ึด เฃช๐ค Boundaries: MDNI, not sexually/romantically, at least. ur free to like/reply/etc, but i unfortunately wont develop much conversation !! other than that ill block freely~
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cut me , rip me , splay me . crush my ribs , squeeze my heart . lacerate my skin , do it with kindness . destroy my very being , though be gentle . prove my purity , show me how pretty my organs are when theyโre spread so perfectly on cold metal . treat me like perfection itself .
are you mad at me. hey. hey do you still like me. hey. hey can i have reassurance. hey. hey. hey. paws at you. are you mad. are you upset. did i make you uncomfortable. hey. hey. hey. i miss you. hey. did you know i missed you. hey. hey. hey. do you still tolerate me. hey. hey. why arenโt you speaking to me. hey . hey. heeeyyyyyyy. heyyyyyyyy. do you hate me. hey. hey. do you want me dead. hey. hey. please speak to m
ึด เฃช๐ค Boundaries: MDNI, not sexually/romantically, at least. ur free to like/reply/etc, but i unfortunately wont develop much conversation !! other than that ill block freely~
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I hate medical porn videoss because almost allll of them are justโฆ. โOh doctor Iโm sick and the cure is to blow youโ or just a guy in gloves and a mask but fully unclothedโฆ.. I want hours of footage of obscure stuff. Both staying clothed, a normal medical examination where even if the subject is clearly turned on the doctor doesnโt acknowledge it. They ease in needles instead of dick and coo praises and compliments. No stupid subjects that play dumb about being fingered, they know itโs wrong but the doctor doesnโt seem to phased as they do it. Feeling and exploring before pulling away, disinterested in allowing releaseโฆ.
I think nobody in this community acknowledges some ARE groomed into this community, and thats because this community does not post about safety, risk awareness, what consent REALLY is (being fully aware of what is happening, being able to say no after saying yes, having safe words, ect), nor educational pieces on safety half enough - making it very easy for manipulators to thrive in this community
Which does not make this community nor its ideals inherently evil like antis say, nor does it inherently mean every aspect should be thrown out the window, thats the exact same as anti-kink anti-bdsm mentality honestly
It's simply that its very easy to lead an uneducated person, or even an educated person who feels trapped into this community, giving them a hundred labels that makes them feel tied to their abuser, and then labelling the relationship as con-abuse
cause nobody seriously dives into the risks of con-abuse, how such a relationship should have breaks and aftercare, outside of anti-rhetoric
I'm talking from experience, It happened to my system, and we are, on a labels and identities level, entangled with our abuser, and still spiral into "well originally i consented, even if I said no later and tried to set up boundaries, maybe he just thought it was all part of the game"
And I am not the only one!!! I've talked to other!!! People in the radqueer space who admit they wouldn't be here without their abusers!!! When people say they were groomed into it, it is NOT just anti rhetoric, theres more substance in these claims
We need awareness, pdfs filled with safety tips, when to take breaks, how to abuse someone safely, how you can hurt someone safely, I want a world where the first thing you see after looking up conabuse is "here's a article on how to do such safely" "heres a class on how to do such safely" "heres a book on the ethics and how to do such safely"
I want a world where we acknowledge the grooming, how identities can be manipulated, twisted, this isn't just a radqueer issue, my otherkin identities were twisted too, so intertwined with theirs it felt like even if I escaped they'd still be who I am.
6 - What was your first transID you knew of?: after syscovery when i was "found out", it was very obvious im permahospitalized for some reason. as well as permabandaged and permash! before we even knew what the rqc or transids were ^_^
15 - What's a kink you're super not normal about?: caregiver/doctor rape & abuse... if that includes being cut and/or manipulated, all the better... uuhnhf...
30 - What's a 'hear me out' that non rqs would cancel you over?: the (imaginary) guy at the morgue that beats off to the corpses :-) might sneak in and play pretend mweheh
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