simran

Seems like a dream

But in a world full of people, Why would a stranger judge me? Yeah, some may do, some may not, But nobody will ever remember it. Like a verse of chapter, it would just become a memory or will be forgotten. Unnecessarily necessarily being perfect- It's like exploring the same path as others "Woven to fair, cutting my wings just to be a dare devil? So other's could rely, on the ash of my individuality.

हर रोज़ यही सोचती हूँ, तू होता तो क्या होता।

शायद किसी हसीन सी कविता का एक पन्ना होता।

तू होता तो मैं क्या होती।

शायद किसी हसीन पल का एक सितम होती।

मैं तेरे ही इंतजार में हर शाम उस मोड़ पर जाकर रुक जाती हूँ।

तेरे कदमों की आहट सुनने अपनी साँसें भी थाम लेती हूँ।

मैं हर रोज़ खुद को आइने में तराशती हूँ, शायद तुझको खो जाने के डर से खुद को तराशना भूल जाती हूँ।

Mukaddar se ladkar bhi, Ye dastaan adhuri si reh gayi. Khuli kitaab ke panno ki tarah hawa mein kho gayi.

Chitthi mein likhe kalam ke dhabbe yahin zameen mein reh gaye, Adhuri thi jo ishq ki dastaan, use pura karne Hamari rooh se leepat gaye. Hai toh chand, suraj, sabhi yahin, fir bhi teri hi kami mujhe khal gayi. Socha tha kya aur kya ho gaya, itne intezaar ke baad bhi, Hamari adhuri kahani reh gayi.

Safar khatam na hua, manzil par pahunch kar bhi. Ek naya intezaar ka rasta ban gaya, mere dil ko thora aur todkar.

Tu mila bhi toh mujhe ek pal ke liye, fir sadiyon ka thheraav aa gaya beech hamare. Suna hai ishq mil hi jata hai, unhe jo saccha karte hain. Kyun fir tu mila nahi sadiyon baad mujhe? Bhare registan mein ek pyaasa mujh jaisa, tujhe khuda maan, tere liye khada hai, Tere mere milne ka raah take baithe hai.

Ek zamane mein tu aa hi gaya mere paas, do jahan ka milan ho gaya. Fhaili hai har taraf hamare ishq ka noor, ab tu bas mera jo ho gaya. Acchi thi kahani, magar kalam ki siyahi khatam ho gayi. Sacchi thi mohabbat, isliye apne hisse duri agayi.

It was the day of letting go of all the people of your childhood,

The day when everything was going to change.

All the mixed feelings in our hearts and our souls couldn't choose whether to be happy or sad.

Some were enjoying the moment, While some were capturing it.

The last photograph of our batch in front of the gate was wholesome.

The morning, our juniors were celebrating and welcoming us, And in the evening, we were leaving the school

Definitely with tears in our eyes;

Not really, as the relief of not facing those boring old classes and the enjoyment of going to high school captured our hearts more than the pain of leaving our childhood memories behind.

The last togetherness and everyone promising that we will always be friends forever.

A heavy heart carrying all the memories, And a pretty big brain carrying all the enjoyment.

That's how that day was.

That dried flower still brings the moment in front of my eyes.

"It reminds me of those fake yet beautiful promises,"

Watching our juniors preparing gifts, decorating the hall, And of course, them practicing dance for us while we were attending the classes.

Just how fast things change.

Yesterday it was us planning farewell for our seniors, And today it's our juniors planning farewell for us.

"That dried flower reminds me of those stupid faces who once were my whole childhood."

It still brings tears to my eyes thinking if for once I could live those moments again, If I could be with them again.

But at the same time, it reminds me how fast they changed after that day. It reminds me how I lost my best friend after leaving that school.

The last dance, the ramp walk—each and every moment was just a part of my peaceful childhood.

The once-in-a-blue-moon moment for every student when the school authorities actually have a high budget for the students.

A day when the school spent lavishly aur school walo ka dil khool ke karcha karne wala din

It reminds me that I didn't even realize how fast they went from close friends to Instagram users.

It drives me crazy how fast people went from best friends to just classmates.

It reminds me that there was never a third person in our friendship, yet it didn't last.

Mujhe to shaq-e-kamal hai

Logo ke baaton mein ake,

Khud se khafa hone ka

Khud ko bhula Dene ka shauk hai.

न जाने कब और क्यों हम ऐसे होगये, बेवजा इन रंगीन आसमान मै खो गए l