The Daily Boredom

cats think they can get away with anything if they just meow pathetically and blink their huge dumb baby eyes and they’re right. my cat could rip my throat out while i slept and i’d still try to call him my sweet baby bastard and pet his soft furry tummy as i exsanguinated on the carpet.

friend: you look stressed me: haha yeah it’s the stress

Do you ever find things you wrote when you were little and just really want to die a little?

11 year old you is a fucking genius 

at some point someone’s gonna kiss you on the forehead which is just fucking stellar so stay alive for that

i thought it was about working in retail omg

ok that’s cool but consider the following: snuggling with me until i fall asleep

I hate that the only way to find new music is to listen to new music………………………….. who made this system

in therapy my therapist and i were talking about my own feelings of self worth in relationships. and she asked me to say qualities about myself that someone else would be attracted to, on a romantic and platonic level. so i named some things like compassionate, empathetic, etc. and she said “you named things that you can give someone. ways you can serve, rather than ways that you are” and y'all..my mind was blown that’s gonna stick with me forever like she then proceed to tell me actual innate qualities about myself that she liked and thought anyone else would like as well and i hadn’t even considered those because like she said i was focused on things i could do outwardly to attract and maintain connections rather than who i was as a person..goddamn!!! thats tea!!!

This FUCKED relationships up too because once this hit me, I realized people can just be in love with the way you make them feel instead of who you actually are. ALWAYS pay attention to the last little “vs” but there because it IS super telling

I got a master’s degree in being ignored; no one seems to care

hey….,.,.. no offense but,,. i want someone to love and cherish me

my female role model? the t rex from jurassic park. she just screams and eats. that’s a mood babey