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how would you rank your group members based on personality?
🐺: you all have too much fun asking about rankings... 🐺: heejin is so patient with all of us, so i'd have to rank her first 🐺: but i guess minnie and hana are also saints for putting up with me, so they'd be tied for second 🐺: as the youngest, i'm sure i can be a menace at times, so i'll put myself last!
i'm such a huge fan, your comeback was really so amazing 🔥but i've been wondering, is there a hair colour you've been wanting to try out?
🐺: i really loved hot too! 🐺: hmm, maybe something like blue or purple? 🐺: is there a color you want to see?
unnie, i'm having jealousy issues with my friend because it seems like everyone only ever notices her and not me. i try not to get mad at her because of it, but i've been snapping at her more and more lately. what do i do? ㅜㅜ
"hmm, i don't think it's fair to take it out on your friend when it's not really her fault, right? also, there's a really high chance that people are noticing you and complimenting you, but you might not be hearing it because you're focused on what they're saying to her. everybody has different charms, so try your best to focus on yourself rather than your friend, okay?"
heejin doesn’t say anything right away—just watches jiho from the corner of her eye, her grin softening around the edges. she didn’t expect the “pretty smile” comment, but maybe she should’ve. jiho’s always had that knack for slipping in something unexpectedly sweet before she pretends she didn’t mean it.
“flattery before a festival,” she muses, tapping one manicured nail against her mic pack like she’s thinking it over. “i see you’re pulling out all the stops.” but her smile’s already blooming in full, no coaxing needed. she doesn’t say it, but it means something—to hear jiho sound genuinely okay. to see that nervous energy finally smooth out into something steadier.
she swats gently at the air near jiho’s shoulder as the other lets out her dramatic gasp. “yeah, well. you deserve two cookies. but don’t let it go to your head,” she warns, even as she’s clearly amused. “you pull that pouty look one more time and i might toss in a whole bakery. we can’t have that.”
they’re surrounded by noise—muffled commands, static checks, the hum of excitement rising just outside—but she blocks it all out for a second, tipping her head toward jiho, voice quieter now. “you’re right. we are going to rock this. no one-hit wonder shit, okay?” she taps her knuckles once lightly against jiho’s knee. “you’re solid. you’ve always been solid. i think the crowd’s gonna know that by the end of tonight.”
a beat passes, then she adds, “…but if you do mess up, i’m blaming it on the cookie. too many thoughts of sugar, too much chaos.”
she stands with a little bounce in her step, offering her hand like she’s about to drag jiho into battle. “c’mon. let’s go make the cherry blossoms proud.”
"a whole bakery? well, now i know what i have to do if this whole idol thing doesn't work out for me," she states with a chuckle. jiho's mostly joking but back when the hate train for girl code was extreme, there was a time she wondered if she had to look for a different path.
that's why she's just thankful that this last comeback was more successful than she expected. it almost felt like they were allowed to get back on their feet with the success of hot. "i'm not going to mess up. a main dancer never messes up!" with that, she raised her fist up in the air to show her determination before cracking out into a fit of laughter.
with a smile, she grabs heejin's hand before giving her a firm nod. with that, they stepped out of their car to make their way over to the performance area. it's been a while since jiho's been out and about like this—she much enjoyed spending time in the dorms instead—so it was nice to get a look of the cherry blossoms.
"they're pretty, but i feel like they're all going to fall out by next week with the rain that's supposed to come." looking over at heejin, she gave the older female a pout as well as a scrunch of her nose. "maybe that's why these festivals are held in the first place. people know that they can only be caught for a limited time so they all rush over to see them."

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apart from the gc girls, who are ur closest friends in the industry?! i want more interactions~~~
🐺: oh, umm... 🐺: kuro sunbaenim is always super nice whenever i bump into him 🐺: we worked on flights, not feelings together! 🐺: there's also saebi! she's always so fun to be around!
29. tell us something about your trainee days!
🐺: one time, i fell asleep on a couch in one of the practice rooms 🐺: the janitor had to wake me up at like 3 am 🐺: by then, the subways have cut off already so i just spent the night in the practice room...
how would you rank your group members based on visuals?
"this is such a tough question. i'm going to cheat and just put all of them at first, and i'll be second. how does that sound?"
if we were seatmates in school, would you let me cheat off your paper or cheat off of mine?
🐺: no cheating!!! 🐺: but if you really needed help, i'd let you cheat off of mine
"lime, huh?" lime sound infinitely more appealing to seoho than the green apple or grape flavour he'd assumed he'd be met with, so he sticks his hand back into the bag and goes hunting for a piece. turns out jiho's right - seoho presses the candy to the roof of his mouth and hums around it.
it's a beautiful day. seoho starts steering the two of them away from where a crowd is steadily growing near a stand that seems to sell waffles. it's one thing to be here on his own, checking out the offerings and shopping for gifts to bring home with him. it's another to be caught in public with jiho, even if the chance is unlikely. he doesn't want to so much as imagine the rumours they might wake up to.
