Practice in Patience

My life is spiraling downwards.”

This time last year, we were planning a sexcapade!

I love Viktoria Lace Thompson so much.

This is why we’re best friends.

She makes me laugh even when I feel nothing.

You make me so very happy. To be able to make me laugh that hysterically at 7:15 am… jeeze… that’s talent.

Oh so NOW you decide to come back… right when I need to have alone time. Thanks.

Yeah Tori, flirting with a guy that lives 350 miles away is a GREAT idea. You’re a genius.

French is over. No more Mlle Frey. Four years I had that woman as a teacher. She took me out of the country for 10 days. She’s more of a mother than a teacher. Hell, I miss her already.

I’m really hungry (for once). Mommy’s making tacos! I fucking LOVE tacos!!! :D

I’m going to miss World Cultures.

We’re halfway through our senior year. It’s almost fucking over. Grace a Dieu!

Oh, aussi, Grace a Dieu.

Mrs. Monte first block tomorrow. SO PUMPED FOR WEB TECH! 

I’m a nerd. 

At least I’m trying. I know that I’m trying. Emily knows I’m trying. Emily’s the greatest. I want to hang out with her right now. 

I need to do yearbook stuff tonight. Tomorrow, I start designing pages again! :D 

I really need Heather to cut and dye my hair. I can’t decide if I want to go blonder… or darker. I’m almost considering just dying it a light brown. 

But then I reconsider because I think that subconsciously I’m only want to do it out of desperation. 

Oh Mon Dieu. I make no sense whatsoever.

Yeah… make random conversation with some junior you’ve never talked to… just because he’s a boy and you can.

J'essai.

You seriously asked me my opinion on your hair today. Adorable. Fucking adorable. 

Wow, I need to shut the hell up. I’m saying too much.