#advice please

I thought so when the TSAMS B.S was going on before and I briefly thought of it again recently I was talked out of it but

Like my reasoning is that I feel like the anoymity kinda blocks people from seeing you like a person somewhat and like when I was grieving my sister,They could have argued that I was lying about my sister being recently dead back then

I'm glad they didn't but stile,Like I did an RP with chat gpt before the current one I got going on and a big reason why I didn't just dump it on some sorta Google thing or whatever is my one It'll be a pain to edit and two it has my first real name on there and like I don't even wanna share that

Then there's the idea that Okay lol most the people that watch me is in America sooo and I live in Australia

So like the usual memes are extra funny and people gotta know there's real people getting hurt by these things. Then there's the fact that it seems that the majority of people that are successful on the internet have their real names on it and I have been just barely getting seen for years at this point

But yeah I should get back to the negative side another big issue is if I reveal it could affect my family, particularly my mum the reason I latched into hating earth so much was cause of my trauma around my mum and brother.

The the fact that same trauma was years ago, So like it may cause more problems

Then There's me here now asking the internet/Tumblr the platform where I find the most easiest to post on/maybe get the most views thinks,Like someone else changed my mind about giving my real name allready but I've also been meaning to ask the internet already like

How sucky it would be if I'm like I'm so and so and people are like no one cares and I'm like oh ok that's not the real me whistles

Thanks for reading my ramble about this I kinda turned my brain off a bit for this.

so i had downloaded tiktok before and i was using it on and off talking with my friends and all

but my sister found out about it and got really upset that i hid it from her (she told me not to download tt before since it makes you dumber and i totally get that but idk i just wanted to watch tts i guess)

i deleted tt about a month ago and i’ve been severely depressed so i avoided contact with all my friends in the time being i just didnt feel like talking

so um now i feel very isolated and i feel like i should redownload tt to at least reconnect with people there and i’m also very bored

but i also need to study for the college entrance exams and i dont wanna fuck up my focus time and all that stuff

Again, my problem is making two body parts which should be nearly identical the same size 🙃🥲

I think i made the arms too short and dont get my started on drawing feet and hands

Any advice is appreciated guys please 😭

I have this friend...

Shes been there for me throughout alot of my life.

But lately she's been really pushy... my dad doesn't like her because of that.

Like very time we hang out she pushes for it to last longer. She doesn't listen when I tell her no.

She texts me like 2-3 times a week asking to hang out and I'm exhausted. I know her home life isn't that good but I can't have her over everyday.

Plus every time she comes over, i say "you have to go home by 9" she leaves by 9:30

And she keeps comparing our friendship to my friendship with another girl and says stuff like "well you always make tiktoks with her..." "well you and her always do makeup..." when I say I don't want to do something... it feels like a guilt trip and it's pissing me off.

I know it's because of her parents being really horrible to her but that's not a reason I should take it from her.

I also forgot to mention that she comes to me house and like does nothing but vape, and and ask to use my phone (she doesn't get access to hers hardly ever) one time she even brought a weed pen and I was scared my parents would smell it in my room and shit yk?

Also she tried really hard to get me to let her take a shot from my parents alcohol collection and knowing her it wouldn't have stopped at one.

For reference I don't vape or drink or anything, I don't mind people taking a few hits around me but I don't like it bekng excessive or the topic of conversation all the time. Witch it always is with her.

I don't know what to do...