I really understand the fics that say Garak never lies to himself even if there's no way that's true bc it is SO HARD to write a character when you have to consider the 87 layers of what they're actually feeling, what they think they're feeling, what they're trying to convince themself they're feeling, what they're trying to convince everyone else they're feeling, what they're willing to admit they're feeling, and what lie about what they're feeling is actually going to come out if their mouth.





















