I don't really know what this is, but okay

I had a pretty stressful day. :/ I didn’t really like how the wig turned out, so I might drop this cosplay from my lineup. I’ll redo the wig for AX in the summer, since I also wanted to wear him there. Instead, I might wear Eggnog in his place. Sorry that this is short. Dx That’s all that really happened. Oh yeah one of our raid fill ins went into VC and cussed out one of the static members for giving them advice. It was interesting.

Also earlier I was really bored, and tried to teach my cat how to sit on command. :v he’s kind of getting it, but now he thinks that if he sits down in front of me, he’s going to get a treat. So he’s been doing that randomly.

Sake does this really cute thing when he wants to play~ He goes over to his toy basket, looks at it, and then looks at you. Whenever he does that, we call it “him asking to play”. AHHH!! He’s the best! Anyways, we took him to the vet to get his nails cut today. As usual, he was a very good boy. UWU After we brought him back home, we went over to his toy basket and then looked at me. UWU We played for a bit, then once he was done, he took a wittle nap in his bed.  Anyways, that’s all we really did today. Tomorrow might be a bit more eventful.

I’ll find something. Maybe Todoroki? Idk.. 

Despite how excited I am for the new year, I’m really nervous about next week. Anime Los Angeles is coming up, and during my previous ALA, the entire convention was one giant bad experience. I was depressed and pretty broken over it for a while. I’m just scared something is going to happen again this year. I’ve had a few nightmares about ALA 2019 recently. I’m hoping next week goes well, because maybe if it does, I won’t be as on edge about future events. I’m going to try my hardest to make sure ALA 2020 is an amazing con! Also my New Years resolution was to leave all the stuff in 2019 behind me, so I’m going to try my best to make sure I can! I want 2020 to be the year I can 100% be myself again! Ahh.. Also I didn’t mean to bring it up again, I just figured writing about what’s making me afraid will help. And maybe in a while I can look back on it and be like “Hey, I can’t believe I was so worried about this! Look at me now!” Dx So anyways like.. we’re gonna have fondue today, so that’s pretty cool. Like with beer cheese and stuff! QAQ My mouth is already watering.

I think I might try to make at least one post a day where I like.. type stuff up, maybe talk about my day or random stuff. Like for an entire year. I’ll use the tag #nyasahidiary so if you don’t want to see these posts, you could always mute the tag!! Dw!! <3 

Free Braised Noodles scout for New Years!