meowwwinggg

you, a phantom limb

talking to you is still the best part of my day

its over and i miss him so fucking bad

i dont know how to feel, i feel myself pulling away.

i just feel like *I* want to hang out every opportunity we get, nd that i will move things and try my hardest to make kt happen and make the best kf jt, but he doesn't do the same, which makes me feel less wanted. or like pathetic bc i want him more than he wants me. this ks probably unhealthy and bad, and i hate how i let it affect my mood bc he js allowed to want what he wants, it just really sucks that what we want is not the same. i know he still llves me. thibgs are okay. i need to remember that we dont NEED to always be talking, hanging out, doing thjngs together. i must be my own person.