okay with that
things are okay for a while until Ava starts dating someone (idk who yet š), Peter hates it and gets jelaous in worst way possible, he is quiet, whitdrawn and his martyr complex activstes,⦠Ava notices that he is acting up and she is pissed bc he is clearly bothered by something but wonāt talk about it
eventually, it explodes during one mission, and it is too honest, they yell at each other: āyou dont get to act like you dont careā āyou dont get to decide what I can handleā āstop looking at me like that if you are not going to do anything about it!ā they cross the line and itās messy and emotional⦠also bit awkward bc rest of the team is there too and Sam has to yell at them to focus on mission (u know you fucked up when Sam is the one being responsible for once)
afterwards itās bit awkward again, Ava is confused, she has boyfriends but she still really likes Peter⦠Peter is ashamed that he snapped on her⦠but they still care and no matter how many times they try to walk away, they keep coming back⦠neither of them wants something easy, they want something real even if it hurts
yes Iāve been thinking about this for very long time, I love them
also Iām gonna start using ā#usm rewriteā for everything that that would be canon if I wrote usm lol,⦠so from now on if you are interested youāll be able to find it under that hashtag on my blog