ho ho ho ho I just let the jirai community lmaooooooooo
I mean i still consider myself jirai but I guess I’m not living the stereotypical “jirai,” life style
although I don’t rlly gaf,
I think the stereotype that you HAve to be mentally ill and self destructive to be considering living the “jirai,” lifestyle is so fucking stuoid
I feel like that probably needs a shift and I think it probs has. Hopefully it’ll be more mental health advocacy and community support events or smm
like our version of para para and Lolita t parties could be cosy watch parties showing ppl media that makes us feel comfortable..yet leaving the comfortable disturbed
or making mental health accessories that bring awareness abt certain things! kinda like menhera but stuff a bit more grounded like “I have ocd, so try to be patient w me!” Or smm like that idk idk but tie some ribbon abt it
stuff like dat, I’m tryna make some for myself in the future..since a diagnosis is unfortunately not in the cards atm :/
so being a WALKING TALKING BYI interact-tumblr intro page is my best coping mechanism and I don’t give a fuck if it’s cringe Ebro
u want me to lose my shit and hate u cuz u triggered me? I didn’t think so…
maybe it’d be fun to be a walking DNI list too but the fun part of life is just not knowing 😈
being jirai and or menhera/yamii kawaii just means advocating for myself and trying to accommodate for my disabilities + mental illnesses
All the while having being kinder to those also struggling
in regards to empathy…WE ARE STILL LEARNING THAT and trying to unlearn draining behavior.. (scrolling, being chronically online..etc)
Like I know that I, (host) elias, can experience empathy. Though at time si can be cynical and that closes off. I think it’s becoming more and more of a norm these days..which is TERRIFYING. So I’m trying to take the steps to repair my relationship w myself and others to try and be a better person
But we all have our moments -w-
and I still like jirai fashion and makeup..soooooooo yeah
UGHHH i need to do para para one day omg…
Also to the one person who feared 4 my involvement in the jirai community, congratulations, you won lol
I hope you’re glad knowing that I’m in that place no longer
not say the jirai community is inherently bad..it’s a venting ground of sorts/outlet. HOWEVER. Seeing triggering content cosntnstly is a bit exhausting for me and
Detrimental to my mental health
buuuuut for elias 2.0 ..it’s still his thing so. Idk yeah