♪Nova☆Nexus♪ 「Numbskull」

I know not all can donate, but I'd really appreciate if people could share this around.

My friend Erin has been on the NHS waiting list for over 11 years for gender healthcare. No one should have to wait this long to feel comfortable in their own skin.

I really struggle with writing lists and scripts and plot outlines and idk if that's down to ADHD or what but my brain just won't cooperate enough for me to start this damn story

Like for the past 3 hours I've been searching for pose refs for someone getting ready to leave the house. Putting a backpack on, putting on shoes, anything like that. Sounds simple enough, right?

I've found literally NOTHING.

I mean the kind where you're not short on ideas-- in fact it's the opposite. You have so many ideas, but when it comes to trying to get them down on paper you just can't.

Like not even a rough sketch.

All of a sudden it feels like you've forgotten how to draw because your ideas just don't translate to your art and you don't know how to fix it.

Everyone says "oh just draw literally anything and maybe you'll break through it" but the thing is what if you can't draw anything because your brain just won't let you.

And as much as I love this fella I have to say-- he looks like what happens when a mother choses her son's clothes for all of his childhood and then he moves out with no fashion awareness whatsoever. Man also looks like he cuts his own hair like my guy what is that do