L O S T .|

love is the only drug I have yet to try .

god , I want to be important to someone. So fucking Badly

Life is ever so boring when you don't have anyone to love

Vodka stains on boots, drowning sorrows of wasted youth.

I tremble within your presence . your being alone founds the reason for my existence. Loving you is the greatest euphoria, greater than any opioid. If this is a dream than may I lay still and lie forever. Living in this world without you is a fate far worse than death itself.

I find myself no longer craving companionship. I believe solitude has become most enticing, however I'm soon beginning to fear the insanity it brings with it.

With the world cascading into bedlam, only then shall you release my soul.