the new heart I've been growing in my garden is at a strange and delicate stage of development

"unbecoming" is such a great word. bro that shit was so rude you no longer Are

i don't want to start a free trial i want to own things for the rest of my life

if you need me i’ll be going where im loved and loving where im going

the biggest lesson im learning is that nothing is as extreme or as permanent as our emotions convince us they are. nothing is certain and things are always fluctuating and there are always exceptions and there are always mistakes. there is always pain and there is always love. everything is a delicate touch away from changing

fuuuuck i just realized that the future idealized version of myself cant exist without current me being the catalyst for change and doing hard things. has anybody heard about this

i’m obsessed with how every single person can be stupid in their own special way and infinitely smart in another. simultaneously

one thing about me is I’m going to make weird noises about it