hello , i am the professor myself . johann , if you will β or professor , or doctor . i respond to anything as long as it is respectful .
i wanted to clarify a few things because i think you are β¦ confused ? not that iβm upset at you or anything β i understand i can be β¦ verbose and quite wordy .
i never said β trans men who want to be seen as cis men DNI β ever . i specified that people who are against trans men being seen as men β those people DNI . i believe people who are against that sort of thing are transphobic , and judging people for wanting to be stealth is bioessentialist and incredibly dangerous .
above is a screenshot from the post you were referencing β where i said those people DNI . perhaps i should have phrased it better , but i believe i made it very clear ?
( i am stealth myself , and am transCisMan . i have been stealth for years β and i am a trans man who wants to be seen as a cis man . i do not want reminders of ever having been a woman β and i do not want people reminding me of my trans identity . )
where i live , it is better to be stealth β and because i came out when i was eight , i feel sort of β owed β manhood . i transitioned medically at twelve . i was never a girl , because i came out so young β i want to be treated as a man .
that is why i feel being stealth , and trans men who want to be seen as cis men are not harmful . and people who find issue with that are telling on themselves with their TERF bullshit .
also β i am confused by the mention the β being afford to β part ? i thought it was well β known by anyone who follows me that all of this done for free . because i am in poverty , and my country has a wellfare program for my entire country β and in certain regions itβs free for gender affirming care to be covered under that , so long as you are in severe poverty .
i am . my family makes under 23k a year . i would have never been able to get this done otherwise β i could never afford any of this shit . never in my life .
i canβt even afford to transition , why would i judge others for being in the same position ?
my name and sex change were free because thatβs just β¦ free for everyone where i live , but the other stuff is incredibly costly .
i also have to renew my wellfare programs every three months so that they keep funding my testosterone , as well as giving me government assistance for groceries . otherwise , iβm fucked .
above here you can see the letter i got from my countryβs wellfare office , with my region specifying the price being for free due to the fact i am on wellfare myself ?
iβm not sure if this came from a place of jealousy or genuine confusion β but you couldβve easily messaged me instead of making a random easily disprovable hate post .
i choose to interpret everything in good faith unless proven otherwise , including your rude words against me . i suggest you adopt a similar line of thinking β nothing i said i believe was out of line .
i do not β flex β being able to pass against hate anons . i am very very proud of the progress i have made β i believe those are two entirely different things . i have faced a lot of hardships to get to this point . i feel i am allowed to be proud of my progress ?
i bring up my transition constantly because despite being transCisMan β i have been hatecrimed many times for not passing enough , or just being visibly queer at all .
i think in fascist times like these itβs important to be proud of oneβs journey , and to give hope to others that it is possible to get where you want to be β to never give up .
i donβt feel the need to be quiet or shameful about the long progress i have had to get to where i am now . i have had many setbacks and lapses in my wellfare that threatened to ruin everything . i am proud of passing . i feel horrible that some people canβt .
that is why on my old account i made a whole post detailing how to get on testosterone and top surgery and offering resources internationally β so that other people are able to transition .
i encourage others to do whatever they can in order to alleviate dysphoria . if you think i am putting down other men , you are very very wrong and misunderstand me completely .
( i even work with a trans mutual aid group in my region , for that very purpose . we fundraise for this exact sort of thing . )
if you need any further clarification or want to talk more at length about this , please feel free to message me !
if you want more evidence that everything i had was free due to being in poverty β i can provide evidence for that , too .
again , no hard feelings or anything of that sort . i know i word things quite peculiarly .
THANK YOU FOR LETTING ME KNOW. ITS CURRENTLY 11PM SO MY BRAIN IS A LITTLE FUCKED OVER FROM BEING TIRED, SO THANK YOU FOR ELABORATING ABOUT WHAT YOU MEANT. I ALSO TEND TO PROCESS THINGS SLOWLY. I APOLOGIZE FOR BEING MEAN OR STARTING ANY DRAMA IF I DID. I DONT KNOW WHAT ELSE TO SAY, SINCE IM BASICALLY OUT OF WORDS FOR TONIGHT, BUT ONCE AGAIN, THANK YOU FOR LETTING ME KNOW. ^_^.