#hate yourself

”You. You’d fall inlove with anyone.”

“i think you’d fall in love with anyone.”

“who fell in love with you.”

“Hate yourself” - By TV girl

you can force a mask on yourself

you can try to see the good in everything

you can use mood tracker apps

you can socialize more

you can be bitter and isolate yourself

you can empathize with others

you can pretend you dont care

you can eat more

you can starve yourself

you can lock your blade away

you can love yourself for who you are

you can change your entire personality

but you will always

Have different identities

Change yourself and your personality

Change your appearance

Pretend to be kinder and happier

But in the end you'll still

Poem-"Hate Myself"

I try to love myself, yet the word "if" stands in my way.

Maybe it's the way it has so much meaning in just those two letters—

Two letters that keep me captive, trying to make myself "better."

If I got more friends, if I played a sport, if I had my dream body, if I had a better face.

If, if, if, if, if.

If what? I still don't know the end of this never-ending chase.

It's a race I can never win.

I'm competing against a me that will never exist.

Second place is only what someone else can tell,

Creating an unattainable pace to create an unattainable self.

Just to blame myself.

No music bc I couldn't find the edited video ← scratch that, I found the video.

Also yayyyy finally animated.