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ABOUT: niviferweeps

i’m a 25 year old married woman who is coming into her own skin, and on a quest to solidify who she really is, determine her voice, and to stand taller with confidence. after having being diagnosed with autism and ADHD, i feel a lot better than i have in a decade about discovering who i am without my disabilities making it harder to parse thru my thoughts and emotions.

with this, much had changed already in my life, i’m much more unabashed in expressing my interests no matter how childish they may seem to others. yes, i am that girl who still loves pokémon, minecraft, romance books, and tech. this time, with pink glitter sparkled on top.

may this blog become a testament to my ever growing self. to hold a candle to the little girl inside who felt she had to repress herself to be more palatable, to be accepted, may she delight in the spark that’ll light up her heart and bring life back inside and out.

added blinkys for my email signature. slowly but surely, i am whimsfying my life. i will make this life worth living, for myself, and for those who surround me, who love and care for me. i got my own dreams and goals that i will achieve.

i think i injured myself last time i worked out, i'm so incredibly sore but not in the typical way after you finish a workout, more in a something didn't go right kind of way. now i'm considering booking a physiotherapt y appointment. i believe i might've started with a too heavy weight and had poor posture. however, a bit before i worked out, i was having shocks of pain on the base of my spine when i would bend over to pick something up.

i think i'm just developed wrong and since i'm trying so hard to correct it, with sprinkled in workouts, i did something wrong and fucked myself up.

ugh.

what flavour of doomscroll do i want today? instagram, twitter, tumblr, reddit, or tiktok. much to choose from, lots of time to waste and my life to give away.

today i've decided to organize my files on my mac and to start designing hubz's bday present. i'm also going to finish my notes on my training, i decided to stay home today since yesterday was exhausting and we were up late administering kitty's meds.

on an unrelated note, my skin is looking more fabulous than ever, i'm still using my usual cleanser but i started double cleansing with the clean it zero tea tree pore clarifying balm after discovering how wondrous it was when i took off my makeup and how my skin looked the morning after. it's fantastic, my skin has never been better. i did order some skincare from sephora that i'm hoping can address texture issues.

i made that sephora order i mentioned, and i'm very excited. i got the ordinary glycolic acid 7% exfoliating and brightening toner, as well as their niacinamide 10% + zinc 1% serum, i got the moroccanoil body butter and their all in one leave in conditioner because i love their scent, and i got the innisfree super volcanic pore detoxing clay mask with AHAs. super excited to try them all out. going to introduce each product one by one to my skin so i don't overload it.

not much to post about today, i’m working overtime as i had training this morning, so there’s that. but i really enjoyed it despite the heavy content, it was really enlightening and put into words what exactly the type of work we do and how we go about doing that. since i’m currently reading ‘the body keeps the score’ it also gave further insight that i can build upon through the book and the training surrounding violence and how we react/resist. i don’t really talk about work, esp online, and i don’t think i’ve ever mentioned what exactly i do on here, but for context, i work with women who are fleeing violence.

there isn’t much to say really regarding how exactly i got into this line of work, i’ve always had a feminist outlook, but was really just applying to anything i can do with only a high school diploma as i have yet to pick a route in education that i want to go down (a big goal of mine for 2026 is to make a plan for my education/career) and since it is a unionized workplace, i’ve found opportunities related to the union and i’m now currently on the women’s coalition as their secretary.

with that in mind, i’ll be working on a post that isn’t just a review on ‘the body keeps the score’ but also tie it in to what i do for work and the training i’ve been taking, i might make a full in depth post on the training and how our knowledge on gender-based violence is constantly evolving, including the language we use when we describe violence. i hope it will prove insightful to those who read it.

on my first evening shift after my orientation, feeling good, came here right after my gel manicure, it’s beautiful out today so i walked to work. i also worked out yesterday, feeling very pleasant. going to be working all day tomorrow tho, but at least i get overtime :) maybe make a huge sephora order soon.

i'm wondering what to rename my blog, niviferweeps just doesn't give the vibe that i want. i want something cute. i'll have to think on it for a while.

woke up this morning and the kitties had knocked down the pothos last night, took a hot minute to clean that up. i read a little, got started on 'the body keeps the score' as it is a book i borrowed from work so i'll work on finishing that one first so i can return it. then i shaped my eyebrows and played around with my makeup, i got the foundation down, and i figured out how i want to do my eye makeup as i have hooded eyes so they're a bit difficult to work with.

really liking my eyebrow shapes, it was easier than i thought, and i think i did pretty good for my first time. i look forward to doing my makeup more often.