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To all those that when they say ‘i care’ they mean it

#care #friends #meaning #shout out #love #relationship #friendship

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"You don't look like you have an eating disorder"

Is the worse thing to hear when you have an eating disorder.

Agh

That moment when you were so thin and then think “fuck it, it's Friday, let’s binge.” And you regret it .002 seconds later after eating your whole damn fridge. If this is how ‘recovery’ feels, recovery can go fuck itself.

#anorexia #bulimia #ana #mia #proana #promia #ed #eating #disorder #eating disorder #haunted #recovery #fuck #binge

So, two weeks ago I went with my cousins, I was there for 4 days. The amount of caloric food they have is incredible, and worst part is my whole family forced me to eat. I enjoyed the food dearly but, I felt I was getting fat again, and couldn't help but feel guilty. I gained weight and was around 44 kg. Today I finally got down to 42.5 kg. I'm happy but not yet quite satisfied.

#anorexia #ana #proana #bulimia #eating disorder #eating disorders #mia #skinny #not skin and bones #not skinny enough #bones #collarbones #hipbones #mental illness #mental health #problems #sad

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notjustmb

Today I weighted my lowest; 43.1 kg. (95 lbs.) It has being a long way from 54 kg. (119 lbs.) to where I am now. 11 kg-24 lbs lost. Friends gone. Tears rolling. Words spoken. Insults said. Rumors spread. Visible collarbones. Thigh gap appears. No more big tummy, no more fat legs. A n d I s t i l l f e e l f a t. Why? Why an I never skinny enough?

notjustmb

43.1 kg... If I weighted that today, I'd feel like dying. My lowest so far has been 41.6 kg. But struggling to get it under 42.2 kg average. I binged two days straight, and I don't have a scale near. I just hope I can lose whatever I gained before I weight myself again.

remeberwhyoustarted

Reblog if you feel fat right now REBLOG IF YOU FEEL FAT RIGHT NOW

amniiie

notjustmb

It's like seeing my name written all over...

My granny just told me she had some death thoughts that would be good for a book. We started talking about depression. Seems like it runs in the family.

fadingkittykat-deactivated20160

Eating Disorder Problems #18

Looking in the mirror so many people think you’re some kind of narcissist when really, you are just very, very critical of yourself.

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I told him

about my ed and he just replied with 'oh, ok.' sad to know the ones i care about the most, care the least about me.

The more I openly love myself, the more they hate me. The more I hate myself, the more flaws others point out.

notjustmb

But you'll never know

inritum

reblog and make a wish! this was removed from tumbrl due to “violating one or more of Tumblr’s Community Guidelines”, but since my wish came true the first time, I’m putting it back. :)

ghostdog07

OH MY FUCKING GOD, IT’S BACK ON MY DASH.

THIS SHIT WORKS OKAY, I AM DEAD SERIOUS.

The last time I saw this on my dash, I didn’t think it would happen, so jokingly I wished I could go to a fun. concert.

AND GUESS WHAT, I WENT TO A FUCKING FUN. CONCERT.

THIS SHIT WORKS, TRY IT.

deathklaue

YOOOOOOO

I SAW THIS ON MY DASH THE OTHER DAY AND THOUGHT “ITS WORTH A TRY” SO I WISHED I COULD GET A 3DS

LITERALLY LIKE 4 DAYS LATER MY DAD SENT ME A PICTURE OF THE 3DS XL HE BOUGHT FOR ME WHILE I WAS AT SCHOOL

IM STILL FREAKING OUT ABOUT THIS

doryishness

holy fuck, I didn’t expect this to work, I was like psh, whatever it’s just a quick reblog, but I wished my Dad would actually respond back to me AND HE FUCKING DID A FEW DAYS LATER, I GOT A FUCKING TEXT FROM MY DAD TODAY WHO HASN’T SPOKEN OR RESPONDED TO ME IN MONTHS HOLY FUCK WHAT IS THIS MAGIC IT WORKS.

victoriaringsinyourears

I WANTED TO SEE MY BOYFRIEND AND I DIDN’T THINK I’D GET DAYS OFF BUT THIS WEEKEND I’M HEADING UP THERE??? THIS IS CRAZY SHIT

lenshade

SO LIKE I JOKINGLY WISHED FOR MY OWN LEN KAGAMINE AND THEN LIKE A WEEK LATER I GOT A LEN NENDOROID??? H ELP

themixedbagofwhat

WTF OKAY SO THIS SHOT ACTUALLY WORKS BECAUSE WHEN I WISHED, I HAD WISHED MY CRUSH WOULD LIKE ME BACK AND GUESS WHAT? I HAVE A BOYFRIEND NOW. WHAT THE HELLLLL?????

wodkat

ok I’ve said this before but IM DOING IT AGAIN THE FIRST TIME I SAW THIS, MY WISH DID COME TRUE SO I REBLOGED AGAIN AND SAID IT IN THE TAGS BUT THEN I WISHED FOR SMTH ELSE AND IT LITERALLY LITERALLY HAPPENED LIKE A COUPLE DAYS LATER WHAT THE HELL SO NOW IM WRITING THIS HERE FOR YOU BC I DONT BELIEVE IN THIS CRAP BUT STILL IT’S AN AWFULLY BIG COINCIDENCE

acstiel

THE BOY I FELL I LOVE WITH LEFT TO TRAVEL THE OTHER SIDE OF THE WORLD AND HAS BEEN GONE NOW FOR 3 MONTHS. WE HAVENT SPOKEN SINCE BECAUSE I DIDNT WANT TO MAKE HIM FEEL TRAPPED TO ME AND NOT ENJOY HIS TIME SO I WAITED FOR HIM TO CONTACT ME FIRST. I SAW THIS ON A PARTICULARLY LOW DAY WHEN I WAS MISSING HIM SO MUCH I CRIED FROM THE PAIN, GUYS I REALLY LOVE HIM, SO I THOUGHT MEH WHAT THE FUCK, AND WISHED HE WOULD JUST LET ME KNOW HE WAS OKAY.

GUYS.

HE FUCKING CALLED ME 20 MINUTES LATER

20 FUCKNG. MINUTES. LATER.

GOOD THINGS DO HAPPEN. AND ITS IN THIS POST.

juststrokemyglabella

I wish for someone to leave something in my ask.

adweeb-deactivated20160228

OKAY SO I ASKED FOR A HEDGEHOG AND NOW GUESS WHO HAS A PET HEDGEHOG

redandbrunette

i want you to stay for one day and one nigh with me and give me sp much love i dont have to cry of lonliness tonight, every night

swiftaylrs

no bUT THE LAST TIME I DID THIS SHIT I WISHED MEETING MY IDOL AND IT WAS RIGHT BEFORE I FCKING GOT THE FCKING EMAIL SAYING I WAS GOING TO MEET TAYLOR OH MY GOD

mitt-wrongney-blog

GUYS IM NOT FUCKING KIDDING WHEN I SAY THIS POST WILL MAKE YOUR DREAMS COME TRUE. I APPLIED FOR AN EXTREMELY COMPETITIVE GERMAN EXCHANGE PROGRAM, AND GUESS WHAT? YA BITCH IS NOW GOING TO GERMANY FOR A YEAR FOR FREEEEEEEE <3

sal-the-invador-deactivated2016

Please let pxnk-powder live.

kaarrih

x x x

notjustmb

I don’t lose anything with trying, right?

All I want is to accomplish my goals (weight, school) and be more with my friends💕

Plus, to find a someone to crush on and be happy.

Today I weighted my lowest; 43.1 kg. (95 lbs.) It has being a long way from 54 kg. (119 lbs.) to where I am now. 11 kg-24 lbs lost. Friends gone. Tears rolling. Words spoken. Insults said. Rumors spread. Visible collarbones. Thigh gap appears. No more big tummy, no more fat legs. A n d I s t i l l f e e l f a t. Why? Why an I never skinny enough?

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what-if-i-dont-succeed

Fuck I’ve fallen in love with you

notjustmb

This plus "but it was a joke all along" was my reaction when a boy broke my heart. It has been almost two years and I still can't get over my first crush, how lame.

If you ever feel down, message me, I'll be there for you.

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