"i had coffee earlier. they dye the foam pink, it was very pretty to look at. great for instagram." not that he'd snapped a picture to post; sometimes, seoho thinks that he should try to remember doing that more often, but he always forgets anyway. "and i got these macarons for my mum. they really went all in with the theme."
if nothing else, seoho can respect the commitment. he bites down on the candy, pushing the larger piece beneath his tongue. "so how do you want to decide then, by colour or flavour or character?"
with the success of hot, girl code was just starting to get into warmer waters when it came to public reception, so jiho didn't want to risk getting swarmed in unnecessary rumors. it's why she's all masked up, her baseball cap pretty much covering the upper region of her face. however, she didn't want to miss out on these spring celebrations either. an hour or two around here couldn't hurt, right?
"wow, they really went all out with the theme." having just gotten here, she hadn't had a chance to look around properly just yet. she leaned over to glance at the macarons seoho had picked up, making a mental note to herself to buy some for her members before she headed back home as well.
letting out a hum, she came down to her decision. "i think i'm going to decide my character. i mean, that's the fun of the whole event, right?" with a chuckle, she started walking toward the ice cream booth. "plus, i think the colors from the characters will help guess what the flavors will be. for example, i'm pretty sure keroppi is going to be like pistachio or something because it's green," she explained.

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12 / what does your dream comeback look like?
"oh, uhm, i think our recent comeback is actually the closest to what i've wanted! it's easy to listen to, and i think the styling was really nice and comfortable. something similar to that would be nice in the future as well."
hi, idols! as an apology for the pause in operations on the main and the lack of monthly schedules, we come bearing gifts... an ask meme! this isn't the honesty hour that was mentioned a while back (as that will be used as part of our next event), but we think it'll still be lots of fun. check under the cut for all the details!
he's finishing off the highs of the last few seconds of the song. the crowd cheers, but he's smarter than to know it's a herculean effort of sympathy — a no name face, he butters up the crowd for the main stage. after all, he's merely nothing more than an afterthought on midas' radar.
it's okay (he's learned to swallow his pride more than once over the course of the years).
and so, he gets off the stage to remedy the blow of his own pride with a liquid bandaid. except, it's not so easy when midway through he's caught in a comment that probes his attention to a face he hasn't pinned a name to just quite yet. no re-introductions, no frills — he goes straight in for the attack. "it is a new song, and you know my whole discography?" his mouth is pulled thin in one of those lazy, uneven smirks that pigments itself innocuous.
"enlighten me. i'm curious. which song's your favorite out of it, then?" tone genuine and pursed together with the tilt of his chin, jaeyoon turns towards her. "and sorry, could you remind me of your name again?"
with how laidback the whole venue seemed to be, jiho wasn't completely surprised to hear that jaeyoon was already beginning to slur his words. he was done performing anyway, so what was the harm, right?
"well, i really liked who, you. i think everybody in class was singing that back in school. then there's half moon and meter, which i also really loved. oh, instagram too!" jiho didn't want to appear like a total fangirl because, truthfully, she wasn't a fan like that, but she really did enjoy a lot of his releases. she's talked about it in interviews as well, so it was public knowledge.
however, she wasn't totally taken aback at the fact that he couldn't recall her name. "i'm jiho of girl code. it's nice to meet you," she stated, pondering for a moment if she should offer a hand for a shake or not. ultimately, she decides against it because this doesn't seem like that kind of moment. "i enjoyed what you just performed as well," she adds on with a nod.
cherry-glazed haze -- with @nocelestialz
the lights are already pink when they arrive. not just from the stage setup—though that’s part of it—but from the sun sinking behind the trees, casting everything in that familiar spring hue. soft, filtered. like something out of a drama. the kind with a happy ending.
heejin doesn’t believe in signs, not really. but something about the timing—this festival, this comeback, this little sliver of calm before the show—makes her feel like maybe things are shifting in the right direction.
it still doesn’t stop the nerves from crawling up her spine as they wait backstage. they’ve done this a hundred times, but this is the first spring festival since their comeback started gaining traction. HOT is charting, the fans are louder than usual, and there’s actual momentum behind them for once.
it’s exciting. it’s also a little terrifying.
she gives jiho a gentle nudge with her elbow, subtle but grounding. “you good?” she asks, voice low and even. just enough to cut through the bustle of stylists, staff, and equipment buzzing around them.
“i think i got told to smile four times already,” she adds, lips quirking into something dry. “like we’re not in our hot era now.” a beat. “literally.”
there’s a slight pause, filled by the sounds of someone testing a mic and a crew member yelling about cable tape, before she glances over again.
“we’ve got this. just do the set like we rehearsed, and afterward—” she leans in a little, conspiratorial now, “—i’ll buy you cherry blossom cotton candy. maybe two. if you share.”
she doesn’t wait for a real answer. just lets the offer hang there like a promise. soft and steady. the same way she always does when it counts.
“deal?”
with how worried jiho was before their comeback, she's admittedly pretty calm with the results. hot hasn't flopped like she had feared—no, it was actually doing pretty well.
she can't hide the smile that creeps up on her face as she stares out the window as they approach seokchon lake for the festival. while she never got scared of performing in front of people, she had to admit that sometimes, just sometimes, she couldn't help but wonder if there was somebody in the crowd that may have left a hate comment about them back when that was a regular thing to do.
turning her head at her leader's voice, she gave her a firm nod. "totally fine," jiho says and she actually means it. "maybe they just want to see your pretty smile." with that, she leaned over to bring up the corners of heejin's lips before plastering a wide grin on her face as well.
jiho lets out a faux dramatic gasp as hands fly all around them. staff members are trying to get some last minute fixes in to their makeup and outfits while the soundcrew is checking their mic packs. "two? you spoil me too much," she stated with a chuckle.
"deal. we're going to absolutely rock this performance." she understands why heejin's trying to hard to assure that jiho's feeling well with all the concerns and worries she's poured out to her before this comeback. however, it's been proven that they won't be one-hit wonders, and that's enough for jiho to be confident that they'll definitely get back up on their feet.
"can you throw in a cookie as well?" she asked with a teasing tone, blinking her eyes dramatically as if to show off her puppy dog eyes.
in sight ft. @nocelestialz seokchon lake
seoho isn't as much of a fan of cute as he's sure some of his fans would want him to be. he's seen the tiktoks, has browsed the imagines on twitter (when it was still twitter - he's in a better place now, meaning off the app), he's had a lot of fun laughing at the edits that depict him with flower crowns and a frankly unhealthy amount of blush. kuro isn't know for that sort of image, which is probably why there's that vocal part of his fanbase that loves leaning into it.
but fuck it: the barista hands him a cup of coffee with cherry blossom pink foam and a pastel pink sleeve and it's not like seoho can't appreciate it. he buys flower-shaped macarons and snaps a picture for his mum of the display. and then he sets out to find himself a quiet corner somewhere to at least attempt to avoid the camera of whoever is bound to recognise him when he tugs down his mask to try the colourful candy he'd bought with the intention of bringing it home and the knowledge that the attempt would be futile the moment he started passing it around for the staff backstage.
he doesn't not expect running into a familiar face (or set of eyes, rather) while he's in search of the most deserted spot in the vicinity, but he hadn't thought it'd be jiho. seoho lengthens his stride to catch up to her; he's pretty recognisable in that he isn't, what with the cap and the mask and the demeanour of someone trying to blend in. "hey, you. wanna try? yellow is lemon but i haven't figured out the rest yet." in offer, he extends the plastic bag to her.
it's pretty obvious that a lot of thought has been put into this festival. jiho isn't surprised because she knows how many people come out to seokchon lake in time for the cherry blossoms. they're so quick to fall off that you could miss them in a blink of an eye.
that's why she's here herself. not really for the aesthetic photos and whatnot but because she can't recall the last time she's really had a day to herself like this. girl code will be performing here in a couple of days, but she knows that she won't be doing much looking around that day, so she's decided to check it out on her own.
jiho's got a cap and mask on, trying her best to stay disguised when she thinks she spots a familiar face. before she can really register who it is, he approaches her first, and that's when she realizes that it's seoho. before she can even say hello, he's offering her some candy, and she can't really say no.
digging in, she picks out a few of the different-colored pieces. "i think the orange is well, orange, and the green seem to be lime-flavored." not that he asked, but he did offer the pieces to her, and this seemed like the correct answer. "have you tried anything else yet? i've been wanting some ice cream, and i think they have them all decorated with the sanrio characters by color."

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so, i guess it’s just the two of us today…
lotte world magic island | april 2025
tw: tba!
w/ @nocelestialz
the spring events that came with the season were always so exciting. although girl code wasn't made to perform today, she still wanted to take a visit to lotte world to check out what the park had in store for spring. there was so much to take in as she waited alongside jisoo for their mutual friend to come.
despite having seen the other around the midas building, jiho couldn't say they were exactly friends. acquaintainces, for sure, and she had a lot of respect for nymth and everything they did, but she was still looking forward to having their mutual friend in the middle for the day.
thus, upon hearing that the third of their trio wouldn't arrive, she couldn't help but let out a nervous chuckle. "hmm, is there something you wanted to try first? there's a bunch of attractions around." fitting the spring theme, jiho spotted many different souvenir shops with headbands for the season. "do you want to choose a headband to wear? you can never go around lotte world without a headband."
𝒙𝒐𝒙𝒐, @deuxblues dazed korea party.
jiho didn't love events like this.
most of the time, they were too loud and involved way too much socializing for her to feel comfortable. however, midas wanted to keep pushing her into fashion and get her advertisement deals, which meant she had to deal with making friendly conversation with people within the industry.
nevertheless, if jiho had to pick one positive thing about being here, it would probably be getting to watch the artists perform. there were only two artists, but they were both people she appreciated greatly, and she found herself genuinely smiling throughout all their performances.
"one of those songs you performed tonight was from your new album, right? i don't think i've heard it before, and i know pretty much your whole discography." she couldn't take up this chance of sharing her thoughts on jaeyoon's newest release. she's already revealed to him how much of a fan of his music she was, and she had been looking forward to his comeback. however, as she was preparing for this very event they were both attending, she hadn't had a chance to listen to it just yet